Chapter 84 Xiao Yuanshan asks for forgiveness

"Nuan Nuan, it's not me who needs to think about it, it's you who needs to think about it. I can't guarantee that I will be a very qualified boyfriend or husband. You know the nature of my job. I often have no control over myself. I can't be like other boyfriends who can be there whenever you need me. Sometimes I will make you worry about me. Even when you need me the most, I may not be able to arrive in time. Even so, are you still willing to agree to be with me?"

As a soldier, one is often forced to do things against one's will. What Xiao Jingyan said are all real problems. After he asked these questions, he felt like his heart was hanging high above his head.

Which woman doesn't want her boyfriend or husband to be by her side when she needs company?

But there are not so many perfect things. If everything could be done to perfection, then people would not have so many regrets in their lives.

Lin Nuanhui held his hand, her eyes serious and firm, "No matter what, I am also a military family member. I already knew what you said. If I minded, I would not have liked you from the beginning."

Both of them had deep affection in their eyes, and each other's faces were reflected clearly in their eyes. At this moment, they firmly chose each other.

Now the house viewing was legitimate. When Lin Nuan was viewing the house, she put herself in the shoes of the future hostess and had a lot of ideas.

The house has a north-south layout, with the kitchen and dining room next to each other. If it is designed well, it will definitely become a warm home in the future.

Xiao Jingyan directly handed the house decoration task over to Lin Nuan and asked her to decorate it according to her ideas.

The two also agreed to meet the engineer who was responsible for the house decoration tomorrow to discuss how the house should be decorated.

After the two of them had some fantasies in the house, Xiao Jingyan drove Lin Nuan back home again.

Lin Nuan did not plan to tell her family about the relationship, and Xiao Jingyan respected her decision.

However, just because he had no official status for the time being, the aggrieved man sitting in the car made Lin Nuan feel funny for a moment.

Obviously, it is a big wolfdog, but at this moment it is like a wronged pug.

Lin Nuan wanted to get off the car, but when she saw his eager and aggrieved look, she thought it was cute, so she just leaned over and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek.

"This is my compensation to you."

Then she got out of the car quickly, and ran into the house without looking back, amid the man's stunned and silly laughter.

Lin Nuan knew her face must be very red without looking in the mirror. She fanned herself vigorously at the door, hoping to cool her face and calm herself down. While changing her shoes, she looked into the house with a guilty conscience. She breathed a sigh of relief when she saw no one in the living room. After changing her shoes, she trotted back to her room.

Xiao Jingyan, who was still in the car, was not calm either. The soft touch from before seemed to still remain on his face. He had a silly smile on his face, and he smiled like a young boy.

Staring at the tightly closed door of the He family, it was as if he could see the girl he had been thinking about through the heavy door.

He stared at it for a long time before excitedly starting the car and leaving.

When Xiao Jingyan returned to the Criminal Investigation Team, he saw Xiao Yuanshan waiting at the door of the police station.

When Xiao Yuanshan saw Xiao Jingyan's car, he walked over quickly.

"Jing Yan, why don't you come home and live? You are my only son now. Don't worry, I won't ask anything of you in the future. I just hope that our family can be together."

He has lowered his status as a father and is now just a father who wants his son to come home.

When he returned home and learned that Xiao Jingyan had taken away all his luggage, he realized that his son did not return home because he had forgiven him, but to further investigate Bai Ling and even him.

"Home" Xiao Jingyan's expression was sarcastic.

"That's your home, not mine. We're not on the same household register anymore. You should know why I went back this time. I will never go back to that home again. You're not too old now, so it's no problem for you to marry another woman and have a child. But you'd better be more cautious next time and don't be someone else's scapegoat again."

He also knows how to stab people where it hurts.

Xiao Jingyan's words made Xiao Yuanshan's face turn like a color palette, first white and then red to black.

But who can you blame for this? You have to bear the consequences of your own actions.

Although he is not yet 50 years old, there is nothing wrong with him marrying another woman. There is no problem at all.

But at his current age, even if he gets married, he will marry a divorced woman, and in the end he will be raising someone else's child.

Moreover, he is now afraid of the rope after being bitten by a snake. He is worried that he will be plotted against by a woman again, and all the property he worked so hard to earn will end up being taken away by others.

He also knew that he had hurt his son's heart, and it couldn't be repaired by just a few words, but he still wanted to show his determination.

"Jing Yan, I was also schemed by Bai Ling at the beginning, and I regret it very much. I know you resent and hate me, and I don't ask you to forgive me now, but now we are each other's only relatives. Don't worry, I will not marry again in the future. It is enough for me to have you as my son. In the future, all my property will be yours. I just hope that you can come home and see me when you have time. Is that okay?"

He pleaded almost humbly, with tears of regret in his eyes.

But when Xiao Jingyan looked at him like that, he couldn't feel any sympathy in his heart. He just felt that he deserved it. Instead, he felt a little relieved.

"You brought this upon yourself. My mom took care of your grandparents and managed the household for you so that you wouldn't have to worry about anything. But what about you? Not long after your grandparents passed away, we thought we could be reunited as a family and no longer have to be separated. But you got together with Bai Ling. Why didn't you think about your wife and children at home? Now the woman you worked so hard to marry has cheated on you, and you've raised someone else's child for more than a decade in vain. That must be a hard feeling, right? You have to bear it. It's your own choice.

As for whether you will marry and have children in the future, it has nothing to do with me. I will not take your property, and you should not come to me and disturb my life."

Forgiveness, impossible.

Some people can be forgiven for doing wrong things, but some mistakes are not worth forgiving and cannot be forgiven.

Xiao Jingyan knew that even if what he did was understandable, it would still cause criticism. However, he was not a person who cared about what others said. After saying this, he locked the car and left without caring whether Xiao Yuanshan could accept it or not.

Xiao Yuanshan looked at his son's determined back as he left. His back seemed to bend a little more, and his whole body was filled with powerlessness and decadence. In the end, he could only leave dejectedly.