Chapter 91 Hypocrisy
Luo Yan has been very smart since he was a child.
But there was one thing he could never figure out.
That's what a normal family should be like.
In his distant and vague impression, Luo Wenchuan was always silent and irritable.
He is not at home most of the time, and whenever he is at home, he and Xu Xin always quarrel.
They are like natural enemies. They can't communicate calmly for more than three sentences before they start hysterical quarrels, as if they have some blood feud with each other.
He felt that a normal family should not be like this.
Because the two of them would never quarrel in front of outsiders.
Therefore, others always say that their family is very happy.
Are you happy?
Once, they quarreled again, and Luo Wenchuan slapped Xu Xin twice.
The slap was loud and Xu Xin screamed hysterically.
Luo Wenchuan raised his hand again to make her shut up.
Luo Yan cried and tried to stop Luo Wenchuan. Xu Xin took the opportunity to break free and took a pair of scissors from the bedroom, intending to die with Luo Wenchuan.
Luo Yan was caught in the middle, not knowing who to stop.
But he knew that men were stronger than women, so he hugged Luo Wenchuan's legs.
The two men fought until their faces were red and no one noticed him.
During the fight, Luo Wenchuan grabbed Xu Xin's hand, and the scissors fell and pierced Luo Yan's shoulder.
The blood gushed out all of a sudden, it was painful, but not as painful as the pain in my heart.
In the end, it ended with Luo Wenchuan slamming the door and leaving.
Xu Xin knelt on the ground, hugged Luo Yan and cried.
Four-year-old Luo Yan said, "Mom, you two should get a divorce."
Xu Xin was stunned for a moment: "Who taught you?"
Without waiting for Luo Yan to speak, she hugged him tightly and cried, "I can't leave you. What will I do if I leave you?"
The blood stained her clothes, it was horrible.
Luo Yan didn't quite understand.
What does it have to do with him whether we get divorced or not?
But he still said: "I will grow up quickly."
Four-year-old Luo Yan thought that he would protect his mother.
When Luo Yan was in elementary school, a staff and family building was built next to the University of Science and Technology, and his family moved to the new community.
Luo Wenchuan was finally promoted to professor, had new projects in hand, and his financial situation gradually became more comfortable.
Xu Xin also seems to have been promoted, his work is getting busier and busier, and he is often not at home.
It may be because they are getting older, or it may be because both of them have successful careers.
In short, Luo Wenchuan and Xu Xin finally stopped being as hostile as before.
They pretend to be a loving couple in front of outsiders, and can communicate gently at home, as if they have completely forgotten their previous feud.
If it weren’t for the scar on his shoulder, even Luo Yan would have thought that there was something wrong with his memory.
When Luo Yan was ten years old, Luo Wenchuan was on a business trip for a while.
One night, he woke up from his sleep and Xu Xin was not at home.
His heart was pounding and he always felt that something was happening.
He changed his clothes and wanted to go out to look for Xu Xin. He just walked downstairs and saw her after a few steps.
She was hugging a man.
The dim street lights shone on the two of them, casting long shadows on the ground.
Luo Yan looked at her for a long time before calling out, "Mom."
When Xu Xin saw him, she took two steps back in panic, covered her face, walked around in a circle, and ran back home from behind him.
Luo Yan just stood there and watched.
He knew what was happening, but his mind refused to accept the idea.
Until the man came over, he stood in front of Luo Yan, looked down at him, and said: "Your mother is not happy with your father."
Luo Yan looked at the man and asked sincerely: "Then why don't you really get together?"
The man scoffed, as if he had asked a funny question, and said, "Kid, you don't understand anything yet."
Luo Yan ignored him and turned back home.
The room was pitch black. He turned on the light and saw Xu Xin lying on the bed crying.
Why is she crying?
"If you are not happy," Luo Yan said, "why don't you get a divorce?"
"I won't get a divorce!" Xu Xin cried out, "What will you do if I get a divorce?"
Luo Yan suddenly found it very funny.
He said, "If parents get divorced, the child must commit suicide?"
"Your father and I have been unable to get along for a long time!"
Xu Xin grabbed his shoulders, like a madman: "Do you know, when I just gave birth to you, I just asked him to pour me a glass of water, and your father slapped me three times. I was still in confinement at that time. I ran back home and wanted to divorce him, but they wouldn't let me see you. I missed you so much, that's why I came back."
"From that time on, I couldn't live with him anymore. I just thought he was dead, but I couldn't bear to leave you. I did this all for you."
She said that before he could remember, Luo Wenchuan beat and scolded her at home, and her feelings for him had long been worn out. It was because of him that she could hold on until now.
She said that he was the flesh and blood that fell from her body, and it was because of him that she had been living with Luo Wenchuan until now. Why didn't he feel sorry for her?
It's all because of him.
Xu Xin said this to him many times.
If it weren't for him, the two of them would have broken up long ago and lived happily ever after.
So he has been working very hard. He knows that Xu Xin has not had an easy life. Even though Luo Wenchuan's temper has improved a lot since he was in elementary school, he still wants to be Xu Xin's pillar of support.
But now, the tree that grew in his heart quickly withered, leaving only a desert.
Xu Xin cried so emotionally that he almost fainted from sobbing.
But Luo Yan was not touched at all.
But he still agreed to Xu Xin.
He didn't tell Luo Wenchuan.
He just watched their loving performance in silence.
Most of the residents in the community are faculty and staff of the Polytechnic University and they have friendly relationships with each other.
Their family became a model family in the community.
Sometimes he also wondered whether Luo Wenchuan knew about it.
Xu Xin's actions were not secretive, and Luo Yan had seen ambiguous text messages pop up on her phone.
I have also found unfamiliar men's watches at home.
Luo Yan put the watch back where it belonged.
A few days later, the watch disappeared and never appeared in the house again.
The University of Science and Technology held an event, Xu Xin and Luo Wenchuan appeared together, and others came up to chat and flatter them.
Luo Yan felt nauseous watching the people coming and going.
Very disgusting.
Luo Wenchuan, who is irritable and violent but pretends to be gentle and polite, is disgusting.
Xu Xin, who cheated on his wife but insisted on playing the role of a loving couple, is disgusting.
I feel disgusted myself for pretending to be a good student and cooperating with their performance.
A group of monsters.
Some people say that when people climb to a high place, they will have the urge to jump down.
He once stood on the top floor of their house and looked down.
The night was dark and endless.
Just take a step forward and he can tear off the mask.
But he still didn't have the courage to jump.
What is he waiting for?
Do you ever dream that one day someone will accept this cold and pathetic monster like him?
Isn't he just the same as them, a cowardly, ridiculous and hypocritical person?
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