Chapter 72 Qingshi, let's resume our engagement
Qin Zeming was very upset, "Why didn't you say it earlier? If I knew how sincere you were, I wouldn't have said those words."
Having said this, Qin Zeming stopped talking abruptly, because he thought that Gu Qingshi had no chance to say anything. He called her a country bumpkin and told her not to use her kindness to blackmail him. He called her a snob.
Qin Zeming was too weak to hold his forehead, feeling extremely ashamed. Gu Qingshi said that since his name was so nice, he must be a good person and would definitely not despise him, but he despised her.
Qin Zeming's hands were shaking, and he couldn't even imagine the despair that Gu Qingshi must have felt after writing these names with great anticipation and then facing what happened next.
She was full of expectations and wanted to reveal her identity to him, but before she could do that, the jade bracelet was snatched away by Duan Lingling and replaced.
She had finally come here, but he had such an attitude, said so many nasty things, and wanted to break off the engagement with her. How desperate and angry she must have been at that time.
After three years of anticipation, the relationship ended up like this. Qin Zeming held his head helplessly, "Qin Zeming, look at what you have done!"
"No wonder she's never nice to me, she deserves it! If it were me, I would have wanted to just stab her twice."
A diary gave Qin Zeming too much shock and made him fall into regret and self-blame.
Qin Zeming, who had not slept all night, had dark circles under his eyes and looked listless the next day. He had only one thought in his mind: how was he going to apologize to Gu Qingshi?
But he couldn't let Gu Qingshi know that he had read the diary, otherwise she would be angry again. After all, he saw everything she had tried so hard to hide.
Qin Zeming calmed down and felt that Gu Qingshi definitely had no other thoughts about Lu Yuan. After all, they had just met, but she had been feeling affectionate towards him for three years.
This conclusion made Qin Zeming happy and nervous. After arriving at the hospital, except for working and seeing patients, he couldn't help looking outside, just wanting to see Gu Qingshi.
Xiao Ma saw that Qin Zeming was absent-minded all day, didn't eat well, smiled and frowned, which was very suspicious. He couldn't help asking him, "Doctor Qin, what's the matter?"
Seeing Xiao Ma, Qin Zeming's eyes lit up, "Xiao Ma, I have a question. I have a friend who found out that he had misunderstood someone before and now wants to find her, but..."
Xiao Ma: “.” First, his last name is not really Ma, and second, the so-called friend is mostly just myself.
Xiao Ma really wanted to turn around and leave, but he held back.
He said quickly, "Don't waste your time and go find her. It's time for you, as a friend, to realize that you like her. If you're still hesitating about it, she'll run away."
Isn't it just a quarrel and then breaking off the engagement, and now you regret it? Xiao Ma saw it clearly.
Qin Zeming: “.!!!”
What does it mean to recognize the heart that loves someone? When did he ever say that he liked Gu Qingshi? It was Gu Qingshi who loved him!
It's not like he doesn't like it at all, but it doesn't seem like he totally dislikes it either.
Qin Zeming's face turned red strangely and he looked at Xiao Ma, "Xiao Ma, thank you. I will go now and tell my friend." Then he ran away.
When Qin Zeming arrived, Gu's kitchen was busy.
Gu Qingshi was busy when Qin Zeming came and grabbed her arm and pulled her out.
"I have something to tell you, please follow me first."
Gu Qingshi still remembered what Qin Zeming had said before, and when he pulled her out, he was annoyed, "What do you want to do now?"
Gu Qingshi's face was full of impatience, but Qin Zeming was not angry this time. He even felt that Gu Qingshi's behavior was evidence that she still liked him.
"I came to apologize to you. I said the wrong thing before."
Qin Zeming's apology made Gu Qingshi snort, "You actually know how to apologize? Tell me, what do you want to do?"
"I didn't mean to do anything. I just wanted to apologize to you for saying the wrong thing last time. I was so angry because you treated me, Lu Yuan, differently. I was so angry that I said something I shouldn't have said, which led to misunderstandings. I won't say those things again in the future."
After Qin Zeming apologized, he said seriously, "I've thought about it these past two days. There was a misunderstanding between us, which led to this situation. But now I've figured it out. Let's start over."
Gu Qingshi reacted quickly this time, "No, I don't want to."
It would be better for them to break up. She doesn't want to have anything to do with Qin Zeming anymore.
Qin Zeming chuckled, "You are still stubborn now, but it's not your fault, it's my fault."
He took a deep breath and said seriously, "Gu Qingshi, let's resume the engagement. Grandpa and grandma will definitely be very happy."
Gu Qingshi was really shocked this time, "Renew the engagement? Are you crazy? Impossible!"
Qin Zeming laughed and sighed, "Okay, I was wrong before. I was blind and pushed you away. I admit my mistake now. Don't be stubborn. Can you revive the engagement? I...I accept you."
Qin Zeming, who had never pursued a girl or liked anyone since he was a child, couldn't express his feelings by saying "I like you", so he said in a roundabout way, "I accept you."
Qin Zeming was waiting for Gu Qingshi to be surprised, but Gu Qingshi still looked at him with confusion and annoyance, "What do you mean by accepting me? Qin Zeming, I'm still busy and don't have time to talk to you about this."
Qin Zeming sighed, "I know you are still angry now, but I am serious this time, Gu Qingshi, I know you like me, and so do I. So let's start over?"
Gu Qingshi didn't notice the "also" in Qin Zeming's sentence, and just denied it. "Qin Zeming, I don't know why you suddenly came to me and said these things, but I have to tell you clearly that you misunderstood. I don't like you, and I will never like you in this life. Please don't misunderstand me casually, and don't let others know."
She had liked him before, but that was now a thing of the past, and she didn't want to get into unnecessary trouble again.
Gu Qingshi spoke very seriously, but Qin Zeming, who had read the diary and still had the evidence in his hands, did not believe a word of it.
How could Gu Qingshi not like him? He saw all her feelings.
It's just that I was hurt too deeply by him, so now I am disappointed in him, and I dare not accept or admit it.
Originally, Qin Zeming was thinking of finding a time to return the diary to Gu Qingshi, but now it seems that he cannot return it for the time being.
Otherwise, if Gu Qingshi guessed that he had read the diary, he might get angry and embarrassed, which would be even worse.
Qin Zeming thought it through and smiled, "Okay, I won't spread it everywhere, and I won't force you. Let's talk about it after you calm down, okay?"
"I said I'm not angry, why do you keep saying I'm angry?" Gu Qingshi said as he let out a breath, "No, it doesn't make sense no matter how you explain it. I am indeed angry now."
"Qin Zeming, I hope you won't ignore my words in the future, and don't come to me again."
She was not joking when she said she was breaking off the friendship, so Gu Qingshi turned around and left.
Qin Zeming looked at her back and frowned slightly. This was not what he thought.
(End of this chapter)
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