Chapter 128 [VIP] Lifesaver (15)
After Xiao Feihe finished speaking, Jin Xinli glanced behind him again and saw Nan Yan's head with red cheeks sticking out from under the quilt. Her eyes accidentally met him and she subconsciously retracted them. Then she gently patted the person in front of her, signaling him to hurry up.
At that moment, Jin Lili could almost feel the blood rushing from his chest to his mouth, but he forced himself to hold it back. He clenched his fists tightly to prevent himself from rushing over and taking the man away, and then turned around.
The two of them walked out one after the other until they reached a remote and quiet open space outside. After making sure that there was no one around, Jin Li finally stopped.
He turned around and stared at Xiao Feihe behind him with resentment. His eyes were filled with viciousness, anger, jealousy, and all kinds of hatred. His gaze was as cold as a poisonous snake. He wanted to cut the man in front of him into pieces.
"Do you think you can do whatever you want with your status as a prince? Or do you think love means doing this to her in advance? You sneak into a woman's bedroom without a matchmaker or an engagement. Is this your upbringing?"
"Who do you think she is? Do you think she is one of those girls you played with before? That's why you treat her so recklessly? Is this what you call love?"
Xiao Feihe frowned subconsciously, what Jin Lianli said was too harsh. His reputation was a bit bad, but he had never played with those women, and he didn't play with Yanyan either, but was just in love with her, and it was hard for him to control himself for a while.
Besides, it was a matter between the two of them, and had nothing to do with others. Xiao Feihe thought of the man who had taken the initiative to kiss him just now, and his heart seemed to soften like a pool of warm water. How could there be such a person who likes to play tricks? If he can't get over it, he will use all kinds of means to bully others, and finally apologize in a soft voice. In that case, how could he bear it?
But he couldn't and wouldn't say that. It was a secret between him and Yanyan, so he wouldn't tell the person in front of him.
Xiao Feihe took a deep breath, raised his head and looked directly at the man, then said in a calm and sober voice, "Master Jin, you don't have to worry about this matter. This prince has already made up his mind. When I return to the city, I will ask a matchmaker to go to the Li Mansion to propose marriage. The time has also been set. In addition, Master Jin, please be careful with your words. This prince is not the kind of guy who only knows how to spend money and play with women as you say. Master Jin should also know that rumors in the capital cannot be trusted."
The dark eyes looked deeply at Jin Nili opposite him, and repeated again, "Everything I said is true. I will be responsible for Yanyan. I like Yanyan and I love her out of love. It's not intentional. Also, as long as Lord Jin doesn't tell anyone about what happened today, no one else will know about it, and Yanyan's reputation will not be ruined."
When Jin Xinli heard these words, especially when he talked about his decision to go to Li's house to propose marriage to Nan Yan, at that moment, he felt as if he was struck by thunder and his chest was hit hard.
Proposing marriage...how dare he? !
Jin Li suddenly tightened his grip.
His whole body suddenly froze and he couldn't stop shaking. He gritted his teeth and held on, staring at the man in front of him, wishing he could kill him immediately.
But...he couldn't.
In the end, it seemed as if he could no longer hold back. His thin red lips slightly opened and closed. He stared gloomily at the person in front of him, and the words he uttered were icy and full of hatred.
"Marry her? What qualifications do you have to marry her? What do you have that makes you worthy of her? How can a piece of trash like you marry her? You are worthy of her!"
Xiao Feihe was belittled from beginning to end, as if he was trampled into the mud, but he was not annoyed. He knew that the angrier Jin Lili was, the more it showed that he was jealous and angry, and there was no way to stop it.
He sneered, then looked at the man and retorted without any scruples, "It's not up to you to decide whether we are worthy or not. As long as Yanyan likes me and is willing to marry me, no one can stop me from marrying her back home."
After he finished speaking, he raised his eyes and glanced at Jin Lili in front of him. His eyes searched around him, and suddenly he asked in a very sarcastic tone, "Why are you so angry and concerned? Have you forgotten that you pushed her away with your own hands? Have you what you did during that time? Have you forgotten that she was so sad that she locked herself forgotten up in the house for half a month and refused to step out of the door? It was you who made her a laughing stock for everyone, so what qualifications do you have to say such things?"
Xiao Feihe's eyes dimmed, and every word he spoke stabbed Jin Xinli's heart, causing his heart to bleed profusely and feel as painful as a knife. In the end, even his breathing stopped, but he couldn't utter a single word to refute.
But Xiao Feihe still refused to let him go. He said that he would defeat him so that he would never dare to approach Yanyan again and never dare to have any delusions. Only in this way could he feel at ease. "The most important thing is, isn't Master Jin already engaged to the second young lady of the Li family? I want to say that Master Jin is not only concerned about Yanyan's reputation, but also about someone else."
"So, does Lord Jin regret it?" Xiao Feihe's face suddenly changed and he said sarcastically.
He sneered at last, and glanced at the other person with cold and contemptuous eyes, and said word by word, "But not everyone will stand there and wait for you. Yanyan finally came out, are you going to hurt her again?"
After saying this, Xiao Feihe looked at him coldly, and after making sure that the other party had no power to fight back, he turned and left.
Jin Lili, who was left standing there, had a pale face and a huge hole in his heart. With every breath, he could feel the piercing pain in his chest. Endless coldness, regret, and panic almost overwhelmed him.
But what to do? What should he do?
He wanted to refute, but he couldn't utter a word from beginning to end, because every word Xiao Feihe said was true. It was him... he was the one who pushed her away with his own hands!
He was so decisive in breaking off the engagement, making her a laughing stock of laughter. He had been with Li Qingrou when she was most desperate, painful, and sad, and he had never said a word of comfort to her. Especially during the time in the tent, he had always ignored her. He didn't care about her low mood at all. He also gave loud her a fatal blow when she was full of joy, and questioned her when she was crying and begging. He was the most stupid person...
What has he done? What has he done!
It was him...it was he who pushed her towards someone else.
He brought this upon himself and deserved it.
Jin Lili felt that his chest was in so much pain that he was almost suffocating. His whole body was stabbed by those words and was bleeding. His eyes were even stained with scarlet. He staggered a few steps, recalling that he had just seen her in the room, leaning on another man's arms with a flushed and hazy face. went weak and he almost fell to the ground.
Jin Lili's fingers were trembling slightly in pain. He covered his chest tightly and his whole body was shaking uncontrollably because of the pain. Why was he so uncomfortable?
He was almost suffocated by despair. It was even more terrifying and desperate than when he was injured and on the verge of death. He had never been so desperate and painful before... He regretted it, he regretted it so much.
Unprecedented regret and pain!
This kind of pain and despair also made him realize clearly at this moment that he liked her, very much, very much!
No, it should be more than just liking.
Jin Xinli clenched his chest tightly, his lips were as pale as paper, and his eyes were full of despair. He had clearly fallen in love with her a long time ago, to the point where he didn't even realize it, to the point where he even thought it was just a habit. Jin Xinli supported his body and stumbled back to his yard.
As soon as he entered the room, he felt that he could no longer hold on. He staggered a few steps and bumped into the corner of the table next to him. The blood in his chest surged and a trickle of blood flowed out of the corner of his mouth uncontrollably.
It's all his fault. He's just so stupid!
Why is there such an extremely stupid person like him, who is so self-righteous that he doesn't even know who he really likes from the beginning to the end?
Why do you have to wait until you lose something before you start to regret it?
Jin Lili raised his hands to cover his cheeks, moisture dripping from between his fingers. He was wrong. It was his fault from beginning to end...
Maybe at first, when Li Qingrou saved him, he had a crush on her, but later, it was clear that the only person he really liked was Yanyan. They had been together for so long, it was impossible for him to be so indulgent towards her if he didn't like her. others, he also liked her very much, so it was natural for him to support her and stand on the same side with her...
It was obviously her that he liked, and it was obviously her personality that attracted him from the beginning!
But why? Why was he so obsessed with the favor of saving his life? Why couldn't he let it go?
It was obvious that he and Li Qingrou had not spent much time together from beginning to end, so why was he so stubborn?
Obviously everyone knew it, everyone in the mansion could see it, knowing that he had already liked her in his heart, but he still insisted on breaking off the engagement, stubbornly believing that he only liked Li Qingrou...
What stupid things had he done?
Why do you have to lose something completely to realize what you really want?
What to do? What should he do?
Jin Lili was in great pain at the moment. He really didn't know what to do. He didn't want to let go like this. He finally met a girl he really liked in his life. He really didn't want to lose her like this!
How can he stop being so miserable? How can he go back to the way he was before?
Yanyan...I really know I was wrong!
…
In the compartment on the other side, after the two people went out, Xiao Feihe was considerate enough to help her close the door. After making sure that the two people outside the door had completely gone far away, Nan Yan threw back the quilt and jumped off the bed.
Very good, this is exactly the result she wanted.
Nan Yan raised her eyebrows and saw through the gap in the window that the two people outside were gradually walking away. She couldn't help but smile. Go ahead and fight. It would be good enough to kill one of them. Then she would continue to torture the remaining one, and then it would be completely over.
Although the distance was far, she did not miss the extremely jealous and angry expression on Jin Lili's face. Hehe, she thought to herself, can't you bear it like this? There will be more things that will make him uncomfortable in the future.
Thinking of this, Nan Yan pulled out a lavender cloak from the screen and put it on casually. She wiped her face lightly and then sat down in front of the food Xiao Feihe had prepared for her to eat. She had slept for a whole day and was really hungry now.
Nan Yan looked at the steaming food on the table. There was an exquisite food box beside it. When she opened it, she saw that the food inside was still warm.
Nan Yan nodded, and her mood finally improved a lot. Well, not bad, not bad, these were all her favorite foods. This guy was quite thoughtful.
After a while, Nan Yan was half full and drank a few sips of cold sour plum soup to relieve the greasiness. When she was almost done, the door was pushed open again and Xiao Feihe came back.
As soon as he opened the door, he saw the person sitting on the chair with her hair uncombed and no clothes on, and she just put on a thin cloak. He was immediately furious, angry that she was so careless. It was already October, and she just put on a cloak and didn't worry about catching a cold and getting sick.
Xiao Feihe walked over and pulled up the skirt that was hanging on the screen, then walked to the table, picked up the person who was sitting on the chair drinking soup, and muttered in a depressed tone, "Can't you put on your clothes before eating? It's already October, and it's easy to catch a cold and get sick if you don't pay attention to the weather. You are so careless, what will you do if you get sick? Who else can trouble you except this prince?"
When Xiao Feihe said this, he felt a little resentful in his heart. He didn't blame her for not wearing more clothes, but he blamed Jin Lili outside. Compared with him, he really felt inferior.
Although he spoke very powerfully, he was actually a little worried in his heart. No, more than just a little worried. He knew that the person Nan Yan liked from the beginning was Jin Nili, and he just took advantage of the opportunity to snatch her away. If it weren't for the relationship between Jin Nili and Li Qingrou, he was afraid that even if he tried hard for his whole life, he might not be able to pry open this wall.
So he was very worried. He was worried that if Jin Lili regretted his decision and came back to her again to ask for her forgiveness, would she then change her mind and not want him again?
After all, who can predict matters of the heart for sure? And the man in front of him was the one he snatched away when she was at her lowest. Moreover, he had such a bad reputation, and was not as capable as Jin Lianli, who was the famous Lord Jin in the court. Even his uncle, the emperor, praised him highly!
But even his uncle often advised him to make more progress. He was already an adult and couldn't just wander around all day...
If it weren't for his identity as the emperor's nephew, I'm afraid no girl in Yanyun City would be willing to look down on him.
Only she is such a heartless young lady. She hangs out with him all day long and has no brains at all. Now, she has been targeted by such a playboy. How can she escape in the future?
Xiao Feihe straightened the person's arms, picked up the skirt and put it on her. Nan Yan was speechless. Why did this scene feel so familiar?
Look at the movements of putting on this set of clothes, it is exactly the same as the movements her mother used to put clothes on her when she was a child. Nan Yan suddenly felt like she was his adopted child.
What's wrong with this prince?
Could it be that Jin Lili had hit him too hard?
This is very possible! Nan Yan thought to herself, after all, Jin Lili was also a ruthless and scheming official, so it was normal for her to be beaten by him, but she didn't expect him to be beaten like this, because as far as she knew, this prince was not bad-headed, and sometimes she couldn't even beat him with his sharp tongue, so she could only suppress him with force.
Why does it seem like there's something wrong with this person?
After she put on her clothes in a hurry, Xiao Feihe took out a pair of shoes from somewhere and put them on her. After finally making sure that she was okay, he carried her to a chair and sat her down. Then, his dark eyes stared at her steadily and he suddenly asked, "Will you leave me?"
"What?"
Nan Yan was puzzled and leaned back subconsciously. Why did this guy always like to say such nonsense? She reached out and poked his chest, then asked tentatively, "What's wrong with you? Did someone... bully you?"
"Who else could it be?" Xiao Feihe glared at her, then stretched out his long legs, hooked the stool behind him, and sat down in front of her. It was obvious that he was going to have a long talk. Nan Yan blinked at him, and Xiao Feihe snorted heavily, "Except for your shameless, bullying, and cunning future brother-in-law, who else can bully me?"
Nan Yan's eyes twitched, and she wanted to roll her eyes at him. Did he think she was stupid? She believed that he was bullying others by taking advantage of his power, but how could he tell that he was a sly person? He was just attacking her personally. Humph, this guy was really too shameless.
Xiao Feihe obviously saw what was expressed in her eyes, and his chest was inexplicably blocked. Is it okay for him to be so stingy? It’s fine if I can’t beat him, but can’t I let him vent his anger?
Xiao Feihe snorted twice again, then grabbed the little hand that was pointing at his chest and asked directly, "What's that look in your eyes? What, don't you believe that he bullied me?"
"Okay, then I'll change the subject and ask you something else, okay?"
When he said this, his eyes deepened a little, and the strength of his grip on her hand slowly tightened. Then he looked at her and asked seriously, "If he regretted it, came back to you again, apologized to you, and begged for your forgiveness, would you give him another chance? Would you leave me?"
Nan Yan blinked, and seemed to be a little slow to react when she heard these words. After she figured out what he meant by those words, her eyelashes moved slightly, and then she subconsciously pushed his chest, lowered her head and turned her face away, pursed her lips, and said in a muffled voice, "What are you talking about? What regrets or not, didn't you say it that day? Between him and me... it's impossible, why do you bring up this unhappy topic again?"
Xiao Feihe was a little flustered when he saw her reaction. He tried hard to suppress his nervousness and uneasiness. He just wanted to get a definite result from her, so he pretended to be calm and said, "I'm talking about if, Yanyan, if he regrets it, will you give him another chance?"
Will you give up on me without hesitation?
He didn't even dare to ask the latter question. He had no confidence in himself. He even regretted it at this moment. Why didn't he get to know her first? Why was he always one step behind others in everything he did?
Hearing the same question again, Nan Yan suddenly stopped talking. She kept her head down and remained silent as before.
This attitude made Xiao Feihe's expression change instantly. He subconsciously grabbed her hand, and a feeling of bitterness and pain suddenly surged in his chest.
Xiao Feihe seemed to understand her choice vaguely, and his worries seemed to come true. He immediately chose to give in and eagerly held her in his arms to comfort her.
"I'm sorry, Yanyan."
"I was wrong. I won't ask you this question anymore. Please don't blame me or get angry, okay?"
"I was just a little worried that you would leave me, so I was a little impulsive for a moment. I shouldn't have forced you. I've said before that I won't force you to do something you don't like. I'm sorry, I really know I was wrong, and I won't ask you this question again in the future. Don't be angry, okay?"
Xiao Feihe's heart trembled, and he hugged the person in his arms tightly. He had finally made her feel a little moved by him, and he would not let it go to waste just because of Jin Linli.
Since her love for him wasn't deep enough, he would be extra nice to her in the future. As long as he persisted, one day he would make her forget the person in her heart.
Nan Yan looked at the man in front of her who was anxious and flustered, and finally couldn't help but burst out laughing.
She reached out and pushed the man's chest, signaling him to let go, then stepped out of his arms.
Xiao Feihe loosened his hand, looked down and saw the pair of watery and bright eyes looking at him with a smile. This reversal made him confused for a moment, and his expression became tense and uncomfortable.
Seeing the stunned look on this person's face, Nan Yan blinked and then hooked her finger at him.
He lured the man over, then stretched out his ruthless iron hands and rubbed the man's handsome face vigorously, rubbing the fair and moist skin until it turned red. Only then did he withdrew his hands with satisfaction.
Then she came over and put a stamp on his lips, snorted and said, "This is your punishment. Who made you have such wild thoughts all day long? In your eyes, am I such a fickle person who gives up after doing something irresponsible? How could I foolishly run back and follow someone just because he said a few nice words and apologized? Am I so easy to fool?"
She rolled her eyes at the man, then couldn't help grabbing his cheek and repeated, "Besides, Jin Xinli is already engaged to Li Qingrou."
"No matter what, they are going to be married. What does it have to do with me? If you dare to ask such nonsense questions again, I will bite you to death."
As she spoke, she bit his shoulder again, but the shoulder was too hard for her to bite. She then climbed up and bit his neck, causing Xiao Feihe to hiss subconsciously.
He finally reacted, and then his heart was filled with great joy and excitement, which made him almost unable to control the expression on his face.
Xiao Feihe was a little bit unbelievable. He didn't expect that her final choice would be him? At that moment, his whole chest seemed to be filled with something, and an indescribable sense of satisfaction made his heart tremble even more violently.
He pulled her into his arms, holding her tightly, fearing that she would fall. He patted her back gently with one hand, saying cheerfully, "Bite harder, hey, bite harder, this prince has thick skin, it won't hurt at all."
Xiao Feihe was worried while hugging her. He sighed in his heart. Isn't this little lady very easy to deceive? She is heartless and doesn't bear grudges. He hopes she can bear more grudges and hate Jin Lili for the rest of her life. Unfortunately, this little girl is not very smart. He is afraid that she will be deceived by someone if he is not careful!
Inexplicably, Xiao Feihe suddenly felt empathy for Madam Li's difficulties. She had such a precious little girl by her side, who was kept in the mansion and well fed every day. She was really worried that she would be kidnapped.
But it's okay now, he will be watching over me from now on.
Xiao Feihe weighed the golden nugget in his arms like a treasure. Hmm, it was quite heavy. Then he asked her, "Are you full? Do you want to eat more? Can I take you to the night market?"
Nan Yan lifted her head from his neck and shook it, then signaled him to put her down, "No, I'm exhausted from sleeping so much, I need to rest."
Seeing that she was about to lie down on the bed again, Xiao Feihe subconsciously pulled her back, letting her lean limply on his chest. He couldn't help laughing and said, "You've slept for too long, so you're naturally exhausted. Just get up and walk around in the yard. It's not good for your health to sit still all the time. How about this, let's walk while we talk?"
Nan Yan poked her head in and asked him, "What are you talking about? Royal secrets?"
Xiao Feihe held her head and suppressed this thought. Discussing royal secrets in private would result in the loss of one's head.
But it seemed that there was really nothing to say. Xiao Feihe pondered, and suddenly his eyes lit up. He lowered his head and walked over to say, "I recently got a sequel to "Jade Tower Spring Love". I heard that you like it the most. How about I read it to you?"
Nan Yan's eyes immediately became extremely strange. She glanced over and looked at the man from head to toe. Then she tilted her head and accused him righteously,
"What nonsense are you talking about? When did I start to like watching such indecent things? Am I that kind of person? Don't you feel guilty for using such indecent things to pollute my pure heart?"
Xiao Feihe: “…”
Where was the purity he promised? In order to snatch the sequel from him, he had torn out a lot of his hair. He was so ruthless that he was afraid that he would have premature baldness in the future.
But he didn't dare to say this. The young lady was very proud, and he, as an errand boy, couldn't lose her face, so he immediately bowed his head and admitted his fault, with a look of repentance on his face, "It hurts, it hurts so much! I am guilty, I am not decent, I deserve to die, I will burn all these dirty words tomorrow, and all the many story books you hid from me before..."
“Ahem…”
Before he could finish his words, the young lady on the other side rushed over and covered her mouth, then threw her into his arms and slapped his face with both hands, "How can you say such nonsense?"
She had spent a lot of money on it, so it would be a shame to just throw it away. Ever since her mother found out about these messy little things, she would drag her to her room every other day to teach her a lesson, saying that she was a girl from a wealthy family, how could she look at such messy things all day long, and she scolded her and confiscated most of her valuable property.
After that, she had to move to another place as soon as possible, so she set her sights on this guy in front of her. They were both like-minded in eating, drinking and having fun, and they could occasionally exchange experiences together. Wouldn't this be a good way to promote their relationship?
The young lady glared at him immediately after hearing this. Her dark, round eyes moved slightly, and then she said fiercely, "You dare? Those are the tokens of love I gave you. If you dare to throw one away, I will make you pay!"
Xiao Feihe quickly said "No, no", then looked at the person in his arms in surprise, and couldn't help but sigh, "It turns out that those are the tokens of love that the eldest lady gave to me. This really touched my heart. When will the eldest lady share her feelings with me again?"
Nan Yan couldn't help laughing after hearing this, and she grabbed his face and bullied him like kneading dough. The prince's face was hurt by the bullying, but he was not angry. He said a few nice words and coaxed him around in an instant, then hugged him and kissed him.
Just this one bite made Xiao Feihe smile so hard that his teeth were showing, as if he was happier than if he had picked up a hundred taels of silver.
Nan Yan leaned her head on his shoulder, raised the corner of her mouth slightly, and thought to herself, Humph, you are so petty, can't I control you?
…
Seeing that it was getting late and it was unsafe to travel at night, the group stayed in a separate courtyard for another night. Some people suffered from insomnia that night, while others were naturally happy.
Nan Yan woke up at dawn the next day. This was mainly because she slept too long yesterday. There was no movement outside at this moment.
Nan Yan washed up a bit and just opened the window, she saw the figure standing not far from her window. He was standing under the tree, wearing a dark purple robe, his face was pale. When he saw her, his expression was even a little dazed, and his eyes just stared at her without blinking, as if he was afraid that if he blinked, the person in front of him would disappear.
After Nan Yan exchanged glances with him, she quietly looked away, closed the window, and planned to go out and torture him again.
At the moment she closed the window, Jin Lili took a step forward almost subconsciously, and he murmured her name, "Yan Yan..."
Nan Yan turned around and opened the door. Then, under his gaze, she walked up to him hesitantly, then raised her head and looked at him quietly, "Master Jin..."
When Jin Lili watched her walking towards him step by step, he even felt a hint of anticipation in his heart.
He thought that she came to him perhaps because she couldn't let go of the past, maybe they could start over?
He already regretted it, he really knew he was wrong, as long as she was willing to forgive him, he would definitely treat her well this time, and would never bully her or make her so sad again.
But after hearing the calm words "Master Jin" from her mouth, Jin Linli felt as if someone had poured a basin of cold water on him. His heart ached. For a moment, he even wanted to hug her in his arms regardless of everything and hold her tightly.
But he couldn't, he didn't dare, he didn't dare do anything that would make her unhappy or unwilling, he was afraid of making her sad again.
Jin Li stared at her without blinking, he really missed her too much. Every time he closed his eyes, his mind would be filled with her appearance. Her every frown, smile, gesture seemed to have taken root in his mind and could not be shaken off.
But now she calls him "Master Jin".
Upon hearing the distant and unfamiliar words of Lord Jin, Jin Linli instantly felt her heart trembling slightly. He stretched out his hand cautiously, but she subconsciously took half a step back. After realizing that her action was a bit abrupt, she hesitated for a moment, and then gave him an uncomfortable smile.
Jin Li stared at her smile in a daze, and for a moment he felt his eyes sore. It had been a long time since he saw her smile at him. Since the cancellation of the engagement, he had never seen her smile again.
Nan Yan looked at him in a daze, and suddenly exhaled a breath of stale air, then took out a small purse from her pocket and took out a jade pendant from it. She spoke softly, with some apology and guilt, and was afraid to look up at him, "Actually, I came to you to say sorry."
She hesitated and explained everything that happened in the past. "This jade pendant was not left by you at all. I picked it up in the woodshed by myself, and then I kept it for myself. I'm sorry, Master Jin, when you first thought I was your savior, you treated me very well, took care of me everywhere, accommodated me, helped me out, and even bought me so many delicious and fun things in private to make me happy. As a result, I had delusions. Obviously, you just wanted to repay your kindness, but I delusionally thought that the person you liked was me, and the person who was with you was also me, so I got hot-headed for a while and thought about deceiving you for the rest of my life."
"Later I found out that the person you've always liked is Qingrou. I'm so sorry, Jin Lili, it's because of me that you two missed each other for so long."
"You were so good to me, but I always repaid you with hatred."
She let out a long sigh after she finished speaking, and her face showed an apologetic expression, and she also blamed herself. "I know I am too selfish, and you have reason to resent me. It's just... I really liked you before, and I always thought that I only made a small mistake, and you wouldn't do anything to me even if you knew about it. But the facts prove that all this is just my own wishful thinking, and I am too fanciful. Now, you have found someone you really like, and this jade pendant should be returned to its original owner."
As she spoke, she handed the jade pendant over. Her pair of black and white eyes looked at him gently and calmly. Jin Linli's body became more and more stiff. He stared at Nan Yan in front of him, trying to distinguish carefully, trying to find a trace of reluctance in her eyes, but he was disappointed. He could no longer find any trace of nostalgia for him.
At this moment, no matter how much he didn't believe it or how much he tried to deceive himself, he realized that the man in front of him was really going to let him go.
Especially when he saw the jade pendant she handed over, at that moment, he felt as if someone was squeezing his heart heavily. The pain of being unable to breathe was like being pierced by countless silver needles at once, making Jin Lili extremely painful.
In the end, he didn't even know where the pain was coming from, whether it originated in his body or spread from his chest to his limbs.
At that moment, he suddenly felt cold all over. An endless chill made him feel as if he had fallen into an ice cellar. Even his fingers could not help but tremble. It was so painful, an unprecedented pain that almost made him collapse. But what could he do?
What should I do?
He had just realized his mistake and felt extremely regretful. Why, why couldn't he be given another chance? He really knew he was wrong...
Yanyan...
He opened his mouth, wanting to say something, wanting to apologize to her, wanting to say sorry to her, saying that he was wrong... But when the words came to his lips, he found that he could not utter a single word, as if all the words were stuck in his throat, sour and painful.
Jin Li still refused to give up. He stared at her stubbornly, without blinking, and his eyes began to turn red. He just stared at her like this...
But when he saw that her eyes had gradually calmed down, without even a trace of the warmth from the past, Jin Lili felt a little bit scared. He didn't even dare to look into her eyes anymore. He was afraid that seeing such a calm look would make her no longer have any attachment to him...
She doesn't love him anymore, she has completely let him go.
She even apologized to him...
She had never said such words to him before. Even when they had quarreled in the tent, she was angry, crying and questioning him. But now, she actually said sorry to him and said that she would return the jade pendant to him. From now on, it belongs to its original owner.
What should he do?
She doesn't want him anymore...
Thinking of this, Jin Lili's fingers trembled slightly, and the whole person seemed to be unable to bear it. He subconsciously took a step back. At this moment, he felt that his chest was blocked as if he was about to suffocate. His mind was in a mess. You don't have to give it back to me."
After saying this, Jin Lili couldn't bear it any longer. He turned around and wanted to leave here, as far away as possible. As long as he couldn't see her and didn't think about what happened today, everything between them would be the same as before.
Jin Li fled in a desperate situation. His mind was in a mess and he even forgot how he got back to the yard.
Nan Yan behind him looked at his fierce figure until he completely disappeared, then she smiled with satisfaction. As expected, she felt very happy when she saw him unhappy.
Well, there is another one, and it will probably be here soon.
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