Suddenly, Qingyue spoke.
Chu Yan's eyes were filled with suppressed redness, immersed in that pain. Before he came to his senses, he suddenly heard Qing Yue speak.
He was stunned for a moment, thinking he was hallucinating. What was dying? Who was dying?
He frowned and looked at Yue'er, only to see her eyes moist as she looked at him, filled with immense pain. It turned out that Yue'er had said those words. His face darkened, and he suppressed his anger and said, "Yue'er, in order to make Brother Yan leave you and let you go, you actually said something like this?"
He uttered in a low voice, feeling even more uncomfortable.
In order to force him to let go, Yue'er even told lies that cursed herself.
A flash of pain and helplessness flashed in Qing Yue's eyes. She had actually thought about it just now. If she told it, Brother Chu Yan would definitely not believe it, so suddenly and under such circumstances. But after careful consideration, she decided to tell it, because only by not hiding it from Brother A Yan, the emotional entanglement between the three people might be able to stop.
Facing Chu Yan's suppressed and painful expression, Qing Yue let out a breath gently. She raised her head and looked into Chu Yan's eyes. She said, "Brother Chu Yan, I didn't lie to you."
Her brows were like distant mountains, filled with a faint sorrow. Qing Yue continued to speak, "Brother Chu Yan, that day I was seriously injured by the foreigner and fell into a coma. Later, my soul went to a place..."
Chu Yan's pupils shrank slightly. She looked at Yue'er's clear eyes in front of her, her heart skipping a beat. Just as she was about to say something, she heard Qingyue continue, "It was a very dark place, with no end in sight. There was no one there, and no light at all. I walked and walked there, and I don't know how long it had been. Just when I thought I would be trapped in that darkness forever, I saw a ray of light..."
Qingyue recalled that day.
Since she woke up, she had not told anyone about her experience during her coma, and Chu Yan was the first one.
Chu Yanxuan frowned and kept looking at Qingyue, trying to find any trace of making up a story on her face, but there was none. Yue'er was very calm and she was narrating calmly.
"After I walked towards the beam of light, a voice emerged from the dark void. It was a vast and distant voice. It said that as long as I stepped into that circle of light, I would completely say goodbye to this world. All the past had nothing to do with me. He said it was time for me to leave."
Qingyue's voice was very soft.
That day, she exposed Qing Yunyao's conspiracy, and the ghost was killed at the bottom of the cliff. She avenged her great hatred, and it seemed that she had no reason to stay in this world.
Chu Yan's clenched fingers trembled slightly. Even though he knew she didn't leave, his heart still trembled.
"And then?"
He couldn't help but ask.
"Later, I saw Qin Wan, the real Qin Wan's soul..."
Chu Yanbing's eyes narrowed slightly, as if he was surprised.
Then Qing Yue continued, "My soul has been reborn into Qin Wan's body for so long. That was the first time I saw the real Qin Wan. She was very different from me. She was very timid and looked very cowardly. She kept crying and looked very scared... She told me that Prince You and Prince Yu wanted to kill her."
Chu Yan's breathing became heavier when he heard this, because Yue'er was right. When he and Feng Ling found out that it was the real Qin Wan who woke up, they both wanted to kill her. At that time, Yue'er was naturally unaware of everything that happened in the world.
His hands were trembling slightly.
At this moment, he truly felt that Yue'er was not making up a story, what she said must be true.
"Brother Chu Yan, from Qin Wan's narration, I learned about your madness, Feng Ling's despair, and the misery of my second brother and Pingyang... She cried as she told me everything that happened in the human world, and how you all collapsed and felt helpless when you found out it was her who had woken up...
In that dark and vast space, I was suffocated by the pain.
But I know I can’t go back.”
Qing Yue's voice was so soft, a tear slid down the corner of her eye, that was her mood at that time.
"I've already taken my revenge and killed the one who deserved it. The hatred I swore when I died has melted away, and it's time for my soul to leave. In the void, that voice showed me a picture. He said it was the mirror of the afterlife. As long as I step into that circle of light, I can be reincarnated. In the afterlife, I will live a peaceful and beautiful life, loved and pampered by my parents, and I will be happy all my life."
"Yue'er..."
Chu Yan called her in a low voice, his voice trembling slightly.
Qing Yue raised her eyes, her pupils reflecting a shimmering light. She continued, "If I choose to come back, I will be defying fate, and my life will be in jeopardy. I won't live for more than three years."
Finally she said this.
In fact, it’s been less than three years now.
There are still more than two years.
"Qin Wan was very desperate about this world. She cried and shouted that she wanted to leave and reincarnate, but I... chose to come back. Even if I only had three years to live, I should come back."
Qing Yue choked up, her eyes were red and full of tears.
Chu Yan's lips trembled slightly, his icy eyes darkened, filled with shock and pain, "Yue'er, I know you were lying to me, tricking me into letting you go, so this is just a story you made up, right?"
Chu Yan asked in a trembling voice.
Three years of life? How could that be possible? But why was he so panicked inside? Why couldn't he see any trace of lies in Yue'er's eyes?
Qing Yue gently shook her head. "Brother Chu Yan, lies will be exposed one day, so why should I lie? It's true. Qin Wan and I exchanged fates. She chose reincarnation, and I chose to come back. Even if I only have three years to live, what does it matter? I want to come back to see my parents, my brother, and A Ling, who saved me from this year. Most importantly, I want to come back and take a good look at you..."
Tears fell silently, breaking my heart.
At that time, there were many people in her heart that she couldn't let go of, but there was one person she had to go back to see no matter what, and that was her brother Ayan. They grew up together and loved each other, but they were separated because of a conspiracy. She was reborn as someone else's princess with hatred, and he was poisoned by a love poison and was deceived and knew nothing about it. When the real fight came, he couldn't bear it.
"Brother Chu Yan, I want to come back and tell you I'm sorry. I'm sorry I didn't trust you, I'm sorry I hated you for so long, I'm sorry I hurt you so many times, I pierced your palm with a dagger, I stabbed your chest, and I fed you poison..."
Qing Yue spoke with tears in her eyes.
Chu Yan felt as if his heart was broken into pieces and he couldn't utter a word.
But why do my eyes become more dry and my vision becomes blurrier as I get older?
He couldn't utter a word.
No, I don’t know, Yue’er, you don’t owe me anything. It’s Brother Ayan who is sorry for you, the most sorry for you. It’s all Brother Ayan’s fault.
"Three years, what will happen after three years?"
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