The same goes for Jiang Junmo. His impression of Lu Xia has also changed a lot.
Due to physical reasons, he has been relatively silent since childhood, which made him accustomed to observing people, but he is sensitive and delicate by nature and can easily see what a person's character is like.
When they first met, he thought Lu Xia was a cold person who was just used to pretending to be enthusiastic. Although he seemed quiet and easy to get along with, he actually kept others at a distance in his heart and found it difficult to open up to others.
But after getting to know her, I realized that she was a very simple person. It was just that maybe because of the influence of her family, she was forced to disguise herself, forced to be full of thorns, and pretend to be indifferent because she was afraid of being hurt.
But this is what makes it even more heartbreaking.
He knew that in Lu Xia's heart, the only reason she wanted to marry him was to get out of her current situation.
But in his heart, marriage is a lifelong thing!
The reason why he agreed was that he didn't dislike Lu Xia at that time, but after getting along with her, he found that he slowly fell in love with her.
So he vowed to treat her well in the future.
He might not have been able to do it before, but after his health gradually improved, Jiang Junmo became more and more confident and believed that he would be able to give Lu Xia a better life in the future.
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The two chatted a lot that night, and Jiang Junmo rarely spoke a lot.
He talked about his childhood, his former inferiority complex and sadness, and his regret for not being able to do what he liked due to physical reasons.
Fortunately, he later learned to paint and found pleasure in it, but after a few years of study, he lost contact with his teacher for various reasons...
Later he said that although he had taken the initiative to sign up to go to the countryside, he was actually very worried and uneasy. After going to the countryside, he couldn't adapt to the life there at first and once thought he would die there.
It was not until I met Lu Xia and ate the food she cooked that I gradually felt at ease and gained confidence in life in the country.
Finally, he talked about marriage, the comfort of living with Lu Xia for so long, and the surprise of feeling his health gradually getting better after marriage.
We talked about a lot of things, big and small.
In the dim candlelight, Lu Xia's eyes actually moistened when she saw him at last...
After hearing Jiang Junmo's inner words, she felt a little surprised and sighed.
It turns out that he once had so many regrets. It turns out that he once wanted to give up, but in the end he still chose to love and work hard to live.
Lu Xia didn't know why Jiang Junmo said this to her, but she could feel his happiness.
After thinking about it, she reached out and opened the fruit wine she had bought earlier, poured each of them a glass, and started drinking with him.
She thought that the fruit wine was sweet and not strong enough to make her drunk, so she drank two more glasses, thinking that since Jiang Junmo was so happy, she might as well celebrate with him.
Unexpectedly, she got a little drunk while drinking.
She also started talking about her own experiences, but she was careful to control herself so as not to reveal anything.
He only said that he had a hard life when he was a child and was not taken seriously. He worked hard every day to find ways to change the status quo. After trying for a long time, his life was finally getting better, but he ended up moving to another place.
Originally she was talking about her childhood experience in an orphanage and her later time travel, but Jiang Junmo sounded like she was talking about how her parents treated her badly when she was a child and how she suddenly went to the countryside.
You know what, the two stories sounded quite similar, at least Jiang Junmo didn't hear anything wrong.
But in the end, Lu Xia became more and more sad as she spoke, and I don’t know if it was due to the influence of alcohol, but she suddenly burst into tears.
I cried and wondered how I was so unlucky. I finally got my work on track, but suddenly I was in a completely different environment, an era where I was unfamiliar with the place and had to be careful in everything I did.
She was worried and uneasy, but she still had to try her best to live on because she knew she could not go back.
So the more I cried, the more miserable I became...
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