"Yue'er, stop talking..."
Chu Yan's eyes turned red. He couldn't bear to listen any longer, not even a single word. Not only did he feel a tearing sensation in his heart, but he also felt a surge of murderous intent.
He wanted to kill Feng Ling. If he was not there, would Yue'er return to her?
This was the girl he had been waiting for for ten years, how could she become someone else's princess? He was so unwilling and in so much pain.
"Brother Ayan, you live a good life, and I live a good life too, okay? We've been through so much and finally made it through, let's not torture each other, okay?"
“How can we live well?”
As soon as Qing Yue finished speaking, Chu Yan asked in a hoarse voice.
His eyes were filled with blood and tears, and his pupils were torn into pieces in pain. "Yue'er, without you, tell me, how can I live a good life?"
He asked again.
As if he finally couldn't bear it anymore, he covered his mouth and coughed, only to feel a fishy-sweet taste in his mouth, but he swallowed it hard again. He didn't want to appear too embarrassed in front of Yue'er, but Yue'er's words were like knives. Why were they torturing each other when they were together?
"Brother Ayan, I want to be happy, and I want you to be happy too. Let's forget the past and move on, okay? Just think of Qingyue as dead, and only Qin Wan is alive now, okay?"
Her voice was so soft, almost pleading. She was afraid that Chu Yan would do something stupid, and she also hoped that he could think it through and let it go.
If something really happened to Chu Yan, how could she forgive herself?
Chu Yan pursed his thin lips and stared at the girl in front of him. He didn't dare to speak, for fear that the blood pressure would be blocked and he would spit it out and scare his girl.
The little girl in front of him had sad and grief-stricken eyes, and looked at him pleadingly.
Haha, it’s a plea.
The little girl who used to be so willful and proud, with shining stars in her eyes, but after experiencing those cruel things, there was only pain in her eyes.
She said she fell in love with Feng Ling.
The man who appeared when she was in the most pain and helplessness, they saved each other and fell in love with each other.
Yes, in fact, he already knew what they both felt, but he just didn't want to think about it or believe it.
She will be happy. She has a husband who loves and dotes on her. She has come back to life and avenged her hatred. Her family will also stay by her side. She will be happy.
He was the only one left, with nothing and alone.
Her pleading and expectation actually came from her wish that he could be happy and let go.
Hehehe…
The little girl he loved had gone through so much hardship, but she was still kind in her heart. She didn't want him to be sad, she wanted him to be happy, but what was he doing? In the name of love, he trapped her here, her eyes full of tears and pleading.
His emotions and his madness must have scared her.
Chu Yan, you already owe her a lot, how can you force her again?
Is it okay to bear the pain by yourself?
Can you make the little girl happy?
Chu Yan bit his lips tightly, forcing himself to suppress the surging love. His Adam's apple rolled, swallowing the blood and the wailing. He said, "Yue'er, is he good to you?"
Qing Yue was stunned and nodded.
"Very good. He risked his life to save me several times. He even gave up his own life for me."
Once fell off a cliff, once fell into a sea of fire.
"That's good, that's good..."
He murmured.
He wanted to say, Yue'er, I can even give up my life for you. I can even stab the dagger into your chest with my own hands in front of you, but I'm afraid of scaring you.
Yue'er, if this is your choice, will Brother Ayan help you? You can be happy, and Brother Ayan will stay with you and watch you be happy.
“Cough cough cough…”
Finally, the pain reached its limit and he choked and coughed.
"Brother Ayan."
Qin Wan exclaimed and wanted to step forward, but Chu Yan took a step back. That was enough, his Yue'er still had him in her heart.
"It's okay. I'm fine."
Chu Yan shook his head and didn't let her come closer. He clenched his fist to cover the bloodstains and turned his head away. "Yue'er, go find him. I'll take a break here..."
"Brother Ayan..."
"Let's go. If you don't leave now, I'm afraid I'll regret it and never let you leave."
His eyes became redder and redder.
Qing Yue moved her feet a little. She looked at Chu Yan, whose head was lowered and whose face was pale as a bloodless cloud. Thinking of his injuries and his current condition, she said, "Brother Yan, let's go back to the mansion together. Can I help you take a look at your injuries?"
"No, my injuries aren't fatal, and there are doctors in the temple. Are you afraid I'll do something stupid? No, I won't do that. Now that I've found you, how could I do something stupid like that? Besides, I can't bear to see you sad."
Chu Yan spoke in a low voice.
Each sentence seemed calm, but it made Qingyue feel sour and uncomfortable.
"Let's go. I'm fine and I won't do anything stupid. He should be waiting for you outside the door."
Chu Yan said again.
Every word he said was like a torture, but he could only swallow the pain.
"Brother Ayan, take care of yourself. I'm leaving first..."
Finally, Qingyue gritted her teeth and turned around. She couldn't let down any ties. If she had to, she had to do it cleanly so as not to let down A Ling and her brother A Yan.
Even though it hurts, she has already made her choice, right?
"Yue'er..."
Qing Yue had already reached the door when she heard Chu Yan's voice. She turned around and saw that Chu Yan had his eyes downcast. He didn't look at her. He just said, "If he hurts you, betrays you, or makes you sad, I will not let him go."
"Thank you, Brother Ayan."
Qing Yue choked up.
She understood his protection, but she also believed that A Ling would not.
Qing Yue opened the door and walked out. The door creaked shut, and the last bit of her skirt disappeared at the door. He couldn't hold on any longer, and he bent down and vomited a mouthful of blood. He slid down to the ground as if he had lost all his strength, and finally couldn't control his sobs silently, tears streaming down his face.
He finally lost his girl.
Completely lost.
But what to do? What should he do? He was reluctant, unwilling, and if it wasn't her in this life, it wouldn't be anyone else's.
…
After walking out of the door, Qing Yue raised her hand and realized that her face was covered with tears.
She said those words so calmly, but she felt so uncomfortable inside.
She is not a heartless person, how could she let go so easily in an instant?
As the sound of the door opening rang out, everyone standing or sitting in the yard looked towards her, and she immediately saw Feng Ling standing under the shade of a tree.
He seemed to have been standing there for a long time, the shadows of the trees cast on him, making him look lonely and sad. Even when he turned around, she could clearly catch the flash of panic in his eyes.
"A Ling."
She shouted and quickened her pace.
Feng Ling raised her foot and quickly stepped forward to catch her.
"Why are you crying? Did he bully you?"
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