[Top: Fu Yan; Bottom: Xiao Xin (Main Bottom)]
[A submissive uke who becomes a bottom for love × a possessive, younger, loyal seme. Both are prone to tearful incontinence. The story is sweet with slight angst. In the early stages, the uke treats the seme as a substitute. The seme had someone he liked before losing his memory (unrequited love). He pursues the seme because it's a BL story. The pacing is a bit slow in the beginning because the author isn't yet familiar with their main characters. Please forgive me 〒▽〒.]
[Initially pure love, later forced love, 1v1, happy ending]
"Brother, look in the mirror and smile..."
The bathroom was steaming hot. The man gripped Xiao Xin's chin, his sinister voice ringing in her ear.
Xiao Xin braced herself against the sink, forced to look up at her reflection in the mirror.
The shirt, soaked to the bone, was now semi-transparent, draped askew over her shoulders, and her flushed face said it all...
Xiao Xin squinted, looking through the mirror at his dilapidated body, as if he could see his own soul decaying.
The man leaned on his shoulder, watching him stare blankly at the mirror, and tightened his grip on his chin slightly: "Weren't you laughing so happily just now, bro? Why aren't you laughing anymore..."
Xiao Xin placed his hands on the mirror, his fingertips slightly curled, and his knuckles turned white.
The man stood behind him, his chest pressed against Xiao Xin's back, and gently bit Xiao Xin's red, bleeding earlobe: "Didn't you teach me all of this, brother, hmm?"
Fu Yan drugged him, and Xiao Xin's consciousness gradually blurred, his mind becoming increasingly unclear.
He gritted his teeth and forced out a single word: "Get out..."
He shouldn't have taken Fu Yan home in the first place, nor should he have been blinded by greed and gambled his future by letting an ungrateful wretch fall in love with him.
...
Three months ago—
Xiao Xin squatted down in front of a convenience store by the roadside, smoking the last cigarette in his pack.
It is six o'clock in the evening. The sky is overcast, and a light rain is falling, splashing dust on the road.
Xiao Xin exhaled white smoke as he stared blankly at the ground that was gradually becoming wet.
The air was filled with dust mixed with the smell of rain.
Xiao Xin vaguely felt that his clothes were also stained with that kind of dust.
He sniffed his black short-sleeved shirt; the smell of tobacco carried a sour undertone.
Smelly.
He hadn't showered for three days. To be precise, he had nowhere to go after being kicked out of his apartment by his ex-girlfriend three days ago.
The woman cheated on him with an older man who was twenty years his senior, right in front of him.
When Xiao Xin caught them doing it, the woman scolded him without saying a word: "What are you looking at! Pretty boy, all looks and no substance, what a waste of your good looks!"
The woman slammed the door shut after speaking, decisively leaving him with nothing.
Aside from a few tattered clothes, he didn't actually leave anything else in that room.
Coincidentally, the person he cheated on with happened to be Xiao Xin's boss, so he lost his job as well as his girlfriend.
However, the woman was right. Xiao Xin had a lot of girlfriends in college because of his face, but he never managed to have a relationship with any of them.
The reason is that he is "impotent" when facing women; he cannot get an erection.
However, he was not bothered by it and even enjoyed it.
With his good looks, he has been able to move freely among women since childhood, never having to worry about being pursued, and often having people willing to throw money at him.
But that money, besides enough for him to maintain a normal life and pay for his father's medical expenses, was far from enough to pay off his debts...
Xiao Xin finished his last puff of cigarette, threw the butt on the ground, and stomped it out.
He looked at the bustling streets and pondered his next place to settle down.
Xiao Xin had been wandering aimlessly on the streets for three days, but hadn't found a single suitable job.
Someone like him, with no qualifications, no background, and not even an ID card, would be hard to find anyone willing to hire him.
The rain began to subside, and Xiao Xin stood up and shook his numb legs.
"Daddy, I want this!"
Xiao Xin leaned against the wall of the convenience store and glanced over there.
A little boy was pointing at the sausages in the sausage grill and yelling at the man behind him.
The man was dressed simply, but had a kind face and seemed like a good father.
He held the little boy's hand, smiling gently, "Okay, okay, I'll buy it for you."
Hearing that someone was buying something, the owner poked his head out from behind the sausage grill machine, looked at the man and the child, and said, "Three yuan a sausage, how many do you want?"
The man smiled and said, "One is enough."
After the owner handed the sausage to the man, the man handed it to the little one, telling him to wait outside and not run around while he went in to buy something and would come out later.
Xiao Xin stared intently at the sausage in the little boy's hand, unable to look away.
He patted his flat stomach, then looked at the two yuan in his pocket and gave up the idea.
The little boy looked up and saw Xiao Xin staring at his grilled sausage.
He walked up to Xiao Xin and blinked innocently, "Do you want to eat grilled sausage too?"
Xiao Xin smiled awkwardly and didn't say anything.
Seeing that he didn't speak, the little boy continued to ask, "If you want to eat grilled sausage but don't have money, you can ask your dad to buy it for you!"
"Look, my dad will buy me that." The little boy waved the sausage in his hand in front of him, as if showing off.
As if remembering something, Xiao Xin felt a lump in her throat.
The little boy saw tears welling up in his eyes and became anxious: "Hey, don't you have a dad?"
Upon hearing this, Xiao Xin's tears instantly burst forth, large, hot tears streaming down her face. Her deep voice trembled slightly: "Who said I didn't..."
However, his father is still in the hospital.
The little boy panicked even more when he saw how sadly Xiao Xin was crying, thinking that he was the one who made Xiao Xin cry.
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