Chapter 133 [VIP] Lifesaver (20)
After hearing what Jin Lili said, Xiao Feihe suddenly felt a little grateful towards this former rival.
He rushed into the house impatiently and went straight to the room where Yanyan was sleeping. As soon as he opened the door, he saw the black hair scattered on the bed.
Just one glance and Xiao Feihe felt an indescribable sadness in his heart and almost wanted to cry.
She lay weakly on the bed with her eyes slightly closed. However, in just two days, she looked much thinner. Her chin became pointed and her face was very pale. She lay unconscious and quietly on the bed.
For a moment, he even had the illusion that the person on the bed had left him.
Xiao Feihe subconsciously moved forward a few steps, almost unable to stand steadily. His eyes were slightly red, and he accidentally knelt to move to the bedside, then carefully held the soft palm, and called her name with affection and heartache.
"Yanyan, I'm here..."
He spoke in a very soft, hoarse voice, with a hint of guilt in his voice. He was afraid that he would disturb her, but he was also afraid that she would fall asleep like this and refuse to wake up.
Xiao Feihe gently held her palm and placed it on her cheek, wanting to reach out and touch her face, but he paused subconsciously when he saw the messy scratches on his fingers, then reached out and removed the hair stuck to her cheek, "I'm here to apologize to you, I'm sorry..."
Xiao Feihe's tears overflowed from his eyes unconsciously. His cheek was pressed tightly against the back of her hand, and his voice became more and more choked and hoarse, "Aren't you calling my name? I'm here, I'm here to see you, Yanyan..."
"It's all my fault. It's me who made you look like this and made you suffer so much."
"I am so bad. I really deserve to die. I deceived you with this matter for so long. Can you please get up and beat me, scold me and teach me a lesson?"
"I really know I was wrong, Yanyan, I am sorry for you, can you please get up and look at me..."
Xiao Feihe kept apologizing and begging, his voice full of pain and heartache. He would rather be the one to suffer, but why shouldn't he suffer this?
Xiao Feihe's tears flowed silently. He held her hand and knelt beside the bed, constantly confessing his sins. He looked at Nan Yan's sleeping face with compassion, not wanting to miss any of her reactions.
I don’t know how much time had passed, so long that Xiao Feihe’s throat had become hoarse and dry to the point of pain, and his knees had become numb to the point of losing feeling as he knelt on the ground.
He seemed to notice vaguely that the fingers in his palm trembled slightly.
Xiao Feihe was startled at first, then he looked up subconsciously.
The person on the bed seemed to be sleeping uneasily, with her brows slightly furrowed and her eyelashes still trembling slightly. Xiao Feihe called her softly a few times, and after a while, the person below finally slowly opened her eyes.
The moment she regained consciousness, Nan Yan's first reaction was that her mouth was too bitter, so bitter that she couldn't bear it. She didn't know how many bowls of bitter medicine the hero had fed her during the time she was unconscious. Even now that she woke up, it was still so bitter that it made her headache.
Nan Yan coughed a few times, feeling the bitterness and hoarseness in her throat, and subconsciously shouted, "Water..."
The sound was so faint that it was inaudible, as if he would lose consciousness in the next second and fall into coma again.
However, the person guarding the bed rushed out immediately after hearing the sound. He ran so fast that he almost forgot that his legs were still numb. He staggered a few steps accidentally and almost hit the table and chairs and fell down. Fortunately, he stabilized.
"Okay, you want some water? It's coming soon, wait a minute." He said, and hurriedly poured a cup of warm tea from the table outside, then rushed back at a very fast speed, holding the teacup in one hand, and carefully lifted the person lying on the bed with the other hand, leaning on his shoulder,
"Come, Yanyan, drink some water."
He passed the teacup to the person's mouth and watched her sip it. His heart seemed to soften into a pool of warm water. Only at this moment did he finally breathe a sigh of relief. She finally woke up.
When Nan Yan finished her cup of tea, the man leaning against her immediately asked in a low voice, "Is that enough? Do you want to drink some more? You've been in a coma for two days and have had a fever for a long time. It's normal to be thirsty. Can I pour you another cup?"
After drinking the tea, Nan Yan's mouth finally stopped being bitter, and her throat was no longer dry and hoarse, so she immediately started to turn hostile.
As soon as Xiao Feihe finished speaking, the person he was leaning on stiffened, as if he had just realized who he was, and as if he had just remembered what happened that day.
Then her eyelashes trembled slightly, and she slowly moved her body away, unwilling to lean on him anymore.
Xiao Feihe's eyes suddenly became dim.
Nan Yan pursed her lips and turned her face away. She closed her eyes for a moment, then opened them again. A hint of mockery suddenly appeared on her pale face. She asked in a hoarse voice, "What are you doing here? Didn't I tell you? Don't come to me again from now on. Don't make me hate you more and more."
She was too weak to even say this.
Her lips, which had finally regained their rosy color, turned pale again when she woke up and saw him.
Xiao Feihe remained silent, his eyes falling on her eyebrows and eyes. Especially when he saw the annoyance hidden in her eyebrows and eyes, his chest trembled slightly for a moment.
He opened his mouth, and thinking of what he had done, his fingers curled up uncontrollably, and then he said with difficulty, "I... I want to see you..."
It is always harder to face a sleeping person than an awake person, especially when looking at a look of disgust and annoyance. Xiao Feihe had never felt before that a person's eyes could be so unbearable, as if he was suffocating.
Nan Yan's eyes moistened slightly when she heard this, but she still sneered and said, "Now that you have seen it, you can get out of here."
It was an almost unconditional rejection.
Xiao Feihe's breathing was slightly choked for a moment. He looked at the person in front of him, with an extremely uncomfortable emotion surging in his chest. It seemed that he had expected this result, but Xiao Feihe still refused to give up.
He took a deep breath, then reached out and gently held her hand, placing it against his chest. "I'm sorry, I really know I was wrong. I deceived you and hurt you, but my feelings for you are all real. I really like you. Yanyan, can you give me another chance and forgive me?"
Nan Yan couldn't stand it any longer. She pushed his hand away and turned to stare at him with tears in her eyes. "Forgive you? How can I forgive you?"
"Just because you like me, you don't mind all my lies?"
Nan Yan's tears fell, and her dark eyes suddenly looked at him steadily, "But what if you didn't like me? Have you ever thought about what would happen if things went the other way? If you didn't like me, what would happen if you deceived me? Have you ever thought about this?"
When he heard this, Xiao Feihe was suddenly stunned for a moment, and a very strange thought popped up in his mind.
How could he... not like her?
No, there won't be such a result.
This inexplicable possibility made him feel a chill in his heart, but for some reason, his brain subconsciously imagined what he would do if he had not fallen in love with her?
He might deceive her feelings, withdraw suddenly at the moment when she was most expectant and happy, and then leave her alone to face the rumors...
That kind of result won't happen. It's impossible!
Xiao Feihe's breathing stopped for a moment, his eyes turned red, and suddenly an unprecedented pain appeared in his eyes, making him almost unable to hold back and scream out the pain in his heart.
No, he would never do such a thing to her!
He liked her, how could he do such a vicious thing to her?
But no matter how hard he tried to deny it, he still had that thought in his mind: if there was such a possibility, if he really didn't like Yanyan, the harm he would have done to her would be at least a hundred times worse than it was now.
When he thought of this possibility, Xiao Feihe's face turned pale instantly. He felt the pain in his chest seemed to become more intense, so painful that even cold sweat broke out on his forehead. At this moment, he was extremely grateful. Fortunately, he loved her, and fortunately, he would not do those disgusting things to her.
Nan Yan paused for a moment, tears streaming down her face, and then continued,
"Have you ever thought about how desperate and broken I would be, and how far I would fall? Why can you let me forgive you so easily? What do you think of me? A woman who can be toyed with at will?"
The hot tears splashed on his fingers, burning them and causing them to tremble. He uncontrollably let go of her fingers. He subconsciously retorted,
"No, no, it's not like that..."
"Yanyan, I won't do that to you."
Xiao Feihe's tears immediately came out, his expression became tense, his fingers trembled as he held her hand, his lips quivering, "Believe me, I won't treat you like that, I really like you, Yanyan, I know you are still angry, and I also know you hate me for deceiving you and hiding things from you..."
"You can beat me, kill me, or teach me a lesson in any way you want. As long as I stop thinking about these unpleasant things and make you feel better, I will do anything you ask me to do."
南嫣手指蜷縮了下，用力從他掌心抽出來，然後擡眸，對上那雙微紅的眼睛，忽然沖動怨恨說了句，“讓你去死也可以嗎？”
蕭非鶴臉色微微有些發白。
怔愣了好一會兒，忽然沒忍住輕笑了一聲，随後伸手用力将人摟進懷裏，語氣也變得格外認真起來，“只要你讓我去做的事情，我都願意去做的。”
“只是我現在還不能死……”
蕭非鶴眼裏流露出眷戀不舍的神情。
他舍不得就這樣把她交給別人，舍不得就這樣帶着遺憾去死，從此以後再也見不着她，再也聽不見她的笑聲，和喊他名字時那種張揚又驕縱的聲音了，他很舍不得的。
南嫣仿佛被他這種認真的架勢怔住了，被他抱了好一會兒才反應過來，然後用力推開人，別過臉冷聲道，
“你滾出去，別碰我！”
興許是預料到了這種結果，蕭非鶴比想象中的成熟冷靜，他有些眷戀不舍地松開人，看到嫣嫣冷着臉不肯搭理他的模樣，又看到她泛白的唇色，忽然輕聲笑了笑，然後低聲說道，“你剛剛才醒來，應該也有些餓了，我去廚房給你弄些吃的來好不好？”
南嫣咬着唇餘光掃了他一眼，心想那你還不快點去，不知道她都在床上躺了兩天了嗎？再不去弄點好吃的過來祭祭五髒廟，她怕是又要餓暈了。
不過面上還是那副厭棄的神色，轉過臉看也不看他一眼，然後冷聲道，“你出去，我不會吃你做的東西的。”
聽到這句話，蕭非鶴也不生氣，臉上甚至有了一絲笑意，他趕緊卷起袖擺，轉身撩開簾子，就朝着廚房的位置去了。
蕭非鶴的動作确實很快，不過片刻時間，就端着幾份清淡的配菜還有一碗冒着熱氣的白粥過來了，怕她嘴裏沒味，還特意準備了幾顆山楂丸開胃。
“嫣嫣，我給你準備……”
只可惜他剛走到門口，便聽到屋內傳來說話的聲音，話還沒說完，一進門便看到屋裏頭兩人親近又溫情的一副畫面。
“先喝點湯，你都睡了兩天了，腹中空空，暫時還不能吃那些油膩的東西，我專門讓廚房給你熬了粥。”
“來，慢點喝，別噎着。”
靳厭離坐在床邊的位置，正細致耐心地喂她喝着湯，他看到南嫣靠在床檐上，小口小口啜着，面色因為熱氣而熏得有些薄紅，看着似乎有精神多了。
靳厭離時不時地替她擦拭着嘴角，南嫣臉上也是動容的神情。
看着二人之間親密無間的狀态，蕭非鶴忽然生出了一種自己就像是完全置身事外的外人一樣，仿佛再難插不進兩人之間的關系，莫名地讓他有些心慌和不安。
蕭非鶴知道她還在生氣，這事都怪他的，落到如今這種地步也都是他活該的。
他下意識地端着盤子往前幾步，南嫣餘光掃了他一眼，只一眼便讓他腳步頓在了原地，那眼底的疏離和刻意那樣的明顯，仿佛多看一眼都嫌麻煩，哪怕蕭非鶴再能忍受，此刻也覺得有些喘不過氣來了。
手指無意識地捏緊了盤子。
到底要怎麽樣……才能讓她原諒他呢？
他深呼吸了一口氣，将胸口所有的不适情緒全都壓進心底深處，然後殷勤又小心地走了過去，“嫣嫣，你還要不要吃點別的？”
他朝着她讨好笑了笑。
南嫣眼皮都沒擡，“你是想撐死我嗎？”
蕭非鶴表情一頓，忙把手上的東西放下了，着急解釋道，“怎麽會？我不是那個意思，你不想吃沒關系的，我以後再給你做別的好不好？”
南嫣卻轉過臉，壓根不想搭理他。
得不到回應的人明顯有些狼狽，蕭非鶴有些不自在地後退了一步，坐到了一旁的位置上，目光卻固執不肯移開，一直望着兩人，也不是實在懲罰自己還是舍不得。
靳厭離也沒想到，自己有一天會因為她故意利用而覺得開心滿足。
他知道她是故意的，故意氣蕭非鶴，才肯讓自己稍微親近她些，可即便是這樣的利用，他也覺得滿足了。
他照顧了她整整兩天，也哄了整整兩天，可是不管他怎麽哄，昏睡中的人始終不願意醒來，偏偏蕭非鶴一來，這人再怎麽生氣，終究還是醒了。
從那一刻起，他就知道自己已經徹底輸了，她一點也不愛他了。
可是能怎麽辦呢？造成今天的這一切是他咎由自取，只要她還願意接近他，還願意讓他繼續陪着她，守着她，他願意等的，不管多久都願意的，等到她動容的那一天。
吃了一小碗白粥以後，南嫣精神也終于恢複了不少，不過在床上躺了兩天渾身都酸軟了，她想起來走走，但靳厭離攔着不讓。
說她病還沒好，出去吹風肯定又會受涼，如果身體不舒服就讓丫鬟來幫她捏捏，要不然他幫忙也可以。
南嫣拒絕了這人占便宜的行為，扭頭瞧了一眼外頭的好天氣，這陽光暖洋洋的哪裏就會受涼了？
不過這人固執地很，雖然如今這副固執的性子已經被南嫣掰地面目全非了，但涉及到身體方面的事情，南嫣最終還是沒能拗過對方，說不準就是不準，最後只能眼巴巴地瞧着人，眼裏流露出一絲渴望。
大概是病了兩日，那雙盯着人看的眼珠都是水汪汪的，又有點可憐兮兮的，直看得靳厭離一陣心軟，心裏糾結一番後，最終還是無奈妥協了。
靳厭離嘆了一聲，他真是拿面前這人一點辦法都沒有了，“真想起來的話也不是不行，但是只能在院子裏逛逛可以嗎？”
南嫣立馬點着頭答應了。
于是靳厭離的保護工作也做的很到位，厚厚一層披風将人完全包裹住，全身上下只留一顆腦袋在外頭，又摸了摸這人的手心，确定是溫熱的之後這才放了心，然後牽着人去院子裏了。
整個過程，蕭非鶴就在一旁望着，他張了張嘴，卻發現自己一句話都說不出來。
他也想上前幫忙的，可剛伸手，就被南嫣一個冷淡的眼神釘在原地無法動彈。
明明外頭陽光正好，他卻覺得心頭好似莫名其妙地就刮起了一陣冷風，越來越冷，冷的他四肢都有些僵硬了，想跟上去卻又怕她嫌棄，就這麽固執地盯着兩人。
南嫣餘光瞥到身後不遠處僵硬站着的蕭非鶴，嗯，這樣就受不了了嗎？那可不行，還有沒使出來的呢。
靳厭離牽着她進了院子。
南嫣微微蹙着眉，看到身後那人沒跟上來，似乎有些在意，目光似有若無地總往身後打量，臉上隐約露出了一絲郁悶的神情。
她往前走了一步，也不知道是故意的還是真不小心扭了一下，眼看着身體就要往前摔倒，也幸好身旁的靳厭離反應極快，一把将人抱進了懷裏，然後捏着她的手指問，“怎麽這樣心不在焉的，不是說要出來走走嗎？走兩步就要摔跤，還不如我抱着你走。”
他話剛說完，南嫣餘光便看到那門後飄起來的衣角，還沒等懷裏這人放開她的時候，忽然湊過去，在對方唇畔輕輕吻了一下，如蜻蜓點水般，一觸即退。
她正要從他懷裏退出來的時候，卻被人猛地扣住了腰身，靳厭離呼吸一滞，手掌用力按在她的腰身後面。
這讓南嫣一時沒有防備，整個身體都撞在了他的胸膛上，但她也知道自己這事做的不對，于是就垂着腦袋，也不敢看人。
靳厭離眼底神色複雜晦澀。
他深呼吸了一口氣，然後伸手直接将人抵在樹幹上，那只修長的手指忽然捏住了她的下巴，然後擡起，跟她說，“這樣子是不行的，你親的太淺了，他知道你是故意的。”
面前的人垂着眼簾沒有吭聲。
靳厭離繼續說道，“你想讓他生氣、想讓他痛苦、想讓他後悔是不是？可是這樣子太輕了，不夠的，一下子怎麽能夠呢？我幫你好不好？”
南嫣怔愣愣地望着人。
他說完也沒等底下人反應過來，直接就不管不顧地吻了上去，那一瞬間，靳厭離的胸口就像被什麽填滿了一樣，又酸又脹，越是喜歡，就越是痛苦，他真的很久沒見到這樣的她了，懷裏的人安安分分的，一開始還有些排斥，可知道最後都沒有掙紮。
靳厭離呼吸急促着，眼裏好似漾起了一層水霧，他說不出心底是什麽感覺，胸腔內的心髒跳的快速，他吻得那樣用力，吻了這人一遍又一遍，沿着唇角細細密密地吻着，恨不得将人塞進身體裏，到最後，吻着吻着，眼淚不受控制地流出來了。
他恍惚間只覺得如今的自己十分可悲，居然要靠這樣的手段才能親近她，可他心甘情願地被她利用。
分離的時候，靳厭離身體滾燙的要命，連額頭上都冒出了一層細密的汗水，他喘着粗氣，然後低着頭，用嘴唇親親碰碰她耳邊的肌膚，在她耳畔聲音沙啞呢喃了一聲，
“只有這樣，他才會跟我一樣難過的。”
溫熱的淚珠順着臉龐滾落，沒入了脖頸間，不小心濡濕了頸口的那一縷長發，靳厭離将那縷長發拿開，滿是不舍地望着她。
而在另一邊，蕭非鶴望着不遠處兩人纏綿擁吻的姿态。
那一瞬間，整個人都僵住了，随後便是一種名為嫉妒的情緒迅速在腦海裏翻湧着橫沖直撞，讓他險些控制不住自己直接沖上去用力将兩人拽開。
他被刺激的甚至能感受到腦袋裏血管在瘋狂叫嚣着，整個人眼眶瞬間就紅了。
不要！不要這樣對他！
求你了，嫣嫣，不要這樣……
他寧肯她打他罵他殺他，也不要這樣的結果，他受不了的，真的接受不了。
他知道錯了，他不該騙她的，更不該在李府跟李清柔拉拉扯扯，他真的知道錯了，求你了，別這樣對他好嗎？
蕭非鶴此刻也終于明白當初靳厭離在別院看到南嫣被他抱在懷裏親吻的感受了。
那種瘋狂嫉妒、怨恨又憤怒的感覺，燒的他理智全無，心中甚至不受控制地湧出了一股殺意，讓他想直接沖上去殺了那個輕薄她的男人。
可是不行的，蕭非鶴用力攥緊手指，指甲幾乎陷進了皮肉裏。
他努力壓抑着身體裏快要崩潰的情緒，腦海中僅存的那點理智告訴他，他絕對不能再做傷害她的事情了，絕對不能再惹她傷心了。
可是怎麽辦啊？看到她跟別的男人在一起，那樣親密的畫面，他真的快要瘋了。
他真的接受不了……
嫣嫣……
另一邊的南嫣餘光在瞥到這把利用的效果頗為不錯之後，心中暗暗點了點頭。
随即調整了下情緒，面上露出一副愧疚的神情，然後一把将身前的男人推開，利用完就扔。
“對、對不起……我其實……”
靳厭離似乎預料到了她的反應，伸手揉了揉她的腦袋，一邊忍着胸口的酸楚一邊笑着道，“我知道，我是自願的。”
南嫣抿了抿唇，手指無意識地揪緊了袖口，然後面色有些難堪地朝他看過去，“我不該這樣對你的，我這樣利用你，跟他欺騙我的感情又有什麽區別？”
“你別哄我了，對不起，靳厭離，你罵我吧，打我也行，你對我這樣好，不分晝夜地救我照顧我，我卻還恩将仇報這樣欺負你，我真的是太對不起你了。”
靳厭離只覺得自己這輩子算是徹底栽在她身上了，不管是真心也好，利用也罷，他這輩子已經就這樣了，不論如何，都是要守着她的。
聽到這話時，他忍不住輕笑了聲，手指愛憐地摩挲着觸碰了下她的嘴唇。
那裏還有他剛剛留下的痕跡，光是這一點，就足夠他心滿意足了。
“膽子這麽小，還談什麽讓他後悔痛苦呢？才這樣就不敢了嗎？還是你心疼了，看到他難過你心裏難受了嗎？”
南嫣別過臉，悶聲道，“我才沒有。”
靳厭離看着她那副口是心非的樣子，忽然忍不住有些心酸黯然。
果然啊，一二再而三的确定，就算他再怎麽不甘，他跟她這輩子也再無可能了。
靳厭離忍不住将人擁進了懷裏，低聲安撫着，“不心疼的話那我們就繼續，我都不在意的事情，你在意什麽呢？”
“只是……”
我也好舍不得你啊，為什麽你願意給他機會，卻不願意原諒我一次呢？明明是我先遇到你的啊，也是我先喜歡上你的，只是我中途犯了一個錯，不小心松開了你的手而已，你怎麽就被別人搶走了呢？你說，這世上到底還有沒有來世呢？如果有下輩子，你多給我一次機會好不好，不要那麽偏心，明明我對你的喜歡一點也不比他少的。
南嫣聽到他話只說了一半，便問道，
“只是什麽？”
靳厭離忽然長嘆了一聲，他微微仰着臉，明明是笑着的，眼裏霧氣卻彌漫地越來越深，淚水沒入耳廓，抱着她的力也越來越緊，“沒什麽，只是想讓你以後別那麽偏心，雨露均沾的道理懂不懂啊？”
他低聲道，“你多給了他一次機會，下輩子也要多給我一次的。”
說完這些又停頓了一下，然後很小心眼地威脅道，“要不然，本官以後就是死了，埋土裏變成一堆白骨了，還是會不甘寂寞從棺材裏爬出來然後跟你糾纏不清的。”
“你也不想晚上做噩夢吧，這種事情最好牢牢記住了，每日睡前默念三遍，免得本官來找你的時候你不認賬。”
南嫣：“……”
這話聽着怎麽那麽瘆人呢？
……
南嫣隐約中似乎明白了他的意思，也就是從那日之後，靳厭離對她的态度似乎變得克制了一些，只是有些情緒有時候是壓抑不住的，尤其是他看蕭非鶴的眼神，一如既往的厭惡至極。
可即便他再厭惡他，也改變不了嫣嫣一心喜歡他的事實。
尤其是在看着嫣嫣經常露出的那種落寞又心不在焉的神情時，靳厭離心中不甘又憐惜。
最後他沒辦法了，只能他先認輸了。
雖然不想看到蕭非鶴得償所願，可他真的不想再看到嫣嫣難過的樣子了，因為那會讓他比她難受百倍，畢竟這世上，也就只有這麽一個她能讓他一次又一次的妥協了。
大概有些人生來就是克制某些人的，正好她就是他的克星，所以他寧肯自己痛苦，也不想再看到她哭泣了。
十一月十五那日，天氣正好。
南嫣的身體也恢複地差不多了。
靳厭離說在府中歇了這麽久了，也該出門去逛逛了，聽說城北集市中又新開了兩家胭脂鋪子，聽說裏頭還有不少海外來的新鮮貨，反正你在府中閑着也是無事，不如一起去看看？
南嫣假裝不知道這人的心思，從她身體好轉到現在都已經快半個月了，這人恨不得她一輩子都悶在府裏不出去，這會兒突然約她出門，肯定是有別的事情了。
于是南嫣也沒戳破這人的小心思，點頭同意後，直接就上了馬車。
靳厭離看着馬車走遠，心中忽然生出一種想沖上去将人搶回來的沖動，但掙紮了許久，最終還是無力地松開了手。
他轉身回了府。
錯過了就是錯過了，這輩子做再多也無用了。
而在另一頭的南嫣，等馬車到了地點平穩停了下來之後，她掀開簾子一看，外頭站着的蕭非鶴似乎有些局促不安。
果然啊，看來她沒猜錯，靳厭離确實是想幫她跟蕭非鶴解開心結。
他朝她伸手，想扶她下來，而南嫣卻在看到他的那一瞬間面色微變，厭煩瞪了他一眼，“為什麽是你，靳厭離呢？”
蕭非鶴這段日子遭受的冷遇和嫌棄早已經将他所有的脾氣都磨沒了，此刻的他對着南嫣只有無盡的小心與不安。
尤其是聽到這話時，他眼底有些黯然，但還是老實回答道，“他臨時有事來不了了，讓我陪着你，你如果不想逛的話，我現在就帶你回去。”
南嫣臉上表情沒什麽變化，“我什麽時候說我不逛了嗎？”
南嫣抿了抿唇，說完這句話後，拎着裙擺，直接從馬車上下來了。
只是在蕭非鶴下意識伸手要扶她的時候，盯着他冷聲說了一句，“不許碰我，也不許跟着我，我現在不想看見你。”
這話讓蕭非鶴一時間有些頓住。
不許碰還行，可不許跟着是不可能的，這集市上人這麽多，他不看緊一點的話，只怕她片刻就會被人群擠散了，而且街上小偷那麽多，她要是被欺負了怎麽辦呢？
蕭非鶴面色有些為難，可是看着嫣嫣那明顯冷下來的眼神，他又不敢跟的太近了。
最後只能想了個折中的法子，她在前頭慢慢逛着，他就在她身後十來米遠的距離不緊不慢的看着，視線片刻不離。
後來蕭非鶴心想，這樣也挺好的，能夠遠遠的看着她開心就行了。
南嫣一路逛着一路來到了一個賣木頭的攤子前，攤主是個滿臉絡腮胡的中年男人，頭上圍着一塊灰撲撲的頭巾，看到客人時就露出一個憨厚老實的笑，然後繼續手裏的活兒，一點也看不出從前的兇相。
南嫣在攤子前看了一會兒，然後從一堆各式各樣的小木佛中挑了一只捧着肚子笑的大肚佛，眼裏露出一絲笑意，
“攤主，這個小木佛多少錢？”
攤主掃了她後頭一眼，又低下頭，老實巴交地回答道，“不貴不貴，十文錢一個，小姐要真喜歡的話，給個七文錢就行了。”
“才七文錢啊，真便宜，攤主你的手藝這麽好，怎麽才賣這一點錢呢？”
攤主立馬露出憨厚的笑，擦了擦手掌，“小姐說笑了，就糊口飯吃的本事，哪能稱得上手藝好呢，小姐您喜歡的話，拿着就是了，才七文錢而已，不貴的。”
南嫣将小木佛攥在手中。
Xiao Feihe, who was following closely behind, wanted to step forward when he heard that money was required. However, Nan Yan glared at him again, so he had to stay where he was and dared not move.
Nan Yan took out a few copper coins from her purse and gave them to him.
As we walked further, we saw more and more people.
Xiao Feihe was following very closely, but when he passed a crowded alley, two or three beggar children, laughing and playing, suddenly appeared from the alley and surrounded him.
The three little beggars circled around Xiao Feihe for several times, jumping and making noise, and each of them kept pestering him for copper coins. It was not the first time they had encountered similar situations before.
Xiao Feihe was given a headache by the noise, and he had no choice but to quickly take out a handful of copper coins from his pocket and throw them out. He only delayed for a moment, but when he raised his head again, Nan Yan, who was not far in front of him, suddenly disappeared.
Xiao Feihe's heart suddenly tensed up. At that moment he thought Nan Yan was playing a trick on him, trying to make him anxious and scared, so she was deliberately taking revenge on him. But when he looked around, he couldn't see her anywhere.
Xiao Feihe suddenly panicked.
He grabbed a passerby and asked, "Did you see the girl over there? She's standing there, about 17 or 18 years old, with very dark and bright eyes."
The passerby said no, so he went to ask the stall owner again, and he refused to give up even after asking the owner until he was tired of it.
"Did you see the girl standing here? She was very pretty, holding a small wooden Buddha in her hand."
"She was wearing a pomegranate red long dress and had her hair in a maiden bun. Her height was just up to my chin. Did you see her?" Xiao Feihe gestured anxiously, sweat breaking out on his forehead.
"No? How could there be no? Did you see it clearly? Think about it carefully, she was standing here just now, holding a small wooden ..."
Xiao Feihe hadn't even finished saying the word "Buddha" when his whole body suddenly shook and his pupils slightly contracted.
His eyes fell on the big-bellied Buddha on the ground with one of its arms broken off. The irritability and panic that had been accumulated in his chest before suddenly reached its peak at this moment.
What's going on? What's going on?
How come the things Yanyan just bought were dropped on the ground?
Xiao Feihe rushed over subconsciously and picked up the small wooden Buddha. He brushed off the dust and saw that the arms of the wooden Buddha were broken directly by someone's hands, and did not seem to have been stepped on.
A great panic suddenly surged in his chest, and an unprecedented uneasiness swept through his entire heart. With red eyes, he searched for every figure present who might look like her, but none of them was her.
Is Yanyan missing? Or has she been kidnapped?
Just when Xiao Feihe was about to lose control of his emotions, a little beggar suddenly jumped out from the roadside, handed him a note and ran away. Xiao Feihe had no time to chase the beggar, so he subconsciously unfolded the note and saw that it read:
After noon, a man came to the deserted temple in the southwest corner outside the city, prepared a carriage and three thousand taels of silver, otherwise he would kill the woman!
When he saw this sentence, Xiao Feihe's originally calm expression instantly twisted, and even a hint of hostility appeared in his eyes.
Because he used too much force, he accidentally broke the other arm of the little wooden Buddha. The broken fragments suddenly penetrated into the flesh, and blood instantly dripped onto the ground through the gaps between his fingers.
Xiao Feihe clenched his fists tightly, his eyes dark.
Who is it? Who wants to take revenge on her?
If you have any problems, just deal with him. Why bully a weak woman who is powerless?