If "man is an action hanging on the web of his own meaning", then his meaning to Lewis is just "die".
yes.
He is out of control, abnormal, wrong, incalculable, humble and ugly, distorted by the gods.
Only if he dies can he complete the level perfectly, only if he dies can he get experience rewards, and only if he dies can the "Lü Shu" in Louise's heart be perfect, otherwise it would tarnish the name of Lu Shu. Even if he dies, his death may be part of the gods' backup plan, and in the end it may even be used to kill Louise, the only person he cares about.
He actually has no feelings for this world, and he doesn't want to save humanity at all, but the mission of the program makes him do this all the time. Among all his actions, only approaching Lewis was out of his own will.
But Lewis's essence is different from him. Lewis is a miracle composed of billions of sperms and the vast universe, as precious as a diamond.
Lewis is life.
But he is just a piece of data, there is no miracle.
Lewis still has a long life to experience and many miracles to create. He will not disappear like him.
marvelous.
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【“Why is he crying?” asked a lizard. 】
[“He weeps for a red rose,” the Nightingale told the others. “For a red rose?” the animals cried. “How funny!”
【"But love is better than life," said the Nightingale.】
[“——How can a bird’s heart compare to a human’s heart?”]
【——"The Nightingale and the Rose"】
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