Chapter 344 Is this what you think about when you are with me?
"Not like which me? Not like the loyal and righteous me?"
Yan Xingchuan put down his bowl and chopsticks, poured her half a bowl of soup, poured himself some and took a sip.
"In fact, I have thought very clearly these days. As the master, I should act like a master. I can be kind and righteous, but I can't be swayed by these things and forced to do something."
"I can help my subjects when they are harmed or in trouble, but I cannot punish them after they do something wrong and clean up their mess."
"If that's the case, and they change in the future, gaining power and acting recklessly, oppressing the people, plundering their wealth, and becoming corrupt officials and villains, should I still protect them?"
The answer is of course no.
Yan Xingchuan extended his hand: "I can be affectionate, but I also need to have limits. I can save people from danger and seek justice for them, but I cannot save those who are evil and guilty."
"I mentioned before that merits cannot offset faults. Those who have committed faults should be punished, and those who have made merits should be rewarded. Their future titles of nobility and promotions will be considered merits, and those who have made mistakes should also bear the responsibility for their mistakes. Do you remember?"
"Besides, I am also very important. I can't possibly put myself and my wife at the expense of others just to please them."
He could no longer remember how much he had endured in his previous life, and how much she had endured because of his burden.
But he knew that in this life, he had to live for himself first, and he couldn't let her suffer because of him again.
"Not only Chen Sui, but also Lin Qingning, as long as she doesn't harm anyone, I can do whatever she wants. But if it's something I can't do, I will never agree to it."
After hearing this, Cui Si was stunned for a long time.
She didn't expect that he would have these changes, and he really made his position clear.
It also seemed like he really wanted to spend his life with her and had plans for what he had promised.
"Eat it." Yan Xingchuan put the bowl of soup next to her again. "It will get cold if you don't eat it now."
Cui Si came back to her senses, then murmured "hmm", picked up the soup bowl and drank it slowly without saying anything else.
After nightfall, the two of them lay on the bed, kissing each other until they lost themselves in love.
Just when he was about to take the next step, Cui Si suddenly remembered something, suddenly woke up, and reached out to push him.
"What's wrong?" His voice was hoarse and there was some sweat on his forehead.
"I, I'm not feeling well." Cui Si quickly found an excuse for himself, fearing that if it dragged on, he really couldn't bear it any longer.
"Are you feeling unwell? Where do you feel unwell?" Yan Xingchuan also became more awake and asked about her physical condition.
"I... I have a headache." Cui Si bit her lip, gathered her half-undone clothes, and was a little afraid to look him in the eye. "I want to sleep for a while."
"Then go to sleep." Since she was feeling uncomfortable, Yan Xingchuan had no choice but to stop worrying and let her have a good rest. "Why didn't I hear you say just now that we should ask a doctor to come and see her? I'll ask someone to call a doctor tomorrow morning."
"No need." Cui Si was frightened and immediately refused. "I checked it today. He said the weather is a bit hot, so I just need to rest for a while. You don't have to worry."
"real?"
"Really, alright, alright, go to sleep quickly, I'm sleepy."
Seeing that she didn't want to talk much, Yan Xingchuan turned over and slept with her back to him. He sighed deeply, took a while to calm down his emotions, then he leaned over and held her to sleep.
For the next few days, Cui Si found excuses to reject his requests for sex.
Yan Xingchuan pondered for a long time, reflecting on what he had done wrong to make her unhappy, but after thinking about it, he still couldn't figure out the reason.
In the middle of the night, he couldn't help but wake her up and asked her directly: "Did I do something to make you unhappy?"
Cui Si was sleeping soundly when he woke her up. She was a little annoyed with him: "You woke me up in the middle of the night. I'm surprised I'm happy."
Let us sleep well, okay?
Yan Xingchuan pressed his lips together, feeling confused and a little aggrieved. "You've ignored me these past few days."
"Why am I ignoring you?" Cui Si didn't think she was ignoring him. If she didn't want to pay attention to him, she would have told him to get lost long ago.
It was just a fleeting romance, and we were both willing. Do you really want her to be responsible?
Yan Xingchuan was silent for a moment, and finally closed his eyes, put his face aside, reached out and hugged her tightly in his arms.
Cui Si was startled: "Be careful, be careful."
"Don't worry, I can't hurt you."
Cui Si almost screamed: You can't hurt me, but what if you hurt the child!
"What happened to you these past few days? Why don't you get along with me?" Yan Xingchuan's voice was muffled, and he buried his head in her neck, feeling a little aggrieved.
"I've thought about it, and apart from the Shen Sui incident, nothing else has happened. Besides, I handled the Shen Sui incident quite thoughtfully, so it won't make you angry."
Yan Xingchuan was really puzzled as to how he had offended her.
Cui Si paused, feeling somewhat guilty, and after thinking for a moment, she could only persuade him, "This is not your problem."
"What's the problem?" Yan Xingchuan had to get to the bottom of it today. "Is it because you don't like it anymore? Is it because I didn't satisfy you?"
Cui Si: "...That's not the case."
The man was young, handsome and in good health. Except for being a little excessive occasionally, he was very considerate of her feelings. She was very satisfied with him.
This one tastes delicious.
"Why is that?"
Cui Si: "..."
Cui Si frowned, not knowing how to explain, but she didn't dare tell him the truth. After thinking it over and over again, she could only say, "Is it okay if I don't think about it? Is it possible that you think about these things when you are with me?"
Yan Xingchuan was stunned, then quickly denied: "I didn't think so."
Perhaps he had been having such a good time recently that he had forgotten all the love and hate between them and just thought that they were a close couple, and that they were in the period of loving and passionate affection.
"What's wrong with you? Do you want to see a doctor?"
"No need. It's too hot and I feel uncomfortable. Please loosen your grip a little. If you hold me any longer, I'll start sweating."
Yan Xingchuan had no choice but to let her go. He reached out and touched her forehead, not daring to complain. "Then go to sleep. I'll have someone bring some ice tomorrow and put it in the room so you can feel more comfortable."
Yan Xingchuan did not sleep well that night and woke up twice in the second half of the night. Seeing her lying peacefully in his arms, his heart finally settled down and he fell asleep again.
When he left in the early morning, he was still worried and asked someone to call a doctor.
When Cui Si got up, she heard Yanzhi say that Yan Xingchuan had invited a doctor and he was waiting in the mansion.
Cui Si's expression changed slightly: "Don't look, let him go."
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