"Every time I finished a human experiment and crawled out of a pool of blood, I liked to go to the crack in the corner and cling to it like a reptile... It was the only crack in the entire laboratory, the only place where I could see sunlight, even if it was only a little bit."
"At this time, I feel like I am back with my adoptive parents, lying on the warm lawn in the sun with them, reading Jane Eyre, Notre Dame de Paris and Les Miserables."
"With me was a kid of the same age, who was also tortured by various experiments. The hand-severing experiment, the starvation experiment, the drowning experiment, the suffocation experiment... After each experiment, he would come over and ask me why I liked the sun so much."
“I said, I don’t have much, but sunshine, it’s the only thing I can hold on to in my past and future.”
"He and I lay in the gap and watched the sunlight. He said he had a happy childhood, riding the Ferris wheel with his parents, but then the bad guys came and the happiness disappeared."
"He also said that he was a bad kid who cheated, lied, and even indirectly killed others... He did everything. He said that children seem to be the most innocent, but they are actually the most evil, because without the constraints of moral values, children can do anything terrible."
"He also said that children are not the purest existence in the world, but the darkest. If there were only children left in the world, it would be an extremely terrifying world."
"But I smiled and said - No, children are not completely bad, it's just that no one educates them well. If there is really a utopia in this world, it must be a world composed of [an upright adult and a group of blank-slate children]. After being properly educated by adults, most children will grow up to be good people. They are no longer children burned to death in war, baby girls drowned in ravines, children who have been stealing money in slums since childhood, and people from unfortunate families who have experienced domestic violence..."
"Any suffering, any tragedy, any burning, killing and looting... were all contained in the cradle of childhood."
“I want to create this kind of utopia.”
"If there really is a utopia in this world, tragedies like ours in human experiments will no longer happen."
"He listened, but said: So you want to be the only adult raising the child? You are being dictatorial! It's a fantasy! It's so naive!"
“I said, yes, I admit that I am not a righteous person. I just want to walk towards the ‘sun’.”
"I want to be a 'star', responding to the blond kid standing in the planetarium."
"I want to travel around the universe and find out what is on the other side of the universe - I don't want to limit my vision to this planet, Zhaixing, where I grow old, get sick and die."
"I want... a new utopian world."
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