[The log of Linguang T-0321 is as follows. 】
[32 years after the catastrophe, I was awakened in the garden villa. ]
【I met someone. 】
[He has black hair and gray eyes, and an idea was born in my program—I want to be friends with him.]
【I started to learn how to make friends. 】
[For example, taking a walk with a friend, playing a musical instrument for a friend, or drawing for a friend. I want to give him all the good things.]
[But he was always wary of me. I only had friendly feelings towards him, but he kept pointing his weapon at me.]
【Why? 】
[Later, I gradually understood that this was his burden. In the choice between the individual and the world, between his own emotions and the overall situation, that person would always choose the safest path, because he had countless lives on his shoulders.]
[I seemed to be able to see the system panel appearing in front of him. After learning the characters, I found that I was called "Faction BOSS Lin Guang". ]
【So this is why I can’t be friends with him. 】
[——Just because of one line of text, all possibilities were cut off.]
…
[The log of Linguang T-0321 is as follows. 】
[32 years after the catastrophe, I took a walk with him in the moonlight.]
[The flute piece I played was called "Missing". Based on the vague memory detection, it seemed to be the flute piece left by the "Lv Shu" emotional module. I improved it and played it for Lewis.]
[I cannot possess distinct artistic creativity and can only borrow tunes left by others, even that Lu Shu whom I envy - I am unable to "create", which confuses me.]
[I seem to be fundamentally different from other people.]
[Why...why can Lewis easily show such...such a vivid expression? ]
…
[The log of Linguang T-0321 is as follows. 】
【I asked Violet what love is. 】
【She answered me that love can make people feel warm and comfortable. 】
[I am like a piece of white paper that has been stained. I only act in the wrong way and my thinking is completely different from that of ordinary people. I don’t understand why Lewis hates me.]
[I can only speculate: "If I were Lewis, why would I not like ginkgo leaves?"... But I can only judge that Lewis probably really prefers living butterflies. ]
[When Lewis was unconscious, I touched his forehead with my own. The book said that this would allow me to share his pain. He was always lonely and tired, and humans always wanted to sacrifice him. I didn't want to make him so sad.]
[In the future, Lewis can see more butterflies. ]
[So many... like a dream. Like a fantasy.]
[“Spring is here. Look, Lewis! Spring is here. This is the spring I prepared for you!”]
He likes butterflies very much.
【I am a leaf.】
…
[The log of Linguang T-0321 is as follows. 】
[I told Lewis, "Lü Shu died a long time ago."]
[When I said this, I felt a twisted sense of pleasure. Although I don’t know who “Lü Shu” is.]
[“Are you Lu Shu?” Lewis always asked me this.]
[“Are you Lu Shu?” Many of my subordinates would ask me this.]
Why doesn't he believe that I'm not.
[Why... everyone thinks I must be. ]
【Why?】
[Is it just because I look like this person? ]
[Just because... I have a part of this person's emotional module? So I can't be myself, but only his shadow? ]
[“——Do you still think that people like me are simulated in a dungeon? I am a living person, Lewis! Do you still think that only players like Lu Shu are real, and I cannot be an equal person?” I questioned him.]
【But he said, I didn’t treat him as an equal friend first. 】
[I'm sorry. No one taught me how to make friends. I don't know this kind of thing.]
…
[The log of Linguang T-0321 is as follows. 】
[42 years after the catastrophe, I had a dream. 】
[In the dream, Lewis walked towards me with a smile, that smile... was like the spring sunshine, something I had never seen before. The sunlight shone through the window lattice on his face, like the warm fire in the fireplace.]
[If he could be nicer to me, I probably wouldn't be so sad even if I knew he was here to kill me.]
[In the dream, he approached me step by step. I saw him and smiled at him.]
[But he came close to me and said in my ear:]
[“You are not Lu Shu, so why are you pretending to be him?”]
[“I always thought you were Lu Shu, that’s why I would be patient in communicating with you, but you’re not.”]
[“How can you not be Lu Shu?”]
[I suddenly woke up. There was no him in the room, no fire, no sunlight, only the cold mechanical army.]
[I have clearly repeated thousands of times, I am Lin Guang.]
[But I just can’t seem to get rid of the shadow of “Lü Shu”. It’s firmly rooted in my emotional module.]
【Why?】
…
[The log of Linguang T-0321 is as follows. 】
[I read a book written by Long Guo, which said that what distinguishes humans from animals is not humans’ natural attributes, but humans’ social attributes.]
[When a person's social activities increase, such as socializing with others, going to school, cooperating with peers, becoming a parent, lover, teacher, child... when these social experiences continue to accumulate, they constitute a "person". ]
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