To kiss
Xu Xi was shocked all of a sudden. It turned out that the person she was pursuing had a crush on her. She was surprised and shocked at the same time. She was so excited that she didn't know what to do.
It feels like I know a lot of things all of a sudden, but because I know too much, I feel a little confused.
That was her library card from junior high school. Chen Shuning said that she had a crush on me. Does that mean that Chen Shuning liked me when I was in junior high school?
What a shocking news! It feels like winning the lottery.
Xu Xi seemed to have a bolder guess in her mind. She tightly grasped the bookmark in her hand and asked Chen Shuning:
"Shuning, you know, this is the library card I used to use in junior high school."
"Yeah." Chen Shuning nodded.
so……
The answer seems to be getting closer.
Xu Xi took a deep breath and then spoke directly. "So, you liked me when you were in junior high school?"
Chen Shuning nodded again, his tone calm and natural. "Yes."
Xu Xi remembered the last time she went to help Xiao Mu clean up the skewers in her store. She and Xiao Mu drank too much and Chen Shuning was driving. At that time, Chen Shuning got out of the car to buy her some lemonade to sober up. She watched Chen Shuning's back go away, and at that time she vaguely felt as if she saw the back of the man who kissed her secretly and ran away that summer in junior high school.
Could it be... that person is Chen Shuning? Xu Xi's breathing suddenly hitched as this thought crossed her mind. God knows, that kiss that summer had left her tossing and turning in countless sleepless nights.
She looked at Chen Shuning. She wanted to ask if it was her, but just thinking about it made her cheeks hot and her heart panic. Today she felt that her heart had been hit very strongly, as if two stars collided with each other, creating brilliant sparks.
If it really was Chen Shuning, then she would have been moved at that time.
Xu Xi bit her lower lip and held it in for a long time before asking, "Then, can I know when you started liking me? And why do you like me?"
Chen Shuning was stunned for a moment, his eyes meeting Xu Xi's. Bringing this up now, he actually found it difficult to bring up. Back then, at such a young age, he'd done it without taking responsibility. He'd panicked and run away after kissing her. Now that he was old enough to take responsibility, he didn't have the courage he'd had as a child.
She swallowed. "You really want to know?"
Xu Xi blinked. Did he really have to know? It didn't seem like it was necessarily the case. It was just that the closer she got to the answer, the more she wanted to know. She didn't necessarily want Chen Shuning to tell her everything.
"If you don't want to talk about it, that's fine."
Chen Shuning reached out and took the bookmark from Xu Xi's hand, then looked down at the photo on it and said:
"If there was no one else who kissed you when you were studying, it would be me."
Her tone was gentle and calm, but it made Xu Xi explode. After hearing this, Xu Xi took a breath and jumped up from the sofa.
It really is Chen Shuning! Did you already like her from that time?
Xu Xi: “You!”
What should she do? Her mind was blank now. She didn't know what she should do. She wanted to know so much just now, but now that she knew, what could she do?
Will you come back, dear?
Yes, kiss back.
Xu Xi blinked and suddenly felt that this idea was acceptable, because she was now with Chen Shuning and they were in a relationship, and they were both adults, so there was no problem with kissing.
She won't kiss and run away like Chen Shuning did. She wants to kiss and be responsible. She wants to be with Chen Shuning forever.
However, before she could express this thought in her mind, she heard Chen Shuning say first:
"Want to kiss back?"
Xu Xi's cheeks suddenly flushed. When the thought came to her mind, she didn't feel embarrassed at all, but why was it so embarrassing when it was spoken out? She was flustered and her palms were sweating.
Chen Shuning raised his head slightly and looked at Xu Xi, waiting for her response.
Xu Xi gritted her teeth and returned to the sofa, suppressing her inner excitement and trying to calm herself down. Then she stammered out a few words:
"Yes, I want a kiss."
"Okay." Chen Shuning pursed her lips slightly and leaned a little closer to Xu Xi. She seemed ready to be kissed by Xu Xi.
However, Xu Xi was so nervous that she couldn't move at this moment. She had never experienced anything so embarrassing and heart-pounding in her life. She wanted to kiss him, but she was too nervous. She wanted to back off because she didn't know how to kiss him, how to kiss him comfortably, and whether she should brush her teeth before kissing him.
Xu Xi suddenly felt confused. She thought, why not kiss next time? When she gets home, she will first look up how lovers kiss and do some research before kissing.
Chen Shuning didn't wait for Xu Xi's kiss and asked her, "What's wrong?"
Xu Xi swallowed and said guiltily, "I want to kiss you next time."
Chen Shuning's beautiful eyelashes trembled slightly. Based on her understanding of Xu Xi, she probably wanted to learn the theory first and then practice it, just like learning to cook.
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