She once thought that she would not wait until that day.
But this time, a person who had never appeared before suddenly appeared beside her.
…He has black hair and black eyes.
...He has a smart mind and the wisdom to adapt to changing circumstances.
...He cares about his companions' feelings and doesn't care about losing one for the other.
...He can tell stories and play musical instruments...
The words she wrote on the wall when she was young actually came into effect with the authority of her faith.
When her memory was already blurred and confused, the person she had always fantasized about suddenly appeared beside her in this reincarnation.
He told her that he would always be with her.
He said that if he was a tourist who had accidentally wandered into the endless darkness, she would be his beacon.
He said she was the most important and unique.
He said,
He would let her see the flowers bloom.
…
In this dome of fabricated faith.
…They were the only pair of “awake” lambs.
…
[Under the sky, all things are resurrected. The forgotten ones, in the form of "monsters", attempt to rival the gods. ]
[The adventurer in front of her seemed to have suddenly become the most suitable person for her. ]
This time,
【Refuse betrayal, forbid abandonment. 】
[——She wants to become a 'god' among 'monsters'. ]
…
【This time.】
…
This time,
She fell into a hallucination halfway through, and the poison rain entered her body, and there was no way to save her. Feng Chang chose to maintain the deception and did not believe her.
She failed again.
She pointed the gun at her heart.
"Bang!"
A gunshot rang out and her hand suddenly twisted.
When she opened her eyes, she saw the familiar figure again.
His pair of dark eyes stared at hers as if tracing them, and there was a loneliness in his eyes that was very similar to hers.
He held the gun barrel in his hand, and a white light of spatial displacement was emanating from around him.
The moment he realized that Siber was about to commit suicide, he moved over instantly and pulled her gun away.
"...What are you going to do?" Su Mingan said.
Black tentacles emerged instantly, and she immediately tried to push him away, but it was as difficult as tearing flesh.
His hands held her shoulders tightly, and the warmth from his hands burned her whole body.
At this moment, she suddenly collapsed.
The thick wall inside him collapsed in an instant. He was the only one who didn't want her to die.
"Su Ming'an, I want to die, I want to die - please kill me, please kill me, don't let me wake up again -!"
She burst into tears.
It hurts. It hurts. It hurts.
The skin is dissolving, the blood is boiling, and the bones are melting.
The continuous rain hit her scalp and tore her skin, and she was like a dry bone with flesh and skin attached.
Why do people regard her as evil - why do they despise her - why don't they give her the right to speak - why don't they even give her a chance to escape from the cycle of reincarnation?
At first she had good intentions, and she treated every tribesman around her well, but all she received was endless betrayal and cold death.
No one believed in her, no one understood her. Even if there was only one helping hand, she would not have reached the point where she is now living with madness.
She was tired and didn't want to go on. She wanted to die, she wanted to die very badly. Why didn't she even have the power to die?
——What did she do wrong?
——What did she do wrong?
She felt miserable just being alive.
"It hurts so much." She choked and spit out blood.
"It hurts so much." Her finger was peeled.
"It hurts, it hurts, it hurts—"
"Su Ming'an! Save me - save me, save me, save me, save me -"
She cried loudly and her whole body seemed to melt.
Su Mingan grabbed her hand that had rotted into dry bones.
She looked filthy, her wounds were dirty, her face was ugly, she was in such a mess. The black rotting flesh mixed with the bright red blood was a shocking contrast.
"...Siberia," he said.
She leaned on his shoulder, tears and blood all over it.
"[I'm looking forward to meeting him. I've prepared fruits and candies and am waiting for him to come...]" He said: "[He will read stories, even though I know fairy tales are just lies for children, but I just like them. I want him to read them to me...] - These are the words you wrote on the wall over and over again. Here I come."
"Siberia," he said, "I haven't read you a story yet."
Siber's crying was a little choked.
When she opened her mouth again, her corroded throat wailed like a crow.
"——We can't win——We can't win——!"
"——Su Mingan, I really want to save them, but I can't, I can't save them——!"
…
It seems that every time humans move a step, they have to move countless tendons and bones in their body.
It seems that if I struggle to breathe one more breath, I will have to endure endless pain in this world.
In front of Su Mingan's eyes, there was nothing but the gray and gloomy sky, the dark sky, and the hot and heavy rain.
——There was only her desperate and wailing face like a falling bird.
[I really want to save this world. ]
But it’s rotten.
She wasn't crying for herself.
She is crying for the future of the earth and for her ignorant people.
She cried for everyone who wanted to kill her, and for this hopeless world.
She cried for the slow death of people and for the lack of place for freedom and light.
She is crying for this sad world.
What she once thought was eternal and beautiful, turned out to be fragile.
…
…
[…This fate]
【This is terrible.】
[——"Nine Gods·Reincarnation Notes"]
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