Su Ying knew very well that this meant finding a nanny.
It’s not impossible to find a nanny. Things are different now than before anyway.
I'm just worried that if I find a sloppy person, he won't be able to help and will cause trouble for her.
Su Ying was feeling a little depressed and didn't even have an appetite to eat.
Lu Dongsheng cooked porridge for the children and went to the canteen to get food while it was cooking.
Su Ying didn't eat dinner, and neither did he.
Su Ying had a dream in which the child grabbed her hand and wouldn't let go. She woke up crying that night.
Seeing her so sad, Lu Dongsheng hugged her tightly and immediately made a very difficult decision.
After a while, she said, "How about we just give up this child?"
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Su Ying raised her hand and pinched his waist.
"I just dreamed about my child. He held my hand tightly and wouldn't let go. I felt so sad."
Lu Dongsheng's heart skipped a beat. Su Ying thought, that's a good idea. The three children will grow up together. She will focus on translation in the next few years. When the children grow up together, she can do other things.
Su Ying didn't know whether she was crying for herself or for something else.
She said, "Give birth to the child. It will be good for you to grow up together."
If she remembered correctly, once the child was born, family planning would be strictly enforced.
Since she has decided to give birth to this child, she still hopes that she won't be born at this time.
Lu Dongsheng felt that although he was the child's father, he had no right to decide whether the child should stay or go.
Men just make themselves comfortable, but it is women who bear the pain.
Being pregnant for nine months and breastfeeding day and night, just thinking about these things can torture a woman beyond recognition.
You'll be pissed off if you don't go crazy.
The family has bought a radio, and the children still come to watch TV in the evening, but Su Ying is pregnant again. The next morning, Lu Dongsheng privately talked to several comrades who have children.
Su Ying was still worried that the children would come home to watch TV after dinner, but strangely, after dinner tonight, the yard was quiet and no child was running around. She stood at the window and looked outside in confusion.
Du Lili has quit her job at the cannery. It's tiring to take care of one child alone, and Su Ying is taking care of two children while she is pregnant.
Li Xiumei's youngest daughter can now walk and talk. She has a soft and cute voice and is prettier than Mengmeng. Chen Qi also dotes on these three children.
When she had nothing to do, she came to help Su Ying take care of the children. Su Ying was still sleepy, so Li Xiumei sometimes took the two children to her room.
The New Year is approaching. It's winter and too cold outside, so Su Ying stays at home when she has nothing to do.
That day, the young comrade on duty at the gate brought a letter to Su Ying, which was mailed from Lu Dongsheng's hometown.
Lu Dongsheng hadn't come back yet, so Su Ying didn't open it first, wanting to wait for him to see it.
She was suffering from severe morning sickness and didn't want to eat much. Lu Dongsheng came back in the evening and made dumpling soup and potato pancakes.
He made chili sauce and stir-fried hot and sour cabbage.
The simple meal was served. Su Ying ate a piece of potato pancake, drank a few sips of soup, and her eyes fell on the envelope on the bedside table.
"By the way, I received a letter from home this afternoon. Please open it later."
Lu Dongsheng glanced at the envelope and stuffed a large piece of potato cake into his mouth.
"I'll wait and see after I finish eating."
He put another piece of cake into Su Ying's bowl.
"Eat another piece."
"No more."
"Then go get some sleep."
"Yeah, okay."
Su Ying was really sleepy. After Su Ying lay down, Lu Dongsheng put the two children on the inside of the bed.
He was worried that the child would fall from the bed, so he placed a wooden stake next to the bed. At both ends of the stake were cloth barriers made by Su Ying, so the child would not fall out.
After Lu Dongsheng cleaned the kitchen and mopped the floor, he washed the two children's clothes, dried them, folded them neatly and put them in the cupboard.
This way my wife can relax a little.
He now mostly rolls noodles in the evening or prepares dishes for the next day in advance.
He had long been accustomed to this kind of life and felt that no matter how much he did, he could not replace his wife.
After finishing all this, the two children fell asleep in a mess on the bed.
The house is not big and there is a stove inside, so it is very warm.
Worried that she wouldn't sleep well, Lu Dongsheng took the two children to the study.
He sleeps with the child at night.
Su Ying slept until late at night. She woke up with a start and felt empty around her.
She turned on the bedside lamp and saw that Lu Dongsheng and the two children were not there.
Where are the children?
Where are the children?
She got out of bed in a panic, turned on the light in the living room, and hurried to the study. The moment she opened the door, she saw the ** scene in the light from the living room.
Lu Dongsheng slowly sat up from the bed and said, "Why did you wake up?"
"Why did you bring the child to the study?"
"I'm worried that you won't be able to sleep well. I'll take care of the child if he's hungry at night. Just take care of your health."
Su Ying's eyes were red for a moment. He was really a very competent husband and a very responsible father.
Her heart softened instantly.
Lying on the bed again, the bed that usually seemed crowded now seemed terribly large.
It turned out that she had already gotten used to this kind of life.
The next morning, Su Ying saw that he hadn't read the letter on the bedside table yet, so she asked, "Why haven't you read the letter from home yet?"
"I forgot about it after I was busy yesterday. You can open it and take a look first. I'll come back at noon and take a look."
"Let's wait until you come back at noon and watch it together."
"That's fine."
"I've cooked the brown sugar eggs for you. Put the stove down and turn it off. Remember to eat them later. After you finish eating, put the bowl aside and wait for me to come back at noon to wash it."
"Okay, got it."
Lu Dongsheng gave instructions for a long time before he was reluctant to go out.
He waited until Lu Dongsheng came back at noon and opened the envelope while eating, but the more he looked at it, the more silent he became.
Su Ying looked up at him, noticed his abnormality, and asked, "Why are you suddenly silent? Is there something wrong at home?"
"No, let's eat first."
He coughed dryly, put the letter away and put it where Su Ying couldn't reach.
In the past, he would read letters from home to himself with a smile.
But today, he read a few sentences and stopped.
"What is it?"
Lu Dongsheng grinned and said casually, "It's really nothing."
The more he did this, the more Su Ying felt something was wrong.
She stretched out her hand, stared at him seriously, and said sternly, "Give it to me."
Lu Dongsheng hesitated for a moment, but still handed the envelope to Su Ying.
Su Ying opened it and took a look. The more she read, the more her hands began to tremble.
Lu Dongsheng...
It turns out that he is not the son of Lu Dahai and Zhao Yulan.
Su Ying looked up at Lu Dongsheng and continued to read, her words full of apologies.
The letter said that his father died for his country, his mother remarried, and now wanted to come back to recognize him.
But the letter did not elaborate on why he was left to the couple.
Su Ying slowly folded the letter and put it into the envelope, then gently handed it to Lu Dongsheng.
She thought about what she said when she quarreled with Lu Xiaofang.
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