Chapter 681 Self-doubt



Qiu Yang washed himself casually and tiptoed back to his room.

His person was lying on the bed, flying with excitement.

After the excitement comes the anxiety.

He felt that he was finished this time!

The last time he kissed Sun Yichuang secretly while drunk, the two of them became estranged for a long time. If it weren't for that incident, their relationship might not have been repaired until now.

Tonight, he actually took advantage of his drunkenness to have sex with Sun Yichuan! ! It’s over! ! !

Do you want to say regret?

It doesn’t seem to be entirely true.

He has suppressed his feelings and desires for too long!

The person is by his side every day, but he can't do anything or say anything, he can only be a friend.

He was finally able to vent tonight and felt extremely refreshed.

Say you don't regret it?

Actually, there are some.

He and Sun Yichuang could no longer be friends. Their relationship had ended and they might not even see each other in the future.

Sun Yichuang in the next room also lost all desire to sleep after tidying up.

He didn't understand how things had turned out like this? He also didn't understand why he hadn't pushed Qiu Yang away at the time? He didn't know how he and Qiu Yang would get along in the future. ······

There were so many questions and he had no idea what to do!

In the end, he attributed the cause of the problem to alcohol and the drunken impulsiveness of an adult man.

The next morning.

Sun Yichuang got up early, and Qiu Yang was actually awake too, but he didn't know how to face Sun Yichuang. He prepared himself mentally in the room for more than half an hour before opening the door and going out to wash up.

Their eyes met, feeling awkward and subtle, with the scene of last night in both of their minds.

They embraced each other and kissed, helping each other to relieve themselves.

Sun Yichuan first looked away awkwardly, "Breakfast will be ready soon, go wash up."

"oh."

There was bread, fried eggs and bacon on the table.

The two of them sat at the dining table, both with their eyes lowered as they ate breakfast. The atmosphere was so quiet that they could hear each other chewing.

After dinner, Qiu Yang took the initiative to clean up the dishes and went into the kitchen.

Sun Yichuan stood at the kitchen door and said to the inside: "Qiu Yang, I'm going out for a while."

Today is Christmas. It is freezing and snowy outside. Everyone is staying at home to celebrate the holiday. Where is Sun Yichuang?

Qiu Yang was washing dishes. "What are you going to do?"

Sun Yichuan thought for a while and said truthfully: "I'll go see if there is a suitable house."

This was the result of his thinking for half the night last night.

He couldn't face Qiu Yang, and didn't want such an accident to happen again in the future, so they should just break up.

Qiu Yang: “…”

Just as he expected, his relationship with Sun Yichuang ended here.

He dropped the plate, not even bothering to wipe the water off his hands, and walked out, saying, "If anyone has to leave, it's me!"

"I'm leaving." Sun Yichuang was still gentle.

"Why should you leave?!" Qiu Yang was furious. "I'm the one who made the mistake! I should leave!"

Sun Yichuan said: "I can't..."

He couldn't say it was Qiu Yang's fault, after all, he didn't refuse last night.

But he was interrupted by Qiu Yang, who did not have Sun Yichuang's patience and good temper.

Qiu Yang said, "That's settled. I'm leaving now!"

Qiu Yang returned to his room, packed two sets of clothes, took some money, and left resolutely with his suitcase.

He had no intention of looking for a house today. Besides, where could he find one during the holidays?

He found a hotel to stay in.

Sun Yichuang washed the sheets and quilts that he had changed last night at home alone, and read books all day.

He appeared calm on the surface, but his mood had not been calm since last night.

And so, a week passed.

That day, Sun Yichuang returned home and found a key on the table in the living room. It was the key to their house.

He walked to the door of Qiu Yang's room and saw that it was clean inside. Qiu Yang had also moved out his remaining things.

The two of them have absolutely no relationship whatsoever.

Sun Yichuang thought this was the best outcome, but he couldn't let go of Qiu Yang in his heart. He would think of him from time to time and think of their past.

Sun Yichuang comforted himself, thinking that it must be because he had been with Qiu Yang for a long time and he was not used to it yet.

Three months passed like this, and Sun Yichuang's longing for Qiu Yang only grew.

He missed the days with Qiu Yang, and even missed that night.

At this point, he also realized that the problem was not simple.

His feelings for Qiu Yang were special, beyond friendship, like love.

This made him panic and uneasy.

He has always firmly believed that he is heterosexual, but now he is wavering.

No wonder there has never been a woman who has moved him over the years. Could it be that he also has this kind of orientation?

But if he liked Qiu Yang, when did he start to like her?

Every day he was in a mixture of emotions such as lovesickness, self-doubt, and contradiction.

Another month passed, and a friend in China organized a party.

Sun Yichuang originally thought that he could meet Qiu Yang here, and he was secretly looking forward to it.

But when we got there, we found that Qiu Yang was not there.

He pretended to be casual and asked, "Why didn't Qiu Yang come today?"

"He's sick," the host asked. "Didn't you bring your girlfriend?"

Sun Yichuan was puzzled, "What girlfriend?"

The owner said, "I thought you had a girlfriend and it was inconvenient to live with her, so Qiu Yang moved out."

Sun Yichuan asked: "Where does Qiu Yang live now?"

The owner was very surprised and asked, "What happened between you and Qiu Yang?"

Everyone knows that Sun Yichuang and Qiu Yang are best friends, but Sun Yichuang doesn’t even know where Qiu Yang lives?

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