"Okay, goodbye."
Su Luo turned and walked towards the stairs at the corner.
I exited the building.
Instead of going home, Su Luo stood in the corner and took out a cigarette from his pocket.
The snow had stopped, and the temperature was very low. Su Luo's hand holding the lighter began to tremble.
It took several presses of the switch to light the cigarette.
"call……"
Su Luo exhaled a thick cloud of smoke and tilted his head slightly back to look at the dark night sky.
Tonight the sky is completely empty—no moon, no stars, it's eerily dark.
I really want to see the moon.
He remembered the first time he took hot spring photos of Nami Ozawa, the two of them sat side by side in the hot spring pool, gazing at the moonlight.
Nami Ozawa exclaimed, "The moonlight is so beautiful tonight!"
He didn't know what it meant at the time, and just thought she was simply looking at the moon. Later, he watched a Japanese drama and realized that "the moon is beautiful" was a subtle way of expressing his feelings, meaning that the moon is especially beautiful because of you.
It turns out that Nami Ozawa had feelings for him back then.
When did he truly fall for her? It's hard to say for sure; he always intentionally avoided revealing his feelings for her.
Because I knew she was married.
Now that it's finally gone, he has broken her heart and lost her.
The cigarette burned out quickly, and Su Luo took out another one and lit it.
Before I knew it, I had finished a whole pack of cigarettes.
Su Luo reached into her pocket again and found the diamond ring she hadn't given away.
This was what he was going to use to propose to Nami Ozawa. He only received it today, and before he could even give it to her, they broke up.
How pathetic!
That's normal. He's just a loser and a scumbag. Scumbags always have to pay the price for their mistakes.
Su Luo took out the diamond ring and, using the dim light of the streetlamp not far away, opened the cover, revealing the diamond on the ring shining brightly.
Su Luo stared blankly at the diamond ring, her eyes starting to ache.
Just as tears were about to well up, Su Luo rubbed them away forcefully and put the ring back in her pocket.
She bit her lip hard.
I opened the building entrance and hurried upstairs.
He had secretly promised that he would no longer be a scumbag or a loser.
...
Nami Ozawa in her bedroom.
I lay quietly in bed.
The bedroom lights were off, not even the bedside lamp.
It was pitch black all around.
I felt as if I had become one with the darkness.
It felt as if all the strength in my body had been instantly drained.
The tears seemed to have dried up and could no longer flow.
My heart felt numb too.
Gently stroking her empty left ring finger, she felt completely free.
That painful marriage came to an end.
She also lost her beloved Su Luo.
Yet I felt no sense of ease or pleasure whatsoever.
There is absolutely no expectation for the future.
She doesn't need to work hard to make a living or struggle for money like ordinary people.
She owns 20% of the Song family's shares, worth tens of billions, as well as many houses and many cars.
They won't fantasize about their future partner like teenage girls do, or marry their ideal prince charming.
She has already been married once and has also dated the person she loves most.
It turns out that humans are creatures driven by desires from birth. With desires, whether for money, power, dreams, or love, there will be a motivation to live.
But it seems I have everything, yet I have no dreams, no family, no lover...
So, if you have more money than you can spend, are you just going to enjoy life to the fullest, living only to spend money?
But she's been living like this for over three years now, since his last marriage.
Song Ruhai never restricted her spending. She has traveled to every place in the world she could, owns a huge collection of jewelry, and has free access to all the most luxurious clubs.
What she lacked was not money, but someone who understood her, loved her, and resonated with her lonely soul.
She has found that person, and she has just broken up with him.
ah!
It hurts so much!
My heart, which had been numb, started to throb again.
Shouldn't she let go?
Should she be more magnanimous and forgive him?
wrong!
She should break up with him.
Su Luo didn't love her much at all. He still had Song Lingshan in his heart. Otherwise, he wouldn't have stood her up on her birthday and gone to see Song Lingshan. He could have gone to see Song Lingshan after her car accident, but he didn't even say hello before leaving.
He didn't refuse to accompany her to settle in Tokyo, probably because he was afraid he wouldn't be able to see Song Lingshan again.
And when she expressed her desire to have a child, he refused.
She was already thirty-three years old, and Su Luo had never mentioned marriage to her.
So he was probably just playing around with himself.
Thinking about it carefully, he never took the initiative with me; it was I who confessed first. He clearly knew I liked him, but he didn't say anything and waited for me to confess.
Given her situation that day, no man could have refused her.
She risked her life negotiating the divorce with Song Ruhai, and he never participated, always waiting for her to handle the troubles herself.
But thinking about it, it was originally her own problem. She clearly had a husband, yet she still went and seduced him.
so.
She brought this on herself; she deserved it.
She's a bad woman; she doesn't deserve true love.
Nami Ozawa gave a self-deprecating twitch and then nervously clutched her stomach, laughing.
"Hahahahaha..."
That's not right!
She initially only intended to play around with Su Luo, so how did she fall for him?
If you don't let your heart be moved, you won't feel pain.
Damn it, how did I get caught up in this?
She remembered the day she fell for Su Luo.
That day, she was beaten up by Song Ruhai because of a few strands of hair on the ground. After that, she went out for a car chase, wearing long clothes, long pants, sunglasses, and a scarf to cover herself up completely.
I accidentally bumped into Su Luo, who was riding an electric bike, then took him to the hospital, and then we had a meal together.
After dinner, they went for a walk by the river. While resting on a bench, they looked up at the moon. Su Luo looked terrible that day. She asked him what was wrong, and Su Luo told her about his first love. He cried as he got emotional, and she couldn't help but hug him.
That one hug was all it took for her to fall in love.
She thought she had found a companion, a pitiful soul like herself, tormented by fate but powerless to resist.
At that time, she didn't know that his first love was Song Lingshan. It's so funny to think about it now.
turn out to be.
The moment she fell in love, her fate was sealed.
Nami Ozawa closed her eyes, forcing herself to fall asleep, but she couldn't sleep at all and could only stare blankly at the dark ceiling.
The sky was turning white as the sun slowly rose from the horizon.
Buzzing.
The phone on the bedside table started vibrating.
Nami Ozawa laboriously reached out, picked up her phone, and glanced at the screen.
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