Du Lili had deep insights during this visit to the capital.
Just like Su Ying said, girls still have to think about themselves.
Compared to Su Ying's experience, she is actually quite happy. However, in the eyes of her parents, she is actually a useless daughter and she will get married in the end.
Du Lili said gratefully: "Thank you, Dad, thank you, Mom."
During her stay in the capital, Ruan Shiyu came to see Du Lili several times, but was rejected by Feng Xiaojun.
Feng Xiaojun knew that although Du Lili looked carefree, she was actually very timid and did not have any messy thoughts or ideas at all.
For fear that she might say something in front of Du Lili that would irritate her, Feng Xiaojun didn't let them meet her at all.
Ruan Shiyu originally thought that Feng Xiaojun was using Du Lili to make her angry, until Du Lili became pregnant.
Du Lili also felt that Ruan Shiyu's eyes seemed different when she looked at Feng Xiaojun, but she didn't ask any more questions.
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Why ask so many questions?
After all, the truth can sometimes be chilling.
The couple stayed at home for almost a month, and Feng Feiyan only stayed for a few days.
Feng Feiyan had just left when Zhang Ming also left.
In Feng Xiaojun's opinion, Brother Zhang Ming is also a man of great perseverance. He has been following his sister for several years, but she has never been tempted.
Feng Xiaojun seemed to see his former self in Zhang Ming.
But then again, Ruan Shiyu can't compare to her sister.
When Du Lili and Feng Xiaojun came back from the capital, they bought a lot of things. When they came in from the gate of the compound, they gave a lot of candies to people they met along the way. They were all good stuff from Haishi.
This kid Feng Xiaojun looks much calmer than before.
Du Lili was happy. As soon as she came back, she brought roast duck, some candy and some snacks to Su Ying.
Su Ying's children are a little older now. Both of them can sit up. The two children are dressed exactly the same and are rolling around in the bed, holding rattles and babbling.
Lu Dongsheng was not around, and Su Ying was overwhelmed. She had just come back from preparing complementary food for them.
As soon as Du Lili came in, she started to play with the children and said with a smile, "Ah, I was away for a month and these two babies have changed again. You fed them so well."
I don’t know if it’s because she hasn’t been to work, but Du Lili felt that after not seeing Su Ying for more than a month, her skin was very translucent and moisturized, and she looked very elegant.
Du Lili tilted her head, her eyes fixed on Su Ying's face.
"Why are you looking at me like that?"
"You are beautiful. Your eyes have become more attractive since you became a mother. And your figure. You used to be skinny, but now you have big breasts, a thin waist and long legs."
Su Ying was also amused: "Oh, you are really good at forming words. It seems that you feel good about going to the capital this time.
How are your parents-in-law treating you well? "
"Well, they treat me well. They are very nice people, and I also have a sister-in-law with a very good personality."
Su Ying was also happy for her: "That's great, you are so good, of course you deserve the best.
Look, you have finally come to the end of your suffering."
A trace of sadness flashed in Du Lili's eyes.
"Actually, I don't think I'm good enough for him. He's really good."
Su Ying smiled and said, "What are you talking about? You are not bad either.
By the way, I heard that there are night school classes in the county now. If you want to improve yourself, you can sign up."
Du Lili put her hand on her belly, seeming to want to say something but stopping herself.
Su Ying was not slow to react. After she realized what was happening, she smiled and said, "Are you pregnant?"
"Yes, I'm pregnant. It's been more than a month."
Su Ying was also happy when she heard it: "Then you should just give birth to the baby first."
"However, I plan to apply for adult college. He is so outstanding. I think I will feel worthy of him when I stand next to him."
Su Ying was happy that Du Lili had this kind of ideological awareness.
"Okay, I support you."
Du Lili can still go to work in the cannery, and she wants to go with Su Ying, but Su Ying still has to take care of the children.
"By the way, are you still not able to work at the cannery this year?"
"I can't go even if I want to. I have two children. If it was just one, I could take him to the office. But now it's not easy to take care of two children."
Du Lili felt that Su Ying was already very capable.
The compound calmed down temporarily, and Du Lili also signed up for the adult college entrance examination. She also wanted to stand beside Feng Xiaojun with confidence through her own efforts.
In September 1979, Du Lili gave birth to a daughter, and at the same time, Su Ying became pregnant again.
She has been feeling very sleepy lately and seems to have no energy at all.
Early in the morning, he asked Li Xiumei to help look after the child while he went to the hospital for a check-up.
When Lu Dongsheng came back from the training ground, Su Ying was lying beside the table with a sullen look on her face.
She was still sleeping soundly when he left in the morning. She must have been annoyed by the two little brats because he was not there all morning.
"What's wrong with my queen? Who made you unhappy?"
Lu Dongsheng saw that the two children had fallen asleep and placed the briefcase in front of Su Ying.
Su Ying glanced at him sideways, snorted coldly and turned her head away.
Don't want to bother with him.
Don't want to see yourself?
What on earth is going on?
Could it be that my wife’s anger has something to do with me?
"Wife, what's wrong with you? Tell me who bullied you and I'll help you vent your anger."
"Huh, you're not ashamed to say that. Who else could it be?"
"I did something wrong, can't I just tell you and I'll change it?"
"Look for yourself what this is."
She slapped the checkup form in front of Lu Dongsheng, who picked it up and looked at it. Is she pregnant again?
This is really because of him.
But it’s not his fault. Is it okay for a man to be capable?
That’s right, I already have two little kids lying down, and if I get pregnant with another one, I’ll be really busy in the future. What should I do?
Thinking about taking care of three children in the future, Su Ying became more and more depressed and couldn't help but burst into tears.
"What should I do? What should I do?"
This is her child, how could she bear to abort it?
Lu Dongsheng really didn't know how to coax her, so he grabbed the chair and moved forward.
"Wife, I was wrong. I was really wrong."
"What's the point of saying it wrong? What should we do now? We already have a child, what should we do?
Others have two babies in three years, but I have three in three years. How come I am like a rabbit?"
Su Ying feels that taking care of children can really make you depressed.
Although the child is very cute, I feel like my soul is being kicked out when he cries.
From morning to night, all the time is spent on the children.
"Since she's pregnant, let's just give birth to the baby.
I know you’re working hard, I’ll take care of the child when I’m not busy.
If it doesn't work, we can find someone to help."
What Lu Dongsheng is thinking about now is to go to the village in front to find an older aunt to help.
Su Ying's mind was in a mess, and the arrival of this child made her feel very uncomfortable.
She didn't know how to choose, after all, this was a living being.
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