Chapter 31

Luo Jie sniffed and said, "For a bad woman, I wouldn't do it. But for my love, I would do it."

"She's your first love?" He Songgao showed a thoughtful expression.

"Yeah." Luo Jie looked at him strangely, "Don't you know that?"

"Know what?"

Humph, still pretending.

"I've told you before that I'm very popular with women, but no one loves me, so I can't fall in love." Luo Jie felt very aggrieved and miserable as he spoke, "Why am I so pitiful?"

"I'm sorry." He Songgao said, "But you deserve it."

When he said "I'm sorry", Luo Jie had a hunch that he would not be able to say anything good. How could this man still not speak a word of human language after so many years? Luo Jie glared at him angrily: "What do you mean I deserve it? I am too simple and honest. I am not like some people who fall in love all the time but never take it seriously. You, who are so affectionate, should stop criticizing me."

"How do you know I am not serious?"

"If I were serious, we wouldn't break up after only six months."

"Of course we have to break up if we are not suitable." He Songgao frowned, a little impatient with such repetitive talk.

"Do you like everyone?" Luo Jie looked at him and suddenly felt a little embarrassed. "Well, what does it feel like to like the same sex?"

He Songgao looked at him suspiciously: "Why are you asking this? Did you change your personality after being shocked?"

"How is that possible! I'm just curious why Youyou likes women. She looks normal."

"We are also normal people." He Songgao rolled his eyes silently.

"But isn't it natural for a man to love a woman? As a man, I only have impulses towards women. I don't understand why you would like people of the same gender. When I saw Youyou kissing Esther that day, I didn't think anything else. If liking someone of the same sex would make you have that kind of impulse towards them, it would be too scary."

He Songgao snorted coldly and said venomously, "It's normal that you don't understand. After all, your head is a substitute for a pig's head."

"You!" Roger was really angry and reached out to push He Songgao, "Do you want to fight? Let me tell you, even though you look strong, I'm not afraid of you at all."

"You dare to hit the president? Don't you want to stay in Kaihua anymore?"

Hearing He Songgao joking with him, Luo Jie was stunned: "What's wrong with fighting? It's more embarrassing to lose."

"Will I lose?" He Songgao laughed at Luo Jie nakedly, "You think too much."

"Then you are the president, what's wrong with giving way to me?" Luo Jie was not convinced, "To be fair, I have been your secretary for the past few years, and I am doing a good job."

"What's good about it?"

"I'm capable, I keep my mouth shut, and I never say anything nonsense." What Roger said was absolutely right. In such a large group, it must be very difficult to be the secretary of the president. "Let alone other things, I take care of your food, clothing, housing and transportation like a nanny all day long, for fear that you will be hungry, thirsty, cold or hot. I carry your bag when you go out, I open the door for you when you are in the car, and I turn off the lights when you go to sleep. I almost feed you with my own hands..." Roger's mouth was tired, so he stopped to catch his breath. In one breath, "I don't know how many people come to ask me every day about your schedule, your movements, your evaluation of something, your opinion on a certain person, and even your sexual orientation. I always say I don't know and I'm not sure. Otherwise, if I were spreading your privacy every day, you would have been fired long ago. How could you be so stable as a president? I'm quite smart in this regard, right?"

He was like a child seeking praise, eager to get his parents' praise.

"..." He Songgao said, "You did a good job."

Luo Jie was very proud. He had a problem. When he was proud, he would forget himself and say anything. "If someone scolds you, I will scold him too. He won't be able to guess my position. I have a good grasp of all the workplace intrigues. Haha. Do you know that they scold you behind your back, saying that you are a tyrant, have no empathy, and abuse your employees. They also say that you are cruel and ruthless, and your mouth is like poison. I took a small notebook to write it down so that they can't bear the consequences. Hahaha."

"..." He Songgao bit his back teeth and said, "You scold me like this too?"

"No, you are my boss, my master, how could I curse my master casually." Roger quickly expressed his loyalty, "I usually just listen, and occasionally show an expression of approval. You know, only by sharing the same hatred with them can we better find out the enemy's situation. Now I am an excellent spy." Roger said while wagging his tail, and the whole person turned into a big golden retriever with droopy ears and sticking out his tongue.

He Songgao couldn't help laughing, very lightly: "Where is your little notebook?"

Luo Jie immediately became alert: "You want me to give it to you? Impossible."

"Aren't you my spy."

"Well," Luo Jie hesitated, "although we are colleagues, we are also half friends. I will not betray my friends. You'd better give up this idea."

"..."

Luo Jie wondered if this was too much. In fact, half of it was a joke. The president shouldn't mind. In order to avoid the president getting angry, he said in a flattering way: "They not only scold you, but also compliment you, saying that you are generous, stick to the facts, and never bring up the past; and that you are handsome and have a good figure. But it's a pity that you don't like women, otherwise these beautiful girls in the company would have run into you every day."

"They also know that I don't like women?"

He Songgao's eyes were dangerous. Luo Jie realized that he had let the cat out of the bag, and his eyes rolled around guiltily: "Well, those are just rumors, there is no evidence. Don't worry, your image is still glorious."

After a pause, He Songgao said: "It doesn't matter."

"It doesn't matter anymore." Roger felt that the atmosphere today was good. It was rare to see the shadow of Alvis in the president. He continued the question that was interrupted just now, "You haven't said it yet, why do you like men."

He Songgao was also very cooperative. It might have something to do with the fact that he drank today. Those champagnes, wines and white wines were mixed together, and even people with good alcohol tolerance would be affected.

"It's natural."

"I've liked it since I was a child?"

"Yeah."

"Why? What do you like about men?"

He Songgao looked at him and suddenly smiled: "I like their gender."

Damn, what's the difference between this and not saying it.

"I like women and their gender, isn't this nonsense?"

"Do you really want to hear it?"

"Why would I ask you if you don't want to hear it."

He Songgao's next words stunned Roger. He said, "I like the gender characteristics in men. What do you like in women? It's nothing more than their soft facial features and figure, soft breasts and sexy genitals, which generate sexual impulses when you get close to them. It's the same with me who likes men. I like their angular faces, powerful muscles, and their masculine symbols, such as beards, Adam's apples, □□..."

Roger's face flushed and his heart was beating fast, but he was just disgusted. He interrupted He Songgao, "Stop, stop, stop, why are you talking so bluntly!"

How could anyone like... That kind of thing can only be liked on oneself!

"You want to know, I tell you, but you think I'm too straightforward." He Songgao held up his hands, "Then why bother asking?"

"What about you?" Luo Jie thought of He Songgao's ex-boyfriend, "You like people who are more feminine, it's not like I haven't met your boyfriends before."

"They have everything a man should have." He Songgao said.

"..." It seems to be true. Luo Jie bit his lip and remembered something that happened a long time ago. He hesitated for a moment and stammered, "So, if you like someone, do you want to kiss him?"

"What's wrong with you today?" He Songgao frowned and looked at him strangely, "Did you take the wrong medicine?"

"No. I just doubt my life because of a broken heart." Roger urged, "Tell me quickly, is that right?"

"Maybe."

"What do you mean by maybe?"

"I just want to kiss the body because I like it."

Roger was stunned: "Like the body? If you like someone, don't you like his body?"

"What do you want to say?"

He Songgao was a little impatient and had been frowning at Roger almost from the beginning.

Roger looked at He Songgao with a knotted look.

A long, long time ago, when this person was still Alvis, he seemed to have done something to him. He couldn't be sure. He was drunk at the time and thought a big mosquito was biting his lips. But a long time later, after knowing Alvis's orientation, he suddenly dug out the memory of that time from his horns at a certain moment of one day.

Alvis seemed to kiss him.

Roger's face turned blue and white, and a wave of shame flowed from his brain to his heart, making him feel an indescribable sense of shame. He didn't forget how He Songgao insulted him at that time, saying that he was self-indulgent and self-righteous, as if there was nothing about him that was worthy of others' love from head to toe.

But that was obviously not an illusion.

Or maybe it really was an illusion?

When people are drunk, they are not conscious, and they will have some wrong imaginations and some messed up splicing. Perhaps these memories that suddenly popped up are all hallucinations caused by the impact of Alvis' sexual orientation.

However, he clearly remembered that Alvis's face was enlarged in front of him. Although that face was very handsome, it was a pity that he was a man. He did not like it at all, and even resisted it. Then he felt his mouth was lightly brushed, very lightly, and then Alvis hugged him.

Was it an accidental touch? Both of them were drunk, and this kind of unintentional action was sometimes unavoidable.

But no matter what, this was a... a kiss, whether it was intentional or unintentional.

Luo Jie's face gradually became embarrassed. He looked at He Songgao. The surroundings were quiet, without any other sounds. There were a few stars above the mountains in the distance, blinking. Forget it, let it go. This problem has troubled him for so many years. If not now, when will it be solved!

On impulse, Luo Jie spoke: "Then why did you kiss me?"

Silence.

Silence is the night color tonight.

He Songgao seemed to be still. Luo Jie saw his face getting colder and colder, and finally it was as cold as a thousand-year-old ice. His heart skipped a beat - no, the president is angry!

He Songgao said softly: "When did you say?"

Luo Jie's face froze first, then cracked: "More than once?"

"Are you sick?" He Songgao frowned deeply and looked at Luo Jie with the eyes of a person who was unreasonable, "Why should I kiss you?"