When did this certainty, which she herself was unaware of, begin?
Ke Meiyu couldn't quite explain it, but it must have been much earlier than when he admitted that he was Ying Yan!
However, once this thin layer of glass was broken, Ke Meiyu's emotions changed drastically.
How long has it been since she last thought of her past life?
She could still remember her foolish act of wanting to kill herself to demand her freedom from him. The moment the zombie king ripped out her heart, the pain was unbearable, but her inherent stubbornness, her unyielding refusal to turn back even when she hit a wall, allowed her to hold on until her last breath in front of him. What did she say?
"Ying Yan, that's good. We're even now, aren't we?"
"In the next life, can we not know each other? I don't want to be a substitute, I just want to live a peaceful and smooth life..."
"Don't cry. Sigh, I really don't want to die. I'm still so young. I haven't even been in a relationship yet, and I haven't had a baby."
"Besides, I look so ugly like this, I've even lost my heart..."
Her last thought was that the man was holding her and crying like a child.
The heart-wrenching grief made her want to hug him back and comfort him, and talk to him more.
At that moment, she truly regretted it.
Now, a lifetime has passed, and with tears in her eyes, she felt incredibly guilty, angry, and ashamed. She turned and pushed the person away, saying, "Why are you telling me all this?"
"Don't you think it's too late for you to be honest with me now?"
Ying Yan remained motionless, and said with a wronged expression, "I didn't provoke you at first."
"So you just watch me, watch me stupidly run into you?"
“I thought you were heartbroken and wanted to find someone to have a marriage of convenience, so I went along with it,” he said sincerely.
Ke Meiyu glared at him, thinking he was a spider spinning its web, waiting for her, this flying insect, to foolishly crash into it.
Seeing the man's attitude of letting her do whatever she wanted, Ke Meiyu was both angry and amused.
They've already had five children, and apart from the entanglement in their past life, there's no conflict between them. Not only would she not allow it, but her family wouldn't allow her to act recklessly and would want to end the marriage.
He was sure he couldn't really do anything to him, wasn't he?
"If you don't leave, I will," she huffed, pushing the person away and heading out.
Ying Yan hugged her tightly. "Don't go, Yu'er. If you're angry, just tell me. Don't bottle it up inside, it'll hurt your health."
"How should I vent my anger? Should I hit you, yell at you, or do something else to you? You can vent your anger and life will go on as usual? You'll feel better, but what about me? I've been played like a fool by you for five years!"
Ying Yan didn't say a word, he just held her tightly.
The two seemed to be holding their breath, and finally Ying Yan said in a hoarse voice, "Yu'er, I gave you a chance, but you didn't want it and insisted on choosing me."
“After that, I swore that I would never give you a chance to escape, and that I would follow you for all eternity.”
"I know I'm too stubborn with you, but you're the only light in my life, you've occupied all my tenderness since I was little, how could you..."
Ke Meiyu sighed softly and reached out to hug him back. "How could you be so foolish? You can bring me back to life, but you can't go find your cinnabar mole, your white moonlight?"
"What are you talking about?" Ying Yan frowned, suddenly pulling her away, a sense of unease creeping into his heart. "What cinnabar mole, white moonlight? I've only ever known one woman in both my lives!"
Ke Meiyu glared at me. "I know, do you think that you can't find your white moonlight in a new place, and you're not wearing the token around your neck, so you're just making up an excuse for me?"
Ying Yan couldn't help but bite her cheek, his face darkening: "Did you cause a lot of trouble because of this in your previous life?"
"Ha, you have one person in your heart and another sleeping under your bed, and I can't even get angry?"
"What kind of token is so precious, like a treasure, that they won't even let you see it!"
The veins on his forehead were bulging.
Ying Yan patiently said, "Yu'er, from now on, let's talk things out between us, okay?"
"There is no cinnabar mole, no white moonlight, and no substitute. It has only been you from beginning to end! The pocket watch around my neck is the one you left behind when we were children on a school trip. The photo inside is one of the few photos of us together."
"I didn't show it to you because you don't like me at all, and you like to break things. I was afraid you would take away and destroy this hope of mine, so..."
Ke Meiyu's eyes widened. What a huge misunderstanding!
Have you been drinking your own vinegar for ten years?
Her eyes darted nervously here and there, she was incredibly embarrassed, yet secretly delighted.
"Can't you explain it to me properly? I'm not an unreasonable person," she muttered under her breath.
"What do you think?" Ying Yan pulled the person into his arms.
Having never experienced the ten years since the apocalypse, never tasted love, and never faced life and death, she was protected like a porcelain doll. Apart from fulfilling her duty as a little sun, she acted like a child who had never grown up.
The two of them never had a single calm conversation.
Ke Meiyu banged her head against him, saying, "Let's move on, the apocalypse is over, let's not talk about this anymore."
"From now on, we'll just live our lives well."
“Okay,” Ying Yan nodded.
Ke Meiyu's eyes darted around, and she looked up at him with bright eyes: "Ying Yan, what kind of superpower did you bring with you?"
"It's a pity I had a child. Apart from having better mental strength, my lucky charm life, speed, and strength were all passed on to my child, and there's also space."
Knowing that Ying Yan was the big shot from her previous life, she didn't hide any secrets and laid them all out.
Mentioning this, Ying Yan couldn't help but tap her forehead, "I've never seen anyone use their lucky streak like this! You're using it all for having kids? Giving birth to all your babies in one painful session?"
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