Chapter 345 Go home, which home are you going back to?
I definitely can’t see a doctor, but continuing like this is not a solution either.
Originally, she wanted to use the matter of Chen Sui to have a quarrel, and then turn against him and run away, but he actually did not help Chen Sui, letting him suffer the consequences of his own actions.
“So annoying!”
Cui Si was so annoyed that she wanted to punch the man twice.
"Send the doctor back first, then have someone pack up. We'll leave tomorrow."
Go, go, go, hurry up and leave.
She originally couldn't find an excuse and wanted to delay for a few more days, but now she can't delay any longer and can only leave quickly.
"What?" Yanzhi was stunned, and she felt a little dumbfounded. "Where are we going?"
"Of course I'm going home!" Cui Si paused after saying that. She felt that it was not a good idea for her to go home to give birth to a child. If the Cui family knew about it, they would definitely force her to marry Yan Xingchuan.
Even her grandmother and brother would not allow her to act willfully at this time.
"Anyway, let's leave first."
Yanzhi regained her composure and shed a tear of sympathy for Yan Xingchuan: "But is it appropriate for you to leave like this? If the master knew, he would definitely be angry."
"Besides, considering my wife's physical condition, it is not suitable for her to travel far now."
"If I don't leave, he'll be angry too." Cui Si bit her lip. "I can't control him anymore. I only care about myself now. If he wants to be angry, he can tell me later."
The important thing is, if he knew she was pregnant, he would definitely force her to get married, and she really didn't want to marry him now.
Although they had been getting along well for more than a month and she had been living quite comfortably, she no longer wanted to be trapped by marriage and had no choice but to stay with him.
What she wanted was that she could go home whenever she wanted, and meet whoever was free whenever she wanted.
Let’s talk about it after the baby is born.
"But my wife's body..."
"I feel I'm in good health, so it shouldn't be a problem if I walk slower. Besides, the weather is getting hotter day by day. If I don't walk now, I won't be able to walk anymore."
"However, just in case, go to the doctor's shop you consulted yesterday and get some medicine to take with you."
"That's it."
Cui Si had already made her decision and was firm in her attitude. Yanzhi didn't dare to persuade her anymore. She could only obey the instructions and politely ask the doctor to leave. Then she went out and got some pregnancy-preserving medicine from the pharmacy where the old doctor had gone yesterday.
After returning, he packed up with everyone.
In the evening, when Yan Xingchuan came back, he saw people busy coming and going to pack up. His eyelids twitched, and he frowned and asked, "What are they doing?"
The question was directed at the maid in the residence. She bowed and replied, "Sister Yanzhi asked me to clean it up. I don't know about the rest."
Yan Xingchuan frowned and said nothing more. He turned around and went to look for Cui Si. Finally, he found her in the east wing. She was sitting on a cushioned chair, flipping through a book, with some hot water and snacks beside her.
"Why are you here? I just saw someone packing up in the main room. What are they doing?"
Cui Si put the book down upon hearing the voice. She looked up and saw him coming towards her. She was a little afraid to meet his eyes, so she lowered her eyes and said, "You've come just in time. I was just about to tell you that I'm going home tomorrow."
Yan Xingchuan: “?!”
He couldn't get around the corner for a long time, and couldn't help asking her: "Go home, which home are you going back to?"
"Of course it's the Cui family." Cui Si clenched the book between her fingers and put it aside with a bit of irritation. "I've been out for a while now. It's time to return to Xianyang City. Otherwise, grandma will be worried."
Yan Xingchuan: “…”
He realized that when she said going home, she meant going back to Xianyang City.
He remembered again that although they had been getting along well recently, they were not husband and wife. Her home was still with the Cui family and in Xianyang City, and it was impossible for her to stay with him forever.
It seemed like after playing outside for a while, she felt tired and bored and wanted to go home.
Perhaps he had thought about this as well. She would not stay in Piaomiao City forever and would leave sooner or later. However, he did not dare to think about it any more. He just pretended not to know and lived his life in a daze, cherishing every day with her.
Now that she suddenly said she was leaving, his mind was buzzing, as if it was blank, but there was also a sense of finality.
She was like sand in his palm. He couldn't hold her. If he let go, there would be nothing left. If he held her tightly, the sand would slip through his fingers. The harder he held on, the faster it would slip away.
All he had was a short-lived possession.
She said she wanted to go home, and he didn't even know what reason or excuse to use to keep her.
"Have you been unhappy these days?" He walked to her side and asked her in a slow voice.
Cui Si shook her head and simply said, "I miss my family a little bit. I've been away for so long, I really need to go back."
"What about me?" he asked her again, "We agreed that you wouldn't get married, but we'd live together like husband and wife. I won't marry, and you won't marry either. We'll live like this for the rest of our lives... Do you regret this? Do you want me no more?"
"How could that be?" Cui Si immediately denied. "I'm just going home. How can that mean I don't want you anymore? It's not like we'll never see each other again. When I miss you, I'll come to you. When you miss me, you can come to me when you have free time. Isn't that great?"
fine?
What's good about it?
"I don't think this is good. How can this be good for a couple? They've been separated for so long and rarely see each other. How can this be good?" He frowned, looking unhappy.
"Xianyang City is far away from Piaomiao City. If you want to come here, you'll have to travel for a month. Even if I go back on horseback, which is much faster, it will still take me 17 or 18 days... After this separation, I don't know when we'll meet again. Ah Si, can you stay?"
The mountains are long and the rivers are far, the carriages and horses are slow, and it is difficult to meet each other when we are far apart.
Yan Xingchuan tried to persuade her to stay.
Cui Si said, "Before, I was in Beiyan City, and you were in Chongshan Pass, Yunzhou, and Miaozhou. We were even farther apart. We might not see each other for a year, two years, or three years. Even if we did meet, we wouldn't be together for long. Isn't that good enough?"
"You didn't think we were not a couple before, why do you think it's not good now?"
Yan Xingchuan was so blocked that he couldn't speak.
"I was wrong."
He used to think that they had a long future, and when everything was over, they could stay together for the rest of their lives.
But later I realized that they had no future at all.
There was nothing worth reminiscing about in the past, and the future was even worse. Even the power and status that she had worked hard to hold on to was taken away by him and given to someone else.
So when she didn't want to hold on to this power, even if he was extremely powerful and became the emperor of the world, in her eyes, he was actually nothing.
He wanted to hold her and be with her for a long time, but she didn't want to hold him at all, let alone be with him for a long time.
Stay when you are happy, and when you want to leave, wave your sleeves and go away calmly and gracefully.
"A'si, I don't want to be separated from you. Can you stay?"
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