Chapter 30

"Homophobia is a disease, get treatment as soon as possible."

He Songgao's tone didn't sound good, and his expression was gloomy, as if he was about to get angry - no, maybe he was already angry.

Roger, like a sailor who changes his course according to the situation, immediately said sweetly: "I'm just talking nonsense. In fact, I like homosexuals the most. They are all talented, good-looking, and very friendly to their friends. I like being friends with them the most!"

"Don't try that." He Songgao snorted coldly.

"I'm sincere."

- Okay, not sincere at all. In fact, Roger was almost depressed to death. He had never told anyone about his broken heart, and he was about to rot in his heart. Yes, he was prejudiced against homosexuals, so what? He couldn't be so tolerant of a bad guy who deceived him. Besides, he doesn't know many homosexuals. One is He Songgao and the other is Youyou. Which one of them is good to him? Neither of the two homosexuals is a good person. If you use some mathematical method to calculate, there are no good homosexuals in the world!

Roger, who feels that he has mastered some scientific principle, said: "You may only be good to your own people."

He Songgao frowned and said: "What's wrong with you?"

Roger sighed.

The environment tonight is very suitable for talking. A quiet lake and a cold night. And a person who is not a good person. If it were in the past, Roger would definitely tell He Songgao everything without restraint, but this time was a long time ago, when He Songgao was not the president, but Alvis. At that time, he had no scruples. He could tell Alvis anything he wanted. Even though Alvis was cold, his coldness was not like the coldness of the Antarctic iceberg, but like the coldness of an ice machine. Even though the outside was surrounded by ice, the inside was still hot, with a heart that was as crazy as a motor.

Now, if he was asked to talk to the president, he would never be able to do it. It was like he was handing over his trump card to the enemy. He felt deeply insecure.

Neither of them spoke. A gust of wind blew, making the winter night even more desolate.

After an unknown amount of time, He Songgao suddenly said, "What do you want to say?"

Luo Jie stumbled, and his normal walking speed suddenly became disordered. His left foot even hit his right foot and he almost tripped: "I, I didn't want to say anything." "You

're lying."

"...I'm not lying."

"Don't you want to have a heart-to-heart talk with me?"

These words scared Luo Jie. He stopped and stared at the president's profile: "Talk? I didn't say I wanted to have a heart-to-heart talk. I'm just, thinking about something."

He Songgao also stopped. Because he was facing the light, his face looked a little gloomy: "Don't I know you? These days, you seem to be hesitant to say something when you are alone with me. What makes you hesitate for so long and not willing to speak?"

...I've been seen through again. Roger thought gloomily that if he had to tell such an embarrassing thing, he should tell it to a friend he could trust. It's not that he doesn't have friends he can't trust. Well, he does have none. His home is in the south, far away from Yangcheng. The friends he had known since childhood have already married and had children and have their own lives. They are no longer in a relationship where they can discuss privacy. The

friendship with the friends he made in college was deep, but it faded quickly. They were not in the same place and rarely saw each other for several years. It took a long time for him to reply to a message. What was the point of maintaining a relationship? After all, his best friend was still Alvis, but he was not the president.

There was a big difference between them. I wonder if the president could understand it. Roger stole a glance at the president's eyes, but before he was noticed, he quickly looked away and looked at the dark night next door. Maybe he was drunk and his brain was twitching, or maybe this question had been lingering in his mind for a long time and he had been wanting to ask it for a long time. Roger said, "If I say that I want to resign."

He Songgao's eyes, which had been looking somewhere else, suddenly turned and stared at Roger: "You want to resign?"

Roger suddenly felt that something was wrong and quickly comforted He Songgao, saying, "I just have this idea!" In fact, he and He Songgao did not have any irreconcilable hatred, but the two of them were too different and had long ceased to be the kind of relationship where they could sit at the same table and talk. Although sometimes he would joke about resigning, that was not his true thought in his heart. Even if he resigned, it was not because of anger, but a decision made after careful consideration. Of course, this was due to the fact that He Songgao was difficult to get along with, but it was not the absolute reason. Roger thought it might not even account for 30%.

"Why?"

He didn't know if it was an illusion, but Roger actually saw a trace of anger of betrayal in He Songgao's eyes. This was not a good sign. Roger was so scared that he tried hard to organize his words in his heart. While organizing, he said, "I just don't want to struggle away from home. I'm so lonely. I want to go home and be with my parents. They are old and need their son to take care of them. Isn't this normal? After working hard away from home, many young people think so, right?"

"You are lonely?" He Song frowned, as if he didn't understand these two words. "Why? You actually feel lonely."

Roger's eyes dimmed: "You know it. I didn't have many friends, and I got a girlfriend, but I was cheated..."

"You were cheated?" He Song quickly grasped these two words, and his eyes locked on Roger like an eagle.

Oops, I let the cat out of the bag! Luo Jie was shocked and subconsciously wanted to lie to cover up, but he didn't know why he didn't have that strong desire to lie in front of He Songgao today. Yes, he even said he would resign, so what else couldn't he say?

Luo Jie felt mixed emotions.

These days, his heart felt like it was being boiled in a frying pan, and he was almost losing consciousness. It was better to say it out, at least it was a confession, and it didn't matter if people called him stupid, because it was a fact anyway.

"I was deceived. I was cuckolded by a woman."

After saying it out, he was surprised to find that it was so easy. As this heavy bomb was thrown out of his mouth, he felt relieved for a while, and even the next words came out without any obstacles: "I'm not afraid of you laughing at me. I'm talking about a rich woman, a beautiful woman, who is as rich as your family, oh, maybe not as rich as your family. Anyway, I don't know what the difference is between rich people and rich people, is it the number? Or the degree of squandering. Anyway, she is very rich, so rich that I feel like she is supporting me." At this point, he reflexively looked at He Songgao's reaction.

He Songgao was very calm, even calm and a little indifferent.

Luo Jie couldn't help but feel anxious, afraid that He Songgao would look down on him, afraid that he would think that he was the kind of Phoenix man who only wanted other people's money - fortunately, he didn't. To some extent, this person is quite transparent. He doesn't hide his contempt for others, and never shy away from mocking others. How can he not be considered an open-minded gentleman? Luo Jie took a breath and continued, "I pursued her very hard, using all means." Luo Jie chattered, telling how he turned from a bootlicker to the main wife.

But to be honest, he felt that the title of bootlicker was not very accurate, and even looked down on people. How can you be called a "bootlicker" if you are sincere to a person and want to win her sincerity?

"Isn't that right?" He said, trying to win He Songgao's support, "When you like someone, you can't help but want to be good to her and give her the whole world. Although I admit that I am a little bit of that," he looked for the right adjective, "a little too attentive, but that just shows how much I value her..."

He Songgao said impatiently, "Can you get to the point?"

"That's not the point." Roger was a little unhappy, "The more details I explain now, the more you will feel my collapse later..."

"Get to the point. I'm not interested in how you fall in love."

Tsk, so cold. Roger had to take a step back: "She agreed to be with me. We had a very happy time, but later it turned out that it was all my own will. You know - she is a lesbian."

There was silence around him.

A crack appeared on He Songgao's usually calm face. He said with deep doubt and surprise: "Wait, let a woman wear a green hat - are you speaking normal human language?"

"Stop being so weird." Roger was very sensitive now. Any slight movement would make him feel insulted. "Of course I was speaking human words. It's literal. I just found out that she is a lesbian not long ago! Do you want to know how I caught them having an affair?" He bit his lower lip, tears welling up in his eyes. "They were kissing in the bathroom in front of me, and I was still cooking for them. At that moment, I felt like a nanny, watching the love between two young ladies. And I didn't think so much at the time. My girlfriend - ex-girlfriend explained that they were just joking, and I foolishly believed it. Now I think I was really stupid. They were really hateful. They actually deceived such a simple and kind person," Roger sniffed and continued, "a man."

"..."

He Songgao had a constipated expression on his face, which made Luo Jie a little unhappy: "What kind of expression is that?"

"Haha." He Songgao said, his expression instantly returned to normal, "You continue."

"Anyway, that's it. I found out later, she told me in person, at that moment I felt like the sky had fallen." If it was an earthquake at the time, then he is still being hit by the aftershocks now, his heart trembled, "How can there be such a person, three years, not three months, she lied to me for three years so comfortably, that was my three years of youth." Luo Jie's heart was like a gallows, wrapped in the torture instrument and tortured back and forth, "And she also used money to insult me..." "She wants to use money to buy my future life. You rich people are all like this. You think money can solve everything, right? I, I really don't understand. It's so hateful!" Roger's parents were very successful in educating him. They prevented him from swearing since he was a child

, at least not the kind of fierce swearing. This is actually a natural restraint that makes him hate himself for not being able to be more outrageous. If he could vent his saddest emotions with the most fierce words like other people without scruples, then he might not be as sad and depressed as he is now.

"..." He Songgao did not respond.

Luo Jie looked at him timidly, and said hesitantly: "You, can you give me some reaction?"

"What reaction?" After a pause, He Songgao said, "It's understandable to be fooled for three hours. Being fooled for three years, are you a pig?"

"..." Luo Jie was depressed, and his whole body was like a blade of grass lying under the wind, too ashamed to face the world, "Probably."

"Didn't you sleep with her."

"!" Luo Jie raised his head quickly, like a cat whose tail was stepped on, with all the hair on his body standing up, "She, she, she is a very traditional girl! She said to wait until we get married and then... then do that."

"Puff."

Luo Jie widened his eyes and looked at He Songgao and laughed the loudest laugh ever. And it wasn't just laughter, he even laughed so hard that he bent over, looking like he was going to fall down because of laughing

so hard. Roger's face darkened, and he said angrily: "What are you laughing at? Is this funny?"

He Songgao laughed to himself for a while, and his low laughter shook the air: "Sorry. But it's really funny."

"...Are you sick?" Is it human to make fun of other people's injuries? !

He Songgao laughed enough, stopped and said: "You are really... stupid beyond description, stupid in a unique and original way. When God created you, did he forget to give you an IQ within the average range, and gave you the only magical brain in the human race, commonly known as a pig's brain."

This, this is simply an insult!

Luo Jie's face turned red and white, biting his lower lip and staring at He Songgao angrily.

He Songgao was still laughing.

The anger on Luo Jie's face turned into sadness, his eyes were sore, and he suddenly shed a tear: "Have you laughed enough?"

He Songgao was stunned. After a while, he seemed to not understand, but also seemed to understand, and whispered: "Is it that serious?"