He slumped down at the carved desk, his fingertips repeatedly stroking the slightly sunken gold-stamped words on the diary cover, as if this could preserve something.
The autumn wind outside the window blew dead leaves against the glass, making a faint whimpering sound that mixed with his disordered breathing, and was particularly clear in the silent room.
The contents of this diary overturned the firm worldview he had established since childhood. Touching the familiar leather again now was like holding a dying ember, burning his fingertips and making them tremble.
With trembling hands, he reopened the diary, and the yellowed pages rustled between his fingers. The penmanship was so strong that it could be seen through the back of the paper, recording Qin Ying's panic when she first entered the book, and his compassion for "Qin Ying's" fate.
The memory seemed to return to the hospital ward that day - she calmly and stubbornly explained all her secrets, without pride or arrogance, but only sincerity and calmness.
Calmly narrating all the unreasonable things about her:
"Fu Hanzhou, I come from decades later!"
The calmness and determination in her eyes at that time were like a thorn piercing his heart, forcing him to believe it.
Afraid to believe!
The further you turn the pages, the more tenderness appears in the handwriting.
Fu Hanzhou's Adam's apple rolled violently, thinking of the ending he had seen in his dream when he was unconscious. Now that he thought about it, she had changed more than just the ending of "Qin Ying".
It's the end for everyone!
But if it was to change the ending for everyone and make her just a flash in the pan, he would rather change it himself instead of her!
This way he wouldn't have to be so heartbroken!
Because of her appearance, she would no longer let him live out his life alone in a border outpost out of regret, and turn into a monument in the ice and snow.
Until the handwriting on the last page suddenly caught my eye. The familiar pen strokes trembled slightly, and the ink had irregular edges smudged by tears.
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