Chapter 112 Feeding you medicine is the only way you will behave
When Yuan met those watery eyes, he felt helpless and anxious, but more than that, he was puzzled.
He knew that Xingxing didn't like him killing innocent people, so in order to please her, he listened to her and obeyed her. There was nothing wrong with that.
But there is always a bottom line.
This bottom line is her.
Because of Xingxing's fear of nightmares, he endured Fang Ming's provocation.
Because of Xingxing's deep affection for him alone, and also because Xingxing had no feelings for Qin Feng, he tolerated this man's coveting and greed.
He could endure more, and he could suppress the murderous intent that was surging in his heart for her, but he couldn't do it when her life was at stake and he had to think about how to prevent that person from losing his life.
Why did he protect Shen Li? Why did he let go of a criminal who tried to harm his treasure?
Even lingchi and cutting out her heart could not vent his anger, let alone let her go.
As for Gu Nuo, it was an accident, but also what he wanted in his heart, so he fulfilled Gu Nuo's wish. Is that also wrong?
He doesn't understand.
But now the woman looked extremely sad, tears streaming down her face, burning his heart and lungs.
He looked into her tearful eyes, wiped away the tears that fell on her chin, and tried to back away: "How could I let you worry about it? If you think it's wrong, just blame it all on me—"
"Of course I blame you!"
Xu Xingxing interrupted him, her tear-stained eyes tinged with hatred. "You pulled out Xiao Ran's tongue, and I searched everywhere, hoping to make amends. You killed Cheng Xue and Fang Qi, and then chained me up. My rationality couldn't overcome my longing for you, and I kept giving in. I thought you'd change, that you could change, but what about now? Why are you like this again?"
"Yuan, I love you, I love you very much, but everything has its limits. You clearly know the insecurity and self-blame in my heart, yet you still treat human life with such disregard. Even my uncle, who was so close to me, died because of you. I want to ask you, how can I feel at ease with you? How can I still be with you? Am I emotionless? What you think is reason is reason, but my feelings are nothing?!"
The knuckles of Hou Yuan holding her fair wrist were tense and white, the veins on his forehead bulged, and he was also angry: "Why can't you be with me? I changed the stars, I really changed! I never killed anyone casually again. If you don't want me to, I will endure it, but at that time, it was your life. Do you want me to watch you die? What's more, if I hadn't extracted Shu Ji's soul, they only had the soul-destroying lamp as a way out. In detail, Chen Li can live for another half hour, and she should be grateful to me. Even if I took her life, what would it matter? And Gu Nuo, isn't Chen Li his sweetheart? He should not want to live alone after Chen Li is dead. Killing him is also a fulfillment -"
Bang!
A crisp slap stopped all the words in Yuan's throat.
Xu Xingxing stared blankly at his slightly tilted face, a feeling of pity welling up in her heart, but she suppressed it forcefully and said in a cold voice:
"roll."
The scattered hair swept across his face. Although she could not see the color of his half-closed eyes, the half of his face that was hit by her quickly turned red, and the contrast with his white neck was even more shocking.
She used all her strength and now her palms were numb.
She saw him gently extend his red tongue and lick the blood from the corner of his lips. Just when she thought he would be furious, he slowly turned his face, his expression quite calm, as if nothing had happened. He picked up the medicine bowl, heated it in his hands, and said lightly:
"Drink the medicine."
Xu Xingxing curled up her numb hands slightly and said impatiently, "Put it there. I'll drink it after you leave."
"Drink it first, then I'll leave." Yuan Yuan scooped another spoonful of medicine and handed it to her lips.
The bitter smell of the medicine stimulated her sense of smell, making her even more irritated. She raised her hand and knocked over the spoonful of medicine, and the spoon fell to the ground and broke into pieces.
Looking at the medicine stains spilled on the ground, Wei Yuan suddenly smiled and tilted his head slightly to ask, "Xingxing, do you know how I fed you during the time you were unconscious?"
Xu Xingxing didn't want to know, but before she could open her mouth to reply, she saw Wei Yuan suddenly drink the medicine, hold her jaw with one hand, and lean over to kiss her.
The hand was too swift and powerful, and before she could react, it grabbed her chin as she was about to close it. The hot tongue followed closely, and her lips and teeth were easily pried open. The bitter and tongue-twisting medicine and the man's lips and tongue attacked her forcefully, and she had no time to react before she was forced to take a big mouthful of the medicine.
After the man stepped back, she leaned over and coughed violently, but before she could finish, her cheek was lifted up again, and she was caught up in this almost tortured kiss and medicine feeding again.
The bitter taste swirled freely in the mouth, and the man's demands were even more overbearing and arrogant.
Her body was sunken deep into the pillow, and her neck was forced to tilt back to the extreme. The man pressed her down and held her, and she couldn't move even a little bit.
Her nose was useless and she couldn't breathe at all. Her mouth was forcefully blocked by the man, and her mouth was filled with the potion that the man had passed to her.
Soon, she felt extremely suffocated. Every time this happened, the man would loosen his lips and tongue a little, giving her a moment of respite, but it was only for a moment, only a moment, before he would cover her again.
At first, he would hold her jaw to force her to swallow. Later, when she lost the strength to resist, his hand went to her neck and gently stroked her throat.
As if checking whether she had really swallowed it.
Tears continued to well up in her half-closed eyes, and her vision soon became blurry. However, this man did not soften his movements as he did before. He just held her, kissed her, lingered between her lips and teeth, and fed her medicine one mouthful after another.
Until her nose, mouth, and even her entire body were filled with the bitter smell of medicine, until her surroundings were filled with his scent, until the bowl of medicine was completely empty.
But he still didn't stop.
He kissed her lips and bit her tongue while the hand on her throat slowly slid down to her collarbone.
He lingered at her collarbone for a few times and then lightly hooked his finger, lifting the thin shirt on her chest.
His lips moved down, licking, biting and kissing along the route of his fingertips, over and over again.
After a long time, he finally stopped, buried his face in the crook of her neck, hugged her and said, "During the time you were in a coma, you needed to drink medicine three times a day, fed with a spoon. You never drank it, because that was the only way you behaved. You even held my lips and tongue and wouldn't let me go. Xingxing... Xingxing, how could I let you go? I know you're heartbroken now, but you'll forget it after a while. Let's just be like before, okay?"
Xu Xingxing breathed heavily under him, and it took a long time for her to catch her breath. The warmth that she used to crave now only made her feel bored. She said coldly, "I'm done drinking. Can you get out of here now?"
But she ignored how shameless Yuan was. He still held her tightly, with no intention of getting up, and began to suck and lick her neck again.
"Yuan Yuan, I told you to get out, listen—ah!"
Not only did he not leave, he even bit her.
She was completely enraged.
She didn't want to say anything harsh, but she was lying on the bed now. This man had just fed her a stomach full of bitter medicine in such an uncomfortable and suffocating way. Her hands and feet were tied, and her body was pressed down. She just wanted to be alone and quiet for a while, but he refused.
The suffocating feeling from before was completely recalled, and the scene of Chen Li and his uncle being injured flashed back completely.
What is forgotten? What is the past?
Fuck it.
"Yuan Yuan, you think I can't get rid of you, right? Even if you can imprison my body, can you control my soul? I was not under your control when I came, so can you really stop me when I leave? I advise you to get out of here right now. I don't want to see you now. If you make me angry, I will-"
"What do you do?"
These four words were devoid of passion, filled with chillness. The man who said these words was still in the same posture, but his violent and rough breathing just now stopped instantly, and the air around him became chilly. Even his fiery body became colder and harder, causing her to shiver slightly.
But this is exactly the effect she wants. Doesn't she always know where to cut with the knife?
yes.
She is the one who can hurt people's hearts the most.
She sneered, "What can I do? Just leave. Do you think you know me well enough? Do you know the book in my sea of consciousness well enough? Even if this body cannot leave you, my soul has countless ways to escape this disgusting place."
Xu Yuan's body grew increasingly cold, as if he had been pulled out of ice water. Even his heart had stopped beating, but Xu Xingxing didn't stop. "I'm fed up, sick of it, and had enough. I can't control it anymore, so I don't care. Can't I just leave? Can't I just die? Out of sight, out of mind. Kill whoever you want, do whatever you want. It has nothing to do with me now!"
Wei Yuan didn't move for a long time.
for a long time.
When Xu Xingxing was almost thinking that he was asleep, he suddenly bit her neck. She was caught off guard and cried out in pain, but it was as if the fuse of explosives had been ignited.
He did not let go, but instead used more force, and soon a bloody smell came from her neck.
Bleeding?
Did he bite her and make her bleed?
Xu Xingxing was about to curse again when she suddenly felt a chill. She saw that all her clothes were burned to ashes by him, and even the bed and bedding were melted by the black air.
Before she could be shocked, the man came close to her and licked her blood like crazy. He then followed the blood-stained areas and wantonly kissed and bit her neck, collarbone, and even all over her body.
She finally felt scared, but her mind was blank and she had no idea what to say. Before she could react, the man grabbed her body forcefully, and then her whole body seemed to be split in half, and tears flowed out uncontrollably.
"Zhou Yuan...you!"
Her words were muffled in her throat. Hou Yuan panted heavily and kissed her with extremely violent and crazy movements, which almost made her feel like she was falling apart.
She was really scared and changed her name with a trembling voice: "Xiao Hei... Xiao Hei..."
The man's eyelids trembled slightly, and his eyes looked at her even more wildly and wantonly. He finally spoke, but it was a question: "Xingxing, just a shell... is it mine?"
But he didn't wait for her to reply, nor did he need her to reply. He leaned over like a madman and bit her body, leaving scarlet teeth marks one after another. He then licked the blood clean, and showed no mercy below. Xu Xingxing soon couldn't bear it anymore and said in a broken voice: "Yuan Yuan... Xiao Hei... It hurts so much, are you crazy? Are you crazy?... Wake up..."
Zhu Yuan finally raised his face from her and looked at her, and she finally saw his eyes clearly at this moment.
Those eyes were extremely red, yet strangely empty.
There is desolation beneath the madness, and there is stupor in the emptiness.
He placed his hands on either side of her body and looked at her, his movements not slowing down at all. He saw her groaning in pain and crying, but there was no passion in his eyes, only vast desolation and loneliness.
Black air lingered around him, and his eyes were bloodshot, as if Yama had crawled out of the underworld. Even his body was cold from beginning to end.
But he was looking at her, always looking at her.
It was as if he wanted to engrave her in his mind.
As she cried out in pain again, he finally spoke, but his voice was flat and mechanical:
"Xingxing, if you leave, I will flatten all of Kunlun to make your grave, and then grind those monks into powder and scatter them in front of your grave. I will burn the whole world to ashes, and then lie down in your grave. No, no... Xingxing, if I really can't find you, I will burn your body to ashes, refine it into a crystal, and place it in my heart, together with the letter you wrote to me. In this way, will we never be separated? No... and no..."
Wei Yuan proposed solutions again and again, and denied himself again and again.
However, Xu Xingxing grasped a key point in this painful and unsatisfying affair.
"Tell me... where did you put the letter I wrote to you?"
Hou Yuan's empty eyes were always looking at her. He gently held her hand and placed it on his chest. His strong heartbeat beat against her palm. His voice was steady, but it made her feel as cold and piercing as if she were in the dead of winter.
"Right here, do you want to see the stars?"
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