Chapter 130 [VIP] Lifesaver (17)
Jin Li leaned weakly on the screen behind him, tears silently streaming down his face. He really understood at this moment that some things are really missed once they are missed, and no one will stand there waiting for him all his life.
There's no going back. He and Yanyan can never go back to the intimacy they had before, and she will never love him again!
Yeah, what on earth does he regard feelings as?
Why can he just say no and then say no? Why can he just say he regrets it? He deserves to be reduced to this state. He deserves it!
Jin Lili had no strength to close his eyes. His mind kept recalling the disgusted look in her eyes when she said he was disgusting. At this moment, he felt as if his whole heart had been crushed into a pile of blood foam over and over again. The pain was so severe that he didn't want to move a finger. After the severe pain, he felt empty and confused, his brain was in chaos, and he completely lost the motivation to hold on like a walking corpse.
"Disgusting..."
It was not until he heard a cry with a hint of crying coming from the door that Jin Lili opened his eyes and saw Li Qingrou standing at the door. Her eyes were red, her fingers were tightly grasping the door frame, and her eyes were still staring at him without blinking.
Jin Lili laughed at himself, laughing at himself for being ridiculous, but soon he put away the sad smile on his face, and his expression became calm and indifferent, "You can see that I am such a shameless, despicable and fickle villain. I am really not worthy of you. I will cancel the engagement. At that time, I will announce to the public that I have a physical problem and will never have children in this life. I will take all the responsibilities. I am sorry that I have delayed you for so long when I have been sorting out my feelings."
As he apologized, his eyes became clearer and more rational. "As compensation, I will make a list for you and pick out some men from famous families with good family backgrounds for you to choose as your marriage partners. When you get married, I will also prepare a decent dowry for you. This can be regarded as repaying you for saving my life. As for what happened during this period, I'm sorry that I delayed you."
After saying this,
Jin Li leaned against the screen powerlessly, not moving, as if he had lost all his life.
Li Qingrou was stunned when she heard this. She subconsciously rushed to him, grabbed his hand, and asked him crying, "Why, why do you want to break off the engagement? You obviously liked me at the beginning. I can feel that I really like you too. We obviously had our hearts moved by each other. Why do you suddenly not want me? What did I do wrong?"
Jin Lili looked at her tightly clenched hands, his face pale, and then he pulled them out without hesitation.
He looked over, his face still stained with tears and blood, but his eyes revealed an unprecedented calmness, "I'm sorry, you did nothing wrong, I was the one who was wrong. From the moment I recognized the wrong person, it was the biggest mistake of my life."
Li Qingrou cried and shook her head, tears falling from her eyes one by one, suppressing the pain and despair in her heart, "Disgusted, please don't be like this, okay? Please don't treat me like this, okay? I don't want to break off the engagement! I don't want to become everyone's laughing stock, have you ever considered me? I will go crazy if I am broken off after the marriage exchange! I can't, please, Disgusted, please don't treat me like this, okay? I can wait for you, wait for the day when you fall in love with me again, as long as you are willing to marry me, I really like you, I know, all this is because of Li Nanyan, if it weren't for her, we wouldn't have missed each other for so long, and you wouldn't like someone else..."
Jin Li frowned, but finally calmed down, "I am sorry for you. This is all my fault. It has nothing to do with others. If you want to resent someone, just resent me."
His expression became more and more calm, and his eyes were looking seriously at the crying person in front of him, "You should understand that since we missed each other, it means that the fate between us was never enough. I was moved by you. When I was in the darkest and dying, I was very scared and longed for someone to save me when I was most desperate. It was you who appeared and saved me, so I was moved by you. But if it was someone else, I would be moved in that situation, just because I was the one who longed for that comfort when I was most desperate."
He sighed and shook his head, "But Yanyan is different. She doesn't have to save me. She doesn't have to do anything. Even if she's not my savior, I will still love her."
When he finished saying this, Li Qingrou's tears flowed even harder. She shook her head vigorously and tried to grab his hand, but he gently pushed it away.
Jin's eyes fell on the man next to him again. His face was expressionless, and he calmly told everything that had happened. "Also, you should know that when I was poisoned, I became blind. Although I couldn't see your face, you should have known me. If you really cared about me and liked me, why didn't you come to me once when you had so many opportunities to tell me the truth?"
When Li Qingrou heard this, her body suddenly froze, as if she had not expected him to say such a thing.
How could she be allowed to say such a thing herself?
She didn't go to him and tell him the truth simply because she didn't want to leave a bad impression on him.
How could she take the initiative to say that she was his savior? If so, wouldn't she be the one seeking a reward?
Jin Li looked at the stiff Li Qingrou and continued, "I'm sorry, I'm not saying this to blame you. You saved me, and I'm very grateful to you. I just want to say that maybe in your mind, you don't like me as much as you think. Reputation seems to be more important to you."
After saying this, Jin Lili's face turned cold. He closed his eyes again and said weakly, "So from now on, no matter whether she will forgive me or not, I will never be with you."
After saying all this, Jin Lili stopped looking at her crying face and said to the outside, "Show me away."
The housekeeper sighed in his heart, stepped forward and asked the distraught Second Miss Li to leave again. Looking at the messy scene in the house, the housekeeper shook his head and couldn't help but sigh in his heart, why did he have to get up so early today?
The result is harming others and yourself!
Look, two good girls have been hurt. Their master is just too stubborn and refuses to listen to anyone's advice. If it is other things, it's okay, but if it is a matter of love, can it be forced?
The housekeeper sighed again, thinking that his master might never meet two such good girls again in his lifetime.
"Second Miss, please go back."
After the room was quiet again, Jin Lili opened his eyes again and looked at the empty table in the room, but his thoughts kept drifting away...
Once upon a time, when he was sitting at his desk handling official business, she would sit beside the table, support her chin with her hands, and then stare at him with her head tilted for the whole afternoon. When she was hungry, she would eat the snacks on the table, and when she was thirsty, she would secretly drink his tea. She would even complain that it was too bitter and astringent, so she would secretly add sugar to his tea. I don't know what she was thinking. Didn't she feel bored just watching him like this?
Sometimes she would fall asleep on the table while watching, with her cheek pressed against the back of her hand, and she was so sleepy that she didn't even notice when he walked over and kissed her secretly...
She thought she was the only one looking at him, but in fact he was also secretly paying attention to her at that time. Sometimes he thought she was being too nagging and complained about her troubles, but in his heart he inexplicably developed a desire to be pestered by her for the rest of his life.
Later, when he picked her up, she would obediently lie on his chest, rubbing her head against his chin, then hug his neck naturally, and whisper his name in his ear... But now, nothing happened.
Jin Li tilted his head slightly, and couldn't help laughing as he thought about it. Tears silently rolled down his face and sank into his hair.
It's not that he wasn't moved. Before the Autumn Hunt, he had thought about staying with her for the rest of his life, not looking for that savior, and just living an honest life. But after the Autumn Hunt, he found the person who saved him, and learned about what she had done behind his back. He was so confused during that period of time.
On impulse, without even fully recognizing my own feelings, I divorced my partner without thinking... and then I felt endless regret.
Actually, now think about it, what did he like about Li Qingrou? She saved his life, but he had never been with her, never seen her face, didn't know her true character, and hadn't even spoken to her. What on earth did he like about her?
He thought that what he liked was probably the phantom that could pull him up in the darkness and despair, it could be Li Qingrou or anyone else.
But it was different when he was with Yanyan. He was obviously attracted to everything about her. He liked her personality, her heartless appearance, the way she would come to him for support after being bullied, and the way she was unreasonable and nagging...
It feels like, if it’s not her that I meet in this life, then it won’t be anyone else!
靳厭離閉上了眼睛，重重吐出一口氣息，倘若當時的他也能像現在這樣，冷靜地坐下來去想一想，不那麽沖動，不那麽固執，然後完完整整地理清楚自己的感情，事情也許就不會變成如今這樣了，也就不會一而再再而三的傷害別人，讓他追悔都莫及！
這樣想完，靳厭離又重新坐回了椅子上，他忽然有些茫然，手上握着那塊從李清柔腰上拽下來的玉佩，出神地望着，
他這樣的人根本不配得到她的原諒。
靳厭離在心底嗤笑了一聲，眼眶的酸意愈發明顯，他深呼吸了一口氣，想放手卻又舍不得，他這輩子從沒有這樣喜歡過一個人，真的很舍不得，可是她現在已經厭惡他了，往後他再糾纏不休的話，她真的會恨他一輩子的。
那樣嫌棄憎恨的目光，真的讓人難以忍受。
靳厭離眼睫輕輕顫動了下，他不知道以後到底要怎麽辦才好了？
恍惚間，他又想到了她跟蕭非鶴之間的事情，靳厭離似乎清醒了不少，只要不去糾結那些令人絕望的場景，他的大腦似乎在一瞬間清明了不少。
靳厭離忽然用力攥緊了手中的玉佩，從始至終他對蕭非鶴都沒有好感，他心中想的是，嫣嫣可以不原諒他，可以不喜歡他，但也絕對不能是蕭非鶴這種性子的人。
那樣的人，聲名狼藉、花天酒地，不在意名聲，不在意他人的眼光，不論傳言是真是假，嫣嫣跟他在一起早晚都會吃虧的。
他不能，不能看着她和那樣的人攪和在一起，從別院裏看他做的那些事情便知，這人不受約束，不遵禮法，明明還未定下婚約，便肆意輕薄于她，這樣的男子又怎麽可能會好好守護她一輩子呢？
而且這人就像是突然冒出來似的，他此前明明從未聽說過他與嫣嫣相識，尤其是在他和嫣嫣退婚之後，蕭非鶴似乎突然就出現了，并且莫名其妙地就賴上了嫣嫣？
想到這些，靳厭離的大腦似乎又冷靜了不少，他立馬讓人去查，去查蕭非鶴接近嫣嫣前後做過的事情，還有他從前那些花天酒地、亂七八糟的經歷，一樁一件的全部都去查清楚，他要知道蕭非鶴那樣的人，為什麽會忽然接近并喜歡上嫣嫣？
靳厭離的動作很快，這一番調查下來，結果下人來回複的時候，還真的讓他查到了一些事情——
在蕭非鶴接近南嫣之前，他跟李清柔的關系很好，李清柔曾經在郊外救過他一命。
也是因為這一次救命之恩的關系，讓他對李清柔變得格外親近，不過為了顧及對方的名聲，他只在私下裏跟她接觸，他也曾一度對李清柔動了心，甚至到了某種很喜歡的程度，所以小心翼翼地維護着李清柔的名聲，不敢與她有過多接觸。
雖然明面上接觸的不多，但有些無意識透露出來的跡象，都表明曾經的蕭非鶴對李清柔頗為照拂，就如他曾經對嫣嫣那般。
而這樣一個在心底默默喜歡李清柔的人，為什麽在他跟李清柔定下婚約之後，突然就像變了個人似的，去接近南嫣呢？
明明此前因為李清柔的關系，他對南嫣的态度也是極為冷淡的，甚至有些排斥，所以，他接近嫣嫣到底是有什麽目的？
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而在另一邊，南嫣因為之前在靳府遭遇的事情，将人狠狠教訓一通之後，轉身就一個人提前回了府，回屋後就一直将自己關在房裏不出來，努力營造出一副受了驚吓的模樣，也不肯告訴任何人那天到底發生了什麽事情，一問就紅着眼睛掉眼淚。
就連她娘聽到消息之後都覺得奇怪，這又是怎麽了，難不成是又跟那靳大人吵架了？不是都叮囑過她要老實一點了嗎？怎麽又跟人犯渾了？
李夫人這邊的情況還沒弄清楚呢，結果後腳李清柔跟着回府之後也是一副同樣的狀态，眼睛哭得紅紅的，臉色還是蒼白的，回屋之後也是把自己關在房裏再也不肯出門了，這就更讓府裏的下人們摸不着頭腦了？
這真是奇了怪了，到底發生什麽事了？怎麽好端端的，這一個兩個的，兩姐妹出去一趟回來都成這副模樣了？
李夫人趕緊招來丫鬟問了一番話，但丫鬟苦着臉說當時距離隔的太遠，沒瞧見具體發生的情況，只看到那靳大人當時臉色很不好看，也不知是說了什麽，總之是拽着大小姐發了好大的脾氣……
這話說的沒頭沒腦的，聽得李夫人一頭霧水，沒辦法，李夫人只能差人再去靳府打聽了一圈，這下好了，不過片刻，就帶回來了一個更驚人的消息：
說是靳大人有什麽隐疾在身，這輩子于子嗣方面都無緣了，還說靳大人從前潔身自好，不近女色也是因為這個原因，不是他不想，而是他根本就不行！
聽到這個消息時，李夫人一開始還以為是謠言，叫人将那個亂傳消息的小厮幾棍子就打了出去，開什麽玩笑不好，居然敢傳這種亂七八糟的閑話，也不怕掉了腦袋。
再說那靳大人好端端的怎麽就不行了，不就病了這幾日嗎？明明前幾日瞧着還挺有精神的，怎麽可能得了這麽個毛病？
可是之後發生的事情，确實是讓李夫人有些措手不及，那靳府的老管家居然親自帶着下人來李府了，不僅送來了庚貼，當初用來交換雙方姓名、生辰八字的貼證，還有之前的聘書、禮書，全都一并送過來了，然後滿臉愧疚地直接表明了他家大人的意思，這婚事怕是不成了。
這也就意味着外頭的消息不是亂傳的，那靳大人他身體真的有問題啊！
這一下，李府的人就算再怎麽不相信，那也沒辦法拿自家女兒的後半生來博一個運勢，李夫人揉着又脹又疼的腦袋，最後又無力地擺着手，趕緊讓人把這門婚事又退了，這一下好了，外頭的謠言是又傳開了。
他們李府今年是犯太歲了嗎？
怎麽到處都是波折不斷？去哪兒都有問題，就連之前上山燒個香拜個佛都能遇着一幫賊匪，還有這兒女們的婚事也是，居然是一個接着一個沒了，這可真是……流年不利啊。
也幸好這次與女方關系不大，是男方知道自己身體有疾，主動上門退親的。
即便如此，這燕雲城內的風言風語又傳起來了，不過這次大多是同情憐憫這李府的兩姐妹，有說那李家大小姐還真是傻人有傻福，這種離譜的事情也能讓她遇上！還有嘲諷的，說那李清柔也是好手段，争來争去居然是這麽個結果，也不知道她知道消息時有沒有後悔過？差點連後半生的幸福差點就被毀了，也幸好那靳大人還有些仁義道德在，知道自己有病之後，就主動上門退婚了，免得無端禍害耽誤人家姑娘一輩子。
而這一次，靳厭離遭受的非議也不算小，不過是朝堂之上還是私下裏，看不慣這人的難免會拿這事攻讦對方，眼裏流露的鄙夷與嘲笑，有些甚至會故意上門，然後假意慰問一番，最後再故意送他幾個美貌婢子，借此譏諷一番。
對此，靳厭離倒是沒什麽在意的情緒，甚至聽到這些嘲諷時連表情都不曾變化過，只是那雙目無波瀾的黑眸靜靜盯着人，直到最後，讓那些人自讨沒趣，然後暗罵幾聲轉身就離去了。
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南嫣聽到這個消息時也沒意外，差不多也預料到了，認清自己心意的靳厭離起碼比從前還要固執百倍，當初頭有多鐵，現在撞得大概就有多痛！怪誰呢？還不是怪他自己當初眼瞎，從頭到尾都看不清自己的心。
嘻嘻，現在就等着蕭非鶴了。
也不知道他什麽時候過來？
南嫣略微揚起嘴角，琢磨接下來要做的事情，要不，也先刺激他一把？
與此同時，另一邊的蕭非鶴最近正忙着任職，新官上任，總要熟悉一下周遭環境跟同僚，好在他是皇帝侄子，又天生一副見人說人話、見鬼說鬼話的性子，這樣的人，混跡官場倒也不算十分艱難。
只不過這幾日總忙着整理一些亂七八糟的卷宗案件，讓他都沒有時間去見嫣嫣，說實話，忙的時候還好，讓他沒有精力去想其他的事情，可這會兒好不容易空閑下來了，整個人瞬間就惦念的不行，很想去見她……
蕭非鶴是有自己的規劃的，他想先進刑部，這段時間先老老實實幹點事情，好讓衆人對他的印象稍微改變一些，也不要求能轉變得有多好，最重要的翰林院的那位李大人能看的上就行了，從前他借着賞畫逗鳥的名義哄騙過那位李大人不少次，每次都是半途将人丢下，然後偷摸溜了，蕭非鶴現在就格外擔心，等日後他上門提親時，那未來的岳丈大人會不會讓下人把他給打出去！
所以他就想先提前改變一下衆人的印象，也好讓人看到他的決心，到時候再去登門時，或許遭遇的阻攔跟嫌棄也會小上一些。
蕭非鶴這樣想着，似乎從極樂寺回來之後，他就只見過嫣嫣一面，還是那天送她回府時見的，都隔這麽久了，也不知道嫣嫣有沒有想他？這段日子有沒有好好吃飯，要是不肯老實吃飯的話，估計是嘴又饞了，肯定是又想吃張記的糯米糍了，她就愛吃這些亂七八糟的小玩意兒……這樣想着，蕭非鶴的嘴角也忍不住露出一絲笑意，只覺得胸口那股眷戀的情緒頓時如潮水般湧來，讓他有種迫不及待想要見她的念頭。
所以當天下午散值之後，蕭非鶴便忍不住偷摸溜進了李府，懷裏還揣了一大包剛出爐的糯米糍點心酥，熱乎乎的還冒着熱氣。
如今的蕭非鶴對李府也是異常熟悉了，他剛飛身一躍，從樹下跳進南嫣的院子，還沒來得及弄出些動靜吸引那人的動靜，就聽到那房裏裏的人悶悶說了一聲，
“我不想吃，你們拿下去分了吧。”
丫鬟好言勸了幾句，南嫣還是不肯吃飯，最後實在沒辦法了，只能又拎着食盒出去了，走時還嘆了聲氣，這幾日小姐的心情總不好，也不知到底是怎麽了？從那天靳府回來以後就再也沒出來過，聽說二小姐也是如此，真是讓人頭疼又無奈。
聽到這番對話，蕭非鶴又忍不住皺了眉，他心裏尋思着果然沒猜錯，只要沒人看着，這人果然就不肯老老實實吃飯了。
趁着丫鬟剛離開，蕭非鶴直接推開房門就走了進去，這開門的動靜傳到屋內，讓南嫣還以為是剛才的丫鬟又拎着東西回來了，于是頭也沒擡，下意識地就回了一句道，“我不是都說了我不吃了嗎，你怎麽又回來了？”
結果就聽到外頭傳來一陣刻意壓低的男聲，那聲音還有些耳熟，他問道，“好端端的為什麽又不吃飯？”
話剛說完，蕭非鶴就看到那趴在床榻上的背影立馬轉過來了，看到他的那一瞬間也不知道是怎麽了，眼圈不受控制地紅了一圈，烏黑的睫毛沾着霧氣有些濕潤。
她看着他，也不知道是氣惱還是在委屈，直接拿起懷裏的枕頭就扔了過去，然後罵了一聲，“你現在膽子真是大了，我的閨房你也敢随便就闖，你是不是從沒有把我放在心上過，所以才會對我這麽的随意，以為我是你可以随意輕薄的對象？”
蕭非鶴原本還是板着臉的，結果一擡頭看見她哭頓時就有些懵了。
他都不知道發生了什麽事情，怎麽好端端的就哭了，他什麽時候沒把她放在心上了？這話又是從何說起，他更是從來都沒想過她是可以随意輕薄的對象啊。
蕭非鶴幾乎是下意識地就往前幾步。
然後摸了半天才從懷裏掏出一塊粉色的袖帕，從她上次哭的時候他摸遍全身都沒找到一塊給她擦眼淚的帕子時，蕭非鶴就偷摸下了個決定，以後一定得在身上揣塊帕子，否則她哭了都沒辦法哄。
瞧着這人眼尾都有些泛紅了，蕭非鶴動作立馬變得更小心翼翼了，“對不起，是不是我突然闖進來吓着你了？我跟你道歉好不好，要不然你打我幾下出出氣也行？”
南嫣一巴掌拍開他的手，聲音嫌棄，“誰要打你出出氣，你皮糙肉厚打得我手疼。”
好吧，蕭非鶴聽到這話就有些明白了。
應該不是他惹到她了，估計是最近被什麽人欺負了又沒找回場子，所以心底不高興了，蕭非鶴手指又伸過去了，替人擦擦眼淚，其實跟大小姐近距離接觸以後，他就發現大小姐是個很容易被人哄騙的性子，腦袋又不夠聰明，估計從前被人欺負過不少次。
還好她性子好，從不記仇，哭過了也就忘了。
他想着又低頭去看她的臉色，她仍是低着頭，面色有些蒼白，看的蕭非鶴更心疼了，聲音也放的更緩了，
“是有人欺負你了嗎？你告訴我，我去給你出氣好不好？別哭了，嫣嫣，這段時間之所以沒來找你，是因為我想着先讓自己變得成熟穩重一些，等名聲變得稍微正常一點，到時候來李府提親的話，你爹娘也不至于太瞧不上我。”
“你也知道的，我從前的名聲太混賬了，這次皇上給了我一個刑部的閑職，我就想着能夠争點氣，忙了一段時間，所以才沒時間來找你。”
他又按着她頭頂烏黑的發絲，輕輕摸了摸，“我一直都把你放在心上的，也從來都沒有把你當做是可以肆意輕薄的對象，嫣嫣，你告訴我，到底發生了什麽事情，為什麽這麽傷心委屈，是誰欺負你了，嗯？”
南嫣心想，誰能欺負她啊？欺負她的早就都被她欺負得不成樣子了，這會估計正在府裏傷心欲絕呢！
她想的是，這人要等到名聲轉變之後再來李府提親，那還不知要等到猴年馬月呢，她哪有那麽多的時間陪他折騰，好歹得讓他提前一點。
于是南嫣調整了一下心情，擡眸看着眼前這人，大概是他說話時的語氣更溫柔了，讓南嫣瞬間想到那天被人按在桌上欺負的場景，于是眼圈更紅了，然後直接伸手抱住了他的脖子，“沒有人……欺負我。”
她說這話的時候，卻在不經意之間露出了脖子上那天跟靳厭離争執時不小心蹭到的痕跡，有些微紅，還沒有完全消退，看着就像是有人用力親吻上去的一樣。
這讓蕭非鶴目光一頓，那樣的痕跡他不是沒有見過，而且那樣的位置……他又下意識地伸手去摸她的手指，然後在她手腕上還看到一些手指用力攥緊後留下的淤青紅痕，那樣重的力度，讓蕭非鶴目光陡然一沉，瞬間明白她突然之間變得反常的原因是什麽了？
“是他欺負你了？”
除了靳厭離那人，沒人敢對她做出這樣的事情。
蕭非鶴一時用力攥緊了手指。
怪他的！都怪他的，怪他沒有考慮周全，一直想着靳厭離後悔之後可能會來找她道歉并求她原諒，但他忘了男人都有的劣根性和占有欲，尤其是嫣嫣還曾經是他的未婚妻，他想要對她做點什麽簡直太正常了。
想到這裏，蕭非鶴心中頓時又湧出一陣懊悔與後怕，他為什麽沒有早點想到這些呢！真是混賬，成天忙東忙西的也不知道在忙些什麽，最重要的人反倒被他忽略了。
果然，話音剛落，南嫣眼淚就下來了。
她手指頭從袖子裏伸出來，揪住他胸前的衣衫，眼淚無聲地沒入他的襟口，然後抿了抿唇，聲音輕顫着響起，“他跟平常不太一樣，那天娘讓我去跟他道歉，我就去道歉了，誰知道他會突然親過來，像瘋了一樣，還跟我說了好些亂七八糟的話，我很害怕，為什麽你都不在我身邊，你還說你要保護我，你根本什麽用都沒有……”
聽到這些，蕭非鶴幾乎下意識地将懷裏的人擁的更緊，手掌貼着她的後腦低聲安撫着，“對不起，對不起，是我的錯，我沒想到這一點，我向你保證，從今往後只要有我在的地方，我不會再讓任何人欺負你。”
他說完又立馬扶正她的肩膀，他知道這些事情對于女子來說很難宣之于口，不管對方沒有得逞，對她而言只怕也是個極大的陰影，所以蕭非鶴不敢詢問太多，只敢問她其他的事情，“你告訴我，有沒有其他地方受傷，還有這件事情有其他人看見嗎？”
不論如何，他不能讓這件事情傳出去，否則謠言一旦傳開，即便什麽事都沒發生，往後遭受非議與傷害的也只會是她一個人。
南嫣有些低落地從他懷裏退出來，淚珠還挂在眼睫上，她輕輕搖了搖頭，“我拿硯臺砸了他一下，然後就跑掉了，不記得有沒有其他人看到？”
這一下也讓蕭非鶴的表情意外了一瞬，不過很快又放松下來，他伸手牢牢将人圈進懷裏，然後低聲安撫着，
“好，你放心，這件事情往後我一定會幫你讨回公道的，現在你就當被狗咬了一口，好好睡上一覺，然後把那些煩心的事情全都忘掉，乖乖在府中等着我明日過來提親。”
蕭非鶴後悔了，他一直想着要等名聲好點再來李府提親，可是他能等，有些人已經不能等了，現在的靳厭離明顯已經意識到了自己真正喜歡的人是誰，他對嫣嫣的占有欲不比他低，倘若他真的要強求些什麽，嫣嫣根本反抗不了他的。
不行，他不能再耽誤下去了，他必須早點來提親，只有将人完完整整地娶回府裏，放在眼皮子底下看好，他才能真正的放心。
After hearing this, Nan Yan finally felt relieved, but she still had a confused look on her face. She widened her eyes in surprise, then looked up at the person in front of her, and said in a muffled voice, "Come to propose marriage tomorrow? But didn't you say before that it would take some time? Isn't this too hasty?"
Xiao Feihe pressed her head and sighed helplessly, "You may not know that if I wasn't afraid that my future father-in-law would beat me out of the house with a stick tomorrow, I would have wanted to marry you back home right now. Yanyan, I'm sorry. It's my fault that I didn't protect you in time when you were bullied. After I marry you, this kind of thing will not happen again. No matter where you go, I will protect you in the future."
Very good, this is exactly the result she wanted.
I don’t know how Jin Xinli will react when she hears the news, but I don’t think she will be disappointed!
Nan Yan's lips curved up, and finally a smile appeared in her eyes. Then she leaned her head against the man's chest, "You are such a shameless bastard who wants to eat swan meat. Who would want to marry you?"
Xiao Feihe couldn't help laughing and teased her deliberately, "If a swan doesn't want to eat swan meat, how can it be a good swan? Besides, you are a swan with a strong taste. You just like to eat those messy things. What's the big deal about one more swan?"
Nan Yan was so angry that she bit him hard, and only then did she feel better.