Chapter 113 My Heart Is All About You
Perhaps it was because of this man's icy cold body, perhaps it was because of his bloodshot eyes that were filled with madness yet empty and void, or perhaps it was simply because of his words.
"Stars, do you want to see them?"
Xu Xingxing felt cold all over, as if he had fallen into an ice cave, and he couldn't stop shaking.
These words, this matter, and even this person have completely surpassed her general cognition and understanding since she was born. She can't react, or rather, she doesn't want to react at all.
But Yu Yuan didn't intend to let her go.
Black nails grew on his fingertips, and with a single stroke, he cut open her chest. Bright red blood instantly gushed out, slowly flowing down her arms, splashing onto her face, then dripping onto her chest, sliding up along her neck, and soaking into her navel and abdomen. The blood kept flowing until it completely covered her upper body, until her eyes were filled with blood red.
The warm new blood wrapped around her so softly and smoothly, just like the hug that man had given her before, hot and fresh, and it actually made her feel a long-lost warmth in an instant.
She's probably going crazy too.
She couldn't breathe, couldn't hear anything, her body was surrounded by black air, and her eyes and nose were full of blood.
How do people react when they are extremely frightened?
Was it that she couldn't handle it and screamed like crazy? Did her brain explode and she fainted? Or was it like she did, her soul leaving her body?
It seemed as if there was another her beside her, screaming and trembling, cowering in fear, looking at her stunned and stiff body in helpless fear.
An empty shell that has forgotten even the simple act of closing its eyes.
She was like a fool, almost frozen in time as she watched Hou Yuan pull her hand, penetrate the flesh he had cut, follow the sternum he had broken, and come to that hot and soft place.
Boom, boom, boom
Boom, boom, boom
He guided her calmly and patiently. When her fingertips touched the beating heart, his pupils trembled, and the look in his eyes as he looked at her was filled with layers of joy.
"Star, feel it? It's beating faster."
It is indeed faster.
The heartbeat in her chest was fast, powerful, and unrestrained, tapping against her fingertips nakedly. The slippery and soft touch vibrated every neuron in her brain along the meridians, making her feel deeply from the inside out what it meant to be terrified.
Xu Xingxing stared at the person in the backlight above with her eyes wide open. His face was submerged in shadow, and only his dark red eyes were still clear. Her figure was reflected in those crazy pupils from beginning to end.
She looked at him.
I could only look at him, but through him I could see myself imprisoned in the devil's pupil.
He was still moving, casually cutting open the heart, holding her hand tightly and pulling it deeper. The heartbeat did not slow down at all due to the invasion of her fingers, and even beat more happily. She accurately caught a trace of tremor in the man's eyes that were full of joy and madness. At the same time, his hoarse voice rang out:
"Xingxing, did you encounter it?"
At the tip of her finger was a square piece of origami, which slid and rubbed against her fingertips with the beat of her heart, again and again. The repetitive movement seemed to penetrate her brain along the nerve endings, cutting into her meninges again and again.
That letter she wrote.
It's really here.
Her body finally connected with her soul, and tears welled up in her eyes.
There was a madness in the eyes of Zhu Yuan, reflecting her blood-stained body, strange and winding. He leaned over to suck her tears and kiss her eyes, rising and falling, but becoming gentle. His low voice overflowed from his lips:
"Why are the stars crying? Are they scaring you?"
Although his hand had withdrawn from her chest, the throbbing and scratching sensation was still there. Xu Xingxing's body was controlled by him, but her soul was drifting elsewhere. Her eyes were dull, empty and horrified, and tears continued to flow more and more.
He seemed dissatisfied with her reaction. His bloody hands tangled in her hair, forcing her to kiss him deeply. His lips licked and bit her body until she moaned in pain. He lingered for a long time before finally speaking again: "Stars, don't be afraid. It's supposed to be there. It's there that I feel at ease and happy.
"Every time my heartbeats, I can feel its presence, as if I'm reading it again. During the time you were gone, I relied on it to live well and not lose my mind." He kissed her ear devoutly, his voice soft:
"My heart, body, and soul are all yours."
He licked her jaw and sucked her lips. "My existence, my past, everything I've been through, all came together to meet you. So, I just put it where it belongs."
"Can you trust me? Can you trust me?" His body was extremely cold, holding her, kneading her, staring at her,
"So, if you leave, how should I live?"
He clung to her almost crazily, possessing her fiercely, and said in a trembling voice: "Xingxing, without you, I am
"But, is it still me?"
Big drops of blood fell on Xu Xingxing's cheeks. After a long moment of confusion, she realized that those were his tears.
"I will give you whatever you want, the stars in the sky, the treasures in the sea, even my life, I will give it all to you. I will do whatever you want me to do, even my life is yours, as long as you don't leave me, I won't let you leave me, I can't let you leave me."
"You know, my heart is all about you, full of you, every bit, every centimeter, there is no part that is not you. How could I possibly leave you? I simply cannot leave you. You know, you've always known." He paused suddenly, as if thinking of something, and asked in a daze:
"You know it, don't you? If you don't, it doesn't matter.
"I'll show it to you now, okay?"
As he said this, he really started to do so. Before Xu Xingxing could react, he quickly grabbed her hand and inserted it back into his bloody chest.
In an instant, the joyfully beating heart filled her palm completely, fitting perfectly without any gaps.
The throbbing that could not be ignored hit her brain heavily along the nerves, like the first domino to fall, leading to endless collapse and collapse. Her nerves, which had been forced to be stretched to the extreme, finally broke completely at this moment and fell into nothingness.
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When Xu Xingxing woke up again, she saw only crimson in front of her eyes. It took a long time for the color to fade away.
Then, he saw Xu Yuan sitting beside his bed, holding a bowl of medicine. His expression and appearance were exactly the same as before. Xu Xingxing had a severe PTSD from this scene. Acting faster than he could think, he kicked the medicine to the ground.
The air was silent for two seconds. The color of Wei Yuan's eyes changed several times before finally settling on pity. He stood up and walked to the table not far away, brought another bowl of medicine and handed it to him: "Drink it, and I'll leave."
After a pause, he added, "Keep your word."
Xu Xingxing didn't dare to look up at him at all. The nightmarish behavior of this man before still made her feel extremely terrified. But these words gave her some strength. She struggled to get up, grabbed the bowl, and drank it all in one gulp without frowning.
After a moment's pause, she was about to open her mouth to chase the man away, but her eyes blurred and her mouth tasted sweet. The man walked out of the door, leaving only his back.
After Xu Xingxing realized what was happening, he immediately spat out the candied fruit in his mouth with a look of disgust.
Her injuries had not healed to begin with, and the shock she felt during that ordeal forced her to stay in bed for more than half a month.
Fortunately, Wei Yuan was sensible in the following days.
Apart from necessary pulse diagnosis and medication, they rarely met, and sometimes they didn't even say a word to each other.
Although she was surprised for a moment that Wei Yuan was studying medicine, she quickly put the matter behind her and did not feel moved at all.
After all, now whenever Xu Xingxing saw him, she would think of the bloody scene and the touch of this person's heart, plus the pain that felt like being tortured. These layers of shock made her want to stay away from him.
Her nerves really couldn't stand the slightest fluctuation.
Once, Wei Yuanduo spoke a few words to her, and she had a nightmare that night and cried until dawn.
But since then, Wei Yuanzhen no longer said a single extra word. Even when it was time to take the medicine, he would just silently put the medicine on the table and leave lightly.
It's rare for Xu Xingxing to relax.
Apart from missing her uncle, her life was pretty comfortable.
Especially after your health improves.
When she was able to eat, Wei Yuan began to prepare food for her in different ways. Although he appeared in front of her more often, he would usually leave after setting the food aside, and would only come back to collect it after she had finished eating, and would never leave any extra food for her.
At first, Xu Xingxing was quite nervous about accepting his meticulous care. But as time went by, this man was really like a nanny who only knew how to work and didn't talk nonsense. As lazy as she was, she quickly adapted to his cooking.
Even when he was clearing the dishes, he couldn't help but look at his heart and think,
Doesn't he really feel any pain?
But Xu Xingxing knew very well that feeling sorry for the enemy was the beginning of defeat, so she just let herself think about it for a moment and forced herself to divert her attention.
And Wei Yuan also noticed that her attitude had softened, and gradually increased the time he spent in front of her. He even took the initiative to mention Gu Nuo one time, saying that he had found a batch of precious medicinal herbs and was about to deliver them to her, and asked her if she wanted to go with him?
Xu Xingxing was stunned and nodded.
So that night, Wei Yuan took her into Kunlun and came to Gu Nuo's bed.
Even though she was mentally prepared, when she saw Gu Nuo lying on the bed with a pale face, she still cried breathlessly and almost fainted. In the end, as expected, she alarmed the Kunlun monks, and Wei Yuan took her back before everyone surrounded her.
She did not resist, but obediently returned to Taigu and lay down for a few days before she calmed down.
The days passed in such a comfortable and ordinary way.
Except for one difference, that is, she could not contact the Book of Beasts.
Not to mention the Book of Beasts, she couldn't even enter the Sea of Consciousness.
At first she thought it was just because of physical discomfort, but later she found that she really could not sense the existence of the Book of Beasts at all, and even the mission itself seemed to have disappeared.
At first she was indignant and angry, and wanted to question Yuan Yuan again, but when she thought of the scene that day, she was very realistic and backed off.
So she learned a new skill.
Just get by and leave everything to fate.
Shift your goals and prioritize happiness.
You live wherever you live, you can't be sad all the time.
She began to keep herself busy, and one of the ways she kept herself busy was to run around and explore in these ancient mountains.
Wei Yuan never stopped her, especially after her health gradually improved, he let her have fun.
Although this ancient mountain range is quite high, it is not entirely covered with ice and snow.
The clear sweet springs, the dark green lakes, the deep glaciers and the winding caves can easily make you feel good by staying there and taking a walk around.
But this good mood completely disappeared when she accidentally stepped into a crack in the thick ice. As soon as one of her legs slipped, she was caught in the arms of Hou Yuan.
She was held in this man's arms for the first time in a long time, and suddenly a thought that made her scalp tingle came to her mind.
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