Zhen Miner? Sister…Sister is still here!!!
The system was stunned. It wasn't deliberately keeping silent. It was completely frightened by Zhen Miner's series of actions.
Now she wanted to go back to her dear host.
Although the host would scold her from time to time, he had good intentions and was not that perverted!
Seeing the obvious rage of the world consciousness.
It was much louder than Zhen Zhu's deliberate reminder of her anger - it was just a lot of noise but little action.
Completely different.
But it's strange.
The system sensed a trace of confusion in the dark brain area: Why did she feel that the world consciousness was in panic?
The data flashed by so quickly that the system almost felt it was an illusion.
Then, there was the notification from the world consciousness—
The system is replaced by world consciousness.
"Heroine!"
The low and furious voice, accompanied by the faint thunder in the night sky, exploded directly in the depths of Zhen Miner's mind, bringing a roar!
"Hello?"
"World consciousness?"
Zhen Min'er curled her lips and spoke to the low voice, her amber eyes dark and gloomy, like a complete black hole.
"You should have heard what I said just now. What do you think?"
"This isn't the first time you haven't followed the plot!"
Without answering Zhen Min'er's question, a deep female voice filled with fire and anger said, "Heroine!"
The dark eyes shrank slightly, Zhen Min'er looked at the lightning and thunder outside the window, and said in a sweet and indifferent voice: "What do you mean it's not the first time——"
Severe pain!
Before she could finish the rest of her words, indescribable pain instantly swept through every nerve in Zhen Min'er.
It wasn't the pain in the body, but the horrifying feeling of the soul being forcibly torn apart and the memories being violently stirred up.
“Ugh—!”
Zhen Min'er hugged her head, her body could no longer remain upright, she squatted down, and then... curled up on the ground.
As the thunder roared louder in my ears, everything in front of me began to distort and spin.
That cold, grand, emotionless low voice, like a judgment from the nine heavens, poured directly into her consciousness.
"Stubborn!"
"You can't be with a female supporting character, no matter how many times!"
The voice was filled with endless anger and a kind of...cold irony.
"Zhen Min'er, I can show you..."
"What have you done in the past?"
The room before her was torn apart by lightning, and the darkness was suddenly torn apart by the strong light! Zhen Min'er felt herself being suddenly dragged into a vortex by an irresistible force!
…
The same Zhen family decoration, seeing the familiar scenery around, the severe pain just now dissipated, and the world in front of Zhen Min'er was very familiar.
What does "how many times" mean?
Thinking of that deep voice, she couldn't be with her sister.
There was a panic in my heart.
No, she will definitely be with her sister, even if they cannot live together and the world is destroyed, she will die with her sister.
Zhen Min'er instinctively ran upstairs. She wanted to look for Zhen Zhu.
But she found herself confined here, only able to stay in the living room and unable to go up the stairs...
Holding back her panic, she looked around and saw Zhen Miner...
Saw myself.
Yes, it was her. Zhen Min'er looked at the well-behaved girl who was standing there not far away.
Younger than he is now, but his eyes were filled with darkness and...longing.
Follow her gaze.
Zhen Miner saw her sister in the yard, as dazzling as the sun, surrounded by people, and... that disgusting existence, Jininglan, who was an eyesore next to Zhen Zhu.
Is that her?
The me of the past? Is this a memory from the past?
Zhen Min'er couldn't help but take two steps forward.
It wasn't that she hated herself, she just wanted to be closer to her sister out of habit...
But the sister in the yard had her eyes fixed on Jininglan.
...Why is my sister always looking at someone else? Why can't she just look at me?
Why is my sister always looking at other people? Why can't she just look at me?
The younger girl was shouting her dissatisfaction in her heart, and Zhen Min'er heard it.
It just happened to coincide with her thoughts.
Zhen Min'er glanced coldly at her other self; she hated herself.
Seeing herself like her, she only felt a strong desire for destruction.
Zhen Min'er approached that self, trying to occupy her place, to look at Zhen Zhu, to touch her sister, but her hand only passed through that self——
She was like a transparent person and could only see what Zhen Min'er in this world was doing.
After this...I can only change my perspective and follow Zhen Min'er in this world.
It’s like looking at my past self and seeing my own badness again.
Watching her deliberately approaching Jining Lan, being distant from him, with a sweet and fragile expression.
Watching her enjoying her sister's angry gaze after Jininglan gradually became cold towards her sister and started to revolve around her.
She enjoyed her sister's fox eyes, which always had a bit of indifference, and for the first time, they really and attentively looked at her, although they were filled with shock and anger.
[Look, my sister is finally only looking at me.]
Twisted satisfaction.
Zhen Min'er watched coldly, and was also jealous of her past self.
But it seems that I am not the same person as before.
no the same...
She doesn't seem to know that she likes her sister...
Then the desire to see her grew even stronger, as if in another line, she didn't know her own feelings, and she only knew that she hoped her sister would always look at her.
Just look at yourself.
By drugging herself and then letting everyone know that it was her sister who drugged her, her sister's reputation was damaged. Zhen Hongbo took advantage of the situation and took away everything from her sister and drove her out of the Zhen family.
Looking at the other her standing in the gorgeous Zhen family villa, watching the heavy rain outside the window, what she was thinking about was not victory, but expectation.
[Now my sister has nothing left, only I am left.]
[From now on, sister will only rely on me and only look after me, right? ]
I saw that she even secretly prepared another place to live, thinking that when her sister lost everyone's love, she would go and bring her sister back and hide her away, just the two of them.
As she watched, Zhen Min'er only felt disgust and familiarity, and gradually, she became like her.
But she didn't expect...
One day, her gaze was no longer focused on her other self, but shifted to her sister's perspective.
She saw Jining Lan, the dirty and self-righteous person she had only used to attract her sister's attention, actually came to her sister's residence with someone with bad intentions on that rainy night!
"Min'er, that arrogant girl who made you unhappy, I will help you completely solve this problem. From now on, she will never be an eyesore to you again."
When Jininglan left, the voice she was talking to had a sickening tone of seeking credit.
But the other her just said "hmm" absentmindedly, and was even still thinking in her heart.
[After this matter is over, I will go pick up my sister.]
The other one didn’t realize what Jininglan meant by “solution”!
Zhen Min'er was going crazy. It was obvious that Jininglan seemed to hate her sister, but in fact she was afraid of her sister's arrogance and brilliance! It was obvious that Jininglan would not dare!
And! Why didn’t she rush over to save her sister!!!
How dare he!!!
Then……
Zhen Min'er used the world consciousness to force the images into her mind. Unlike before when she could only see them through her former self's vision, she...saw how her sister was desperately resisting in that shabby little house!
She heard her sister cursing! She saw the terrifying actions of those people Jining Lan brought with her...
at last--
She saw her sister Zhen Zhu, the sister who was as bright and proud as a flame. When her clothes were about to be torn, she picked up the broken porcelain pieces on the ground, and so decisively and without any hesitation, she cut her own neck!
Blood instantly dyed everything red.
…
“No… No way!!!”
Zhen Min'er's body trembled violently. She wanted to leave her body and go to her sister, but she was trapped... beside another her, or the her of the past, unable to escape.
Zhen Min'er could hardly tell where she was.
I can only watch her immersed in beautiful fantasies.
"Sister! Sister!"
Zhen Min'er shouted frantically and tried to rush out.
"Jininglan! How dare you!"
The sneer of the world consciousness sounded in her mind, with a cruel and all-knowing look.
"You thought you were just playing tricks, but you never considered what kind of evil spirits these thoughts would attract. You just wanted the female supporting character to look at you, and you destroyed everything the female supporting character had, which was the beginning of all the disasters."
"If the female supporting character hadn't been destroyed by you, she wouldn't have gone through all this, and she wouldn't have died."
"You killed the female supporting character. It was your darkness and desire for destruction that killed her."
"No! That's not me!"
Zhen Min'er's transparent amber eyes trembled in objection.
"I have restored all your memories. These are your memories too."
The low, ruthless and indifferent voice broke Zhen Miner's self-comfort: "That's true."
The scene changed.
Jining Lan told the other her with a smile: Zhen Zhu is dead.
"Min'er, Zhen Zhu, who always bullied you, will never appear again."
Another her, or rather, her...
At that moment, the color on Zhen Miner's face instantly faded.
A sense of overwhelming panic and indescribable emptiness instantly gripped her.
Zhen Min'er didn't understand what was happening, she just felt that the world was shattering before her eyes!
[Sister... is dead? ]
She only found out after she found out everything.
What did Jining Lan do? The proud sister who once taught her the truth like a snowy mountain and led her out of the darkness, the seemingly arrogant but actually soft-hearted sister...
Dead?
She didn't protect her sister. She ruined her sister in her own self-righteousness and didn't protect her sister...
A huge sense of absurdity and desire for destruction consumed her.
Zhen Min'er killed Jining Lan, just like she killed her father when she was young.
She stabbed him countless times frantically, as if this was the only way to vent the pain and regret that was almost tearing her apart.
She killed her mother, who secretly cheered for her.
She killed her father Zhen Hongbo, who had cold-bloodedly taken away everything from her sister and was now still plotting how to expand his interests.
Finally, she looked at the blood on her hands, looked at the world that suddenly became extremely empty and suffocating, raised the bloody knife, and pointed it at herself.
The world without my sister is meaningless.
She should also kill herself, the culprit.
"The first time. The world collapsed."
A deep female voice declared mercilessly.
…
Another blinding white light, the second world.
Almost identical.
Zhen Min'er felt the same plot and the same memories.
Even when her sister came back less often, she did the same thing and framed her sister.
No, don't.
Zhen Min'er regretted it, and her transparent hand passed through the other her, trying to stop it.
To no avail.
All she could do was watch her sister sink into depravity under her tactics, and her reputation became worse and worse.
Then the equity was taken away, and he looked at 'her' with a smile on his lips, enjoying his sister's angry eyes.
Zhen Min'er wanted to tear herself apart.
But countless actions only passed through his own body, and he could only watch history repeat itself.
The only difference is that this time 'she'...didn't tell Zhen Zhu about her death.
Zhen Min'er realized that maybe it was the second time that the world consciousness had learned its lesson, it blurred the real cause of Zhen Zhu's death, and even tried to lead 'her' out of knowing Zhen Zhu's situation.
Zhen Min'er lowered her hands and looked at the other self at the pure white wedding. 'She' would know, because the purpose of everything she did was just to get her sister.
【What a disgusting group of people. 】
Watching 'her' at her wedding with Jining Lan, looking at the hypocritical guests in the stands with a sweet smile, and listening to 'her' speak her heart out.
Where is my sister? Where is my sister?
Even if my sister stares at me with hatred, it's better than being ignored like this, like a dead pool without any attention from my sister. I want to see my sister~
Zhen Min'er's heart ached, looking at 'her'...
I mobilized all my strength to search, and finally... I found my sister's cold body, which had long been abandoned in a mass grave.
The time of death was shortly after the sister was kicked out of the Zhen family.
The same despair and collapse swept over 'her' again.
It also swept Zhen Min'er again.
Everything before her eyes turned into her own memory of herself. The pain like a knife cutting was nothing compared to the desire for destruction that was shattered at this moment.
Zhen Min'er...want to destroy herself.
Because I... Because I...
I ruined my sister, but failed to protect her.
This realization was like the most poisonous curse, completely crushing Zhen Miner.
massacre.
again.
Then, he ended his life.
"The second time. The world line collapsed."
"After those two times, I was almost out of energy and had to restart one last time."
The world consciousness spoke in a cold voice, "I realized the core of the problem lies with you, and even more so with Zhen Zhu. So I turned to the Lord God and sent the system to forcibly awaken Zhen Zhu, giving her the task of 'promoting the happiness of the hero and heroine.' I hope this will help you get back on track and save this world."
"I followed the wishes of my creator and worked hard to bring you and Jining Lan together. He's the male protagonist, and it's right for you to be together! Only then can you generate the 'happiness value' to stabilize this world."
"But you still deviated!"
For the first time, the voice of world consciousness fluctuated violently, emitting a voice that was angered by countless failures and betrayals.
"You're still instinctively clinging to Zhen Zhu! You're even turning your instinctive happiness towards her! It's all wrong!"
"This collapse is more complete than the previous two! Because even the value you use to maintain your happiness is wrong!"
The deep female voice was filled with annoyance.
"I've already accepted it. As long as your happiness value can be stable, the world will be stable."
With thunder: "But you and the female supporting role are just not suitable!"
"Just as the 'author' designed it, she's fire and you're black! You two can't be together! That's how you designed it!!"
"You can't be with Zhen Zhu, you will only ruin Zhen Zhu!"
The deep female voice was filled with fear: "This is the last time. You must quickly transfer your happiness value to the target and return to being the male protagonist, otherwise this world will eventually be destroyed."
"If you're still with the supporting actress, your character will definitely ruin her! You two can't be together!"
The huge amount of information overwhelmed Zhen Min'er like a tsunami.
Twice, my sister's body seemed to be still before my eyes.
She ruined her sister...
But I didn't protect my sister...
twice.
Zhen Min'er collapsed to the ground, her whole body cold, shaking uncontrollably, her face pale.
Zhen Min'er wanted to speak, but the memory of her sister's cold, breathless body kept lingering before her eyes...
She couldn't make any sound, and could only make a "ho ho" sound in her throat, like the sound of a broken bellows.
So... So she really...
Time and again... using her self-righteous ideas, she pushed her sister into a dead end?
She loved her sister to the point of madness, and could not tolerate her sister's gaze even slightly falling on someone else.
This heavy and twisted love of hers brought not possession but destruction, and she always knew it.
"I just wanted to..."
She just wanted to isolate her sister from others and wanted her sister to have only her. She thought she could protect her sister. She thought it was the same as in childhood. She wanted to be with her sister, just her and her sister.
It was a period of time that seemed like a dream.
Zhen Min'er wanted to defend herself, but found that any words were pale and powerless in the face of the bloody truth.
She just wants her sister to look at her and be with her all the time...
"Heroine!"
The voice of the world consciousness brought the final verdict, "Don't you understand yet? Everything is because of you! The reason why Zhen Zhu can't survive is because of your selfish, reckless love!"
"I can accept dying with my sister..."
Zhen Miner spoke slowly, her amber eyes filled with broken madness and endless pain: "I can't accept that my sister died because of me. I was by her side..."
"But you bring only death!"
The world consciousness mercilessly shattered her last fantasy. "Zhen Zhu's character is like a flame, bright, proud, and unbending! What she needs is honesty and respect, not your suffocating, morbid imprisonment!"
"And you? You are dark, sensitive, paranoid, and full of a desire for destruction! You are like damp and cold moss, which will only extinguish her flame!"
"You two are from two completely different worlds! You can't bring her happiness, you'll only devour her and destroy her! You and Jining Lan are the 'predestined' pair! Only by being with him can you generate the so-called 'happiness value', and only then will this world be stable. This is the 'correct' path!"
"Let go, mistress."
"For her sake, and for the sake of the world. If you really 'love' her, let her go."
"Keeping her away from you is the greatest kindness you can offer her. Otherwise, next time, and the next time, the outcome will remain the same—she will only die because of you."
"Darkness... Sensitiveness... Desire for destruction... Moss..."
Zhen Min'er murmured these words over and over again, each word was like a knife, cutting her already broken heart into pieces and making it bleed.
The words of the world consciousness were like the cruelest mirror, reflecting her most unbearable nature.
What the world consciousness said... is right.
Yes, she is such an embarrassing person. Jining Lan doesn’t deserve to have a sister, Lin Zhi doesn’t deserve it...but does she... deserve it?
Just like she used to be in my memory.
No matter how many times she does it, no matter how much she desires, her nature seems unchangeable.
She is like a plant growing in the dark, which can only use twisted ways to entangle the sunlight it desires, but may eventually block out the sunlight.
But with a personality like that of my sister, she is destined to be unable to find happiness in a relationship like hers, which is full of deception, calculation and suffocation.
She always thought that as long as her sister was by her side, everything would be fine, but she never thought that her "side" might be hell for her sister.
What made Zhen Min'er even more desperate was that she realized her own weakness.
She thought she had planned everything and could control the situation, but in fact, she didn't even have the ability to protect her sister from the most basic harm.
She had no control over the malice she attracted... Her so-called love, with its destructive power, became the sharpest knife stabbing her sister.
From the very beginning, there was a dead end between them.
And she is not only an obstacle on the road, but also the one who dug the abyss with her own hands.
The immense despair and self-loathing were like the deepest darkness, completely engulfing Zhen Min'er.
At this moment, all her paranoia and madness seemed to be drained away by this cruel truth.
It turns out... she is her sister's biggest calamity.
Her love is her sister's death warrant.
Let go?
...Perhaps, letting go is the only option that can truly be "good to my sister."
She couldn't bear to...
But she had to be willing to give up.
She doesn't deserve it.
There seemed to still be traces of the embrace he had on his hands, but only the cold, motionless body remained, and his sister's slightly cold, angry rebuke could no longer be heard.
That scene kept repeating, reminding Zhen Min'er of what she had done...
As if all her soul had been sucked out, the already dim light in Zhen Miner's eyes was completely extinguished, leaving only a dead grayness.
She curled up on the cold floor like an abandoned, lifeless doll. Even the pain from the laceration on her wrist became numb and distant.
elder sister...
No matter how Zhen Min'er curled up, her chest still felt cold.
Zhen Min'er was trembling and shaking from the cold.
elder sister...
She and her sister...are not a match.
…
Just then.
“Knock knock knock—”
There was a gentle knock on her door.
Zhen Zhu's voice came from outside the door, with a hint of subtle hesitation and irritation.
The voice was cold and indifferent, but the call was made softly.
"Zhen Min'er?"
Zhen Zhu couldn't help it in the end.
The content of the letter was so horrifying that she froze on the spot. She couldn't help but pull herself to make sure she wasn't dreaming.
"Killed my father", "Cut me with a knife"...
These words are really too horrifying.
It was a letter written to her by Zhen Min'er when she was 8 years old.
The situation described in the letter seems fake, but the self-destructive words that seemed to cut me with a knife are the same as Zhen Min'er's current preference for self-destruction to soften her heart.
These words lingered in Zhen Zhu's mind like a spell.
Coupled with the thunder that was ridiculously close just now, Zhen Zhu felt inexplicably panicked, and instinctively felt that it was related to this troublesome stepsister heroine.
Looking at the thin white letter paper, turning it over...
The childish notes above were Zhen Min'er's, and since they were her teachings, they even had some of her traces on them...
After much thought, I realized that Zhen Min'er had some abnormal possessiveness, and was trying to destroy what she had to make her dependent on her...
If Zhen Min'er had wanted to tell her when she was little, but she had avoided him because she didn't want to hear it, that would have led to Zhen Min'er becoming the one trying to deceive her now...
Thinking of this possibility, Zhen Zhu frowned slightly and could no longer sit still. She immediately stood up and opened the door.
She just wanted to find out about the letter and the truth behind this strange thing. After that, everything would be clear! It was definitely not because of worry!
But Zhen Zhu didn't expect that she was not in Zhen Min'er's room, nor in the lobby. She even asked the security guard in the yard, but she was not there either. He said that Zhen Min'er had gone upstairs.
Zhen Zhu looked around and found the closest place she heard the thunder was right next to her room...
Somewhat uncertainly, Zhen Zhu knocked on the door again: "Zhen Min'er?"
elder sister...?
elder sister! !
Sister, sister! Sister is still here!
The moment she heard her sister's voice, Zhen Min'er's lifeless pupils suddenly contracted. Almost as a conditioned reflex, she instinctively rushed over and suddenly opened the door!
The next second, before Zhen Zhu could react, she was held tightly in a cold, trembling embrace that smelled strongly of blood!
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