At this point, Noel laughed and raised his head higher.
As if afraid something would fall:
"...Later, the boy couldn't bear it anymore and died on the operating table. Before he died, he kept saying that it was a child who betrayed his parents' information, so all children are bad, and my fantasy of utopia is doomed to fail."
"...Later, I escaped from the laboratory."
"I didn't know where to go, so I went to work in a circus, using the bloody scars on my body to attract attention. I would open my wounds in front of the audience in exchange for a bite of delicious cake or bread."
"After finding a way to get in touch with a wealthy businessman, I entered the research institute and learned how to do human experiments."
"I am always observing, observing the life rules of adults in this world... At the age of sixteen, I put on adult clothes and hats, and tried to live like an adult."
"My clothes were too big, so I had to stuff them with a lot of cotton to make myself look like a strong man. I was not tall enough, so I had to pad my shoes very high to be able to look at adults at eye level. My voice was also too childish, so during that time I ate a lot of chili peppers, which damaged my throat, and deliberately made my voice hoarse... Only in this way would those bloated investors look at me straight in the eye instead of treating me like a child."
"After I saved some money, I started traveling. I've been to the Arctic, Fuso, Gran, and Dragon Country..."
"When I was seventeen, I asked the police what the boy who had suffered with me in the laboratory was called. Now I can finally build a grave for him and lay a bouquet of flowers."
"But the police told me that I was the only one on that floor of the laboratory."
"There are no boys with me at all."
“…Oh my.”
Noel put one hand behind his back, and a bell-like smile floated out from under the brim of his hat:
…
"…It turns out that I had already seen the "Dark Side of the Sun" in the midsummer when I was fourteen."
…
The back side of the sun.
That is the "other self" who hates children extremely.
That is the wicked, dark, unbelieving self who does not believe in humanity, truth, goodness and beauty, and is tortured to the point of despair and collapse...
Sometimes, Noel would see the boy in his dreams. The boy was naked and covered in blood, standing in front of him, looking at him who was now bright and beautiful, like the sun.
The boy asked him what happened in his later life?
Noel replied that nothing unfortunate happened afterwards. After leaving the laboratory, he grew up very quickly, became very tall and strong, and could make seven experimenters cry with one punch. No one dared to bully him anymore. However, there was still too much filth left in this world, and no matter how smart he was, he could not clear it all by himself.
The child asked him again and again: If the world is so dirty, why did you grow up to be so warm and bright today? Why do people call you "little sun"?
——Noel Akinni. How many clothes do you wear? Do you dare to peel off the flesh under your chest and let people see how dark the color of your heart is?
——Your utopian ideal about children, your new world that you always talk about - who knows if it is not your dictatorship and fantasy?
——How can you be sure that you will not become the inhuman “star” in the planetarium when you were a child?
——How can your ideal be called "noble" compared to Su Mingan? His ideal is to save all mankind, but what about you? You just want a pure, white, and flawless dictatorship world, and you want to satisfy your desire to travel freely in the universe.
— Noel Akinni.
——Above the crow that never lands, what is the highest respect you pay to him?
——What about the sunflowers all over the mountains that you let him see?
——Where is the flowery note you wrote during the New Year?
——On the lawn dotted with champagne towers, where is your promise to them that you will search with you?
——Are they all fake? Are they all hypocritical? Are they all for the purpose of fulfilling your desires?
“Hua——Hua——Hua——”
The sound of black water flowed, and Noel's fingers lingered on the building block castle.
"No." He said softly.
But that’s not all.
This world is too big, and Noel Akinni alone is not enough. If Zhai Xing is saved, there may still be the ruins world. If the ruins world is saved, there may still be the old world. If the old world is saved, Luo Vasha is waiting behind...
On many nights in the Lord God's World, he sat on the glazed roof of the New World Guild, looking up at the stars, and wondering - what is the end of the universe?
Where is the ultimate theorem of entropy reduction? Where is the eternal method to create a utopia? Where is the method to make the sun fall forever and clear away all the haze hidden in the universe?
He wanted to look for it, just like picking up shells on the beach.
Like Noah saying goodbye to Ak-To, the moment Noah embarked on his journey, Noah also realized... Asa Ak-To's choice to stay doomed the future of this great savior. Asa would never have the chance to travel to the vast universe again, and Asa's life was completely frozen on a planet.
The solution to save everything may be somewhere far away. Noah will go to find it, to find it on behalf of Asa, even if he has to go to the end of the universe.
But Noah could not find it, he failed. When he came back, he lost both.
BE,3030.
What does this mean?
Is there a way to end the endless cycle?
Or does it represent some more terrifying truth?
As early as the beginning of the World Game, Noel Akinni realized the vastness of the world - the ultimate solution to all the questions of the universe is difficult to answer by just staying at your feet.
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