Chapter 206 You are so heartbroken, what should I do?
Cui Si was stunned when she heard this, then explained, "Grandma, you've misunderstood. Human life is precious. I don't mean to want to live. At least I still have family, and I want to be with them."
Don't want to live anymore? That's really not the case.
"That's good, that's good." Old Mrs. Xu breathed a sigh of relief. "Yes, even if your marriage is not going well, you still have your family. Even if you don't want to get married, it doesn't matter if you stay at home for the rest of your life."
"Those two bastards are no good either. They made my Ah Si sad and upset. They are truly hateful."
After Mrs. Xu finished speaking, she remembered that Cui Jing had told her not to mention these things before, and she realized that she had said something she shouldn't have said.
"Grandma, you shouldn't bring this up. Let's not talk about it anymore. You look pale today. Have you taken your medicine?"
"I took it." When it came to taking medicine, Cui Si frowned. "Actually, I don't think I need to take medicine. I just need to rest for a while and I'll be fine."
"Don't take medicine? Don't even think about it!" Old Mrs. Xu glared at her. "Look at how haggard you are. If you take your time to recuperate, you'll become so thin if you don't get better."
"You can't let an old lady like me worry about you at my age. That's unfilial of you."
Once the accusation of being unfilial was put on her, Cui Si was immediately speechless and quickly said, "Okay, granddaughter will take the medicine well."
The topic was changed, but Mrs. Xu felt a little uneasy. After returning to the yard, she discussed countermeasures with Aunt Deng.
"She can't go on like this. She barely eats, doesn't want to take her medicine, and is sullen all day. She doesn't want to do or care about anything. When will she recover? Sooner or later, she'll have serious problems."
In other words, Cui Si no longer had any expectations for life. Although life was precious and one would not want to die while alive, if one's heart was dead, then one would be nothing more than a walking corpse in this world.
"It's best to let her do what she wants to do." said Aunt Deng.
"But what exactly does she want to do?" Mrs. Xu thought about it again and again, and suddenly an idea flashed on her mind. "What do you think about me pretending to be sick?"
"Ah?" Aunt Deng was startled, then hurriedly tried to persuade her, "But Madam, if Sixth Lady knew you were ill, she would be extremely worried. She's already in poor health, so I'm afraid it's not appropriate."
It's indeed a bit inappropriate.
Old Lady Xu originally thought that this could give Cui Si some motivation so that she could recover as soon as possible, but after all this trouble, Cui Si didn't seem to be in much better shape.
"How about calling a few more people to discuss it? Maybe there will be some good ideas?"
Mrs. Xu thought about it and agreed: "Then please invite Old Eight and the man surnamed Yan over first. I will ask them first."
"Hey, I'll go right away."
Aunt Deng quickly sent someone to invite them, and the two of them arrived soon.
Mrs. Xu explained the situation and then asked, "Think about it, is there anything that can make her happy?"
Cui Changyou rubbed his sleeves and said, "Actually, mother, you're worrying too much. It's normal for her to be depressed for a few days after encountering something like this. Once she thinks things through, everything will be solved."
"We can help with things outside, but she needs to figure out the things in her heart by herself. We should just stay with her and give her more time. Sanlang should also mean this."
That makes sense.
"But seeing her like this, I'm really worried."
Cui Changyou continued, "I heard Pingzhou City is quite lively in winter. How about taking her out to see it?"
"That won't work. Not to mention the cold weather, she's already sick and getting cold wouldn't be good. Plus, there are so many rumors out there, and if they get to her ears, it would be even worse."
It is indeed inappropriate.
Yan Xingchuan thought for a moment and said, "How about I go and persuade her?"
"You?" Old Mrs. Xu turned to look at him, a look of doubt on her face. "Can you persuade me? Do you believe what I'm saying?"
Although he did a lot for Cui Si, Cui Si just didn't want to pay attention to him. What could he do to persuade her? He was thankful that he didn't make her angry.
Yan Xingchuan said somewhat embarrassedly: "I should give it a try, and there are many things I can do."
Old Mrs. Xu still didn't believe it, but after thinking about it, she felt that Cui Si's condition was indeed worrying, and she wondered if she could do anything about it, so she agreed.
"Then go and persuade her, but I hope you won't upset her, otherwise there won't be a next time."
"Thank you, old lady."
Just as Cui Jing said, Old Lady Xu was indeed the same. Although she had many opinions about him now, as long as he treated Cui Si well, Old Lady Xu would give in for Cui Si, and would even help him for Cui Si's lifelong happiness.
The elders always compromise for their children and plan for their children's lives. As long as the children are well, it doesn't matter if they are a little tolerant.
Poor parents in the world.
Yan Xingchuan suddenly thought of his mother and grandmother. If they knew that he couldn't get what he wanted, they would definitely try their best for him, hoping that he could get what he wanted.
Yan Xingchuan got up and left, then went to the courtyard where Cui Si lived.
At this time, snowflakes had begun to fall from the sky. This snow was much heavier than the previous two days. When he reached the door, the snow was already fluttering in the wind.
He asked the maid to go and inform them. When he entered the yard, he saw Cui Si sitting on a chair in the corridor of the main house, supporting her head with one hand, watching the snowflakes falling from the sky.
Noticing someone coming, she looked over, glanced at him, and then looked away.
Yan Xingchuan crossed the courtyard and walked to the corridor. Seeing that she treated him as if he didn't exist, he didn't get angry. He just asked someone to bring a chair and sat down next to her. He spoke in a slow voice:
"Why are you blowing in the wind here? It's cold, and you're not feeling well. It would be bad if you get colder."
Cui Si lowered her eyelids and said, "It's stuffy in the room. Let's go out and get some fresh air."
Seeing that she looked pale and listless, Yan Xingchuan felt as if something was blocked in his heart and was extremely uncomfortable.
"Ah Si... don't be like this. You are so heartbroken. What should I do? If you really can't bear to leave him, I will have someone find him back. Then you can go to Beiyan City and hide your identities from now on. You..."
"You don't have to be like this." Cui Si interrupted him. "You are so noble and upright, and you are so devoted to me and him. It makes us look like petty people."
Yan Xingchuan said: "I didn't mean that. I didn't do it for him. I did it just for you. Just think of it as something I owe you and I have to pay it back.
Although I hope you can come back to me, if you are not happy, what good will it do you to come back to me?"
But it's also a mutual injury, adding to the bad fate and making you hate me even more.
"What I hope most now is that you can live a happy life. If you really want to be with him, then I have arranged this matter for you and will always make your wish come true."
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