Chapter 203
"Don't you think it's too much to say that? It's obviously you who didn't take it seriously enough, but I just allowed you to do whatever you want, so I can't be angry?"
"Do you think that I fell in love with you first, so I have to endure emotional injustice? You keep other girls' things, do you still think that I should be generous and not care about it, and if I care about it, I am unreasonable? But I am such a petty person, do you see it clearly now?"
Nan Yan asked him back. She was originally very rational, but later on she obviously couldn't control her emotions and her eyes turned red.
When He Mian saw her slightly red eyes and heard her say that she was petty and narrow-minded and was only concerned about the things he wore as gifts from other girls, his originally irritated mood was strangely soothed a lot.
He didn't know what was going on. The request did sound a bit unreasonable, but to him it didn't sound particularly excessive.
But he still asked, "So, you are still angry about this. Are you going to break up with me just because of such a small thing?"
Nan Yan pursed her lips, her lips were obviously a little pale, and it can be seen that her mood is not very stable. When she heard him talk about this matter in such a casual tone, she subconsciously replied, "So what?"
"You know very well that we are different. I don't have the time and energy to play love games with you."
Nan Yan raised her eyes and looked directly at the person in front of her. The more she spoke, the more she felt wronged and sad, and in the end she even shed tears.
"Instead of making a scene when we break up later, it's better to break up quickly while our relationship isn't that deep, so I won't be sad all the time!"
When He Mian first heard her say "yes", he didn't have any other emotions in his heart. He even thought that if she really minded this matter, he could promise her that he would never have anything to do with Ruan Xiaoxiao in the future.
In fact, it wasn't just later. He didn't have much to do with her in the past. After all, it was just a small matter many years ago. He Mian really didn't expect that she would care so much this time.
But before he could finish his words, he heard what she said next. The meaning of her words was very clear, and it was clear that she wanted to break up with him.
He Mian's face obviously turned cold. He didn't know why, but whenever he heard her casually threatening him with breaking up, he felt a fire of anger burning in his heart, making his emotions more and more difficult to control, and his irritability and discomfort became more and more serious.
And the anger that had been in my chest could no longer be suppressed at this moment.
He turned to look at the person next to him, his dark eyes fixed on her, his gaze fixed on her face, his fingers squeezing her wrist tighter and tighter.
"So, after all, you're just looking for a reason to break up with me, right?"
"But I clearly did nothing wrong this time, and you sentenced me to death based on a baseless suspicion. Don't you think that's unfair?"
"Then can you marry me in the future?"
Nan Yan suddenly asked back.
Her lips were bitten to a pale color, and the concern in her eyes was obvious, because when she asked this question, she stared at his face closely, not wanting to miss any expression on his face, as if she was waiting for his answer.
But this question obviously made He Mian stunned.
He didn't know why he felt guilty when he heard this.
All the anger that had been accumulated in his chest suddenly ceased at this moment. He suddenly didn't know how to answer this question because he had no expectations for marriage.
There was an eerie silence in the air.
Nan Yan continued, tears welling up in her eyes, "Don't you understand the root of this matter? I'm just not as confident as you are, and I can't waste my time being in love with you for the rest of my life. You make me feel insecure."
"I care about you very much, but I don't have a home. I really hope I can have one. Don't you understand what I mean? You have never thought about marrying me, right?"
He Mian's face turned ugly instantly when he heard this. All his previous questions and rebuttals were swallowed in his throat. He didn't know if it was because of what he had said before or the attitude he showed that made her realize something?
But she just grasped this point, this point alone. No matter whether he had done anything wrong in reality or not, in her eyes, he was already guilty of a capital crime.
But marriage is not as simple as saying it, nor can it be concluded with just a casual promise. Marriage is not as easy as imagined, and it is still too early now, and no one can predict what will happen in the future.
He Mian pursed his lips. He suddenly didn't want to let her know his true thoughts. Maybe he didn't dare to. If she really knew his rejection of marriage, she would definitely not be willing to be with him again.
He Mian tried his best to calm the dullness and discomfort in his chest, turned his head and explained to her, "Don't you think it's too early to say this now? Yanyan, you are still very young, have you forgotten that you still have a lot of things to do?"
The more He Mian spoke, the more he felt his voice choked up. "Also, we've only been together for less than two months. Getting married... isn't as easy as you think. Can't we talk about the future later?"
Of course Nan Yan would not compromise.
But it's not the right time to break up yet. Even if they want to break up, they have to put the blame on him. She is just trying to express that she is just emotionally unstable due to anger.
She struggled to get rid of his hand. Because of his perfunctory words, she couldn't hold back her tears. She looked and upset. "I don't want to talk to you about the future. I only care about the present. I am angry and sad because of you now. Since we have this opportunity, why not end it sooner rather than later? It will be angry better than being sad!"
"I don't agree." He Mian really didn't understand why this person was so stubborn.
He stood up suddenly, his body stiffened. He turned his head and looked at Nan Yan with a strong look in his eyes, "I said I don't agree. I just don't agree to end this relationship with you for such a stupid reason! Also, no one can predict what will happen in the future. You can't deny everything now because of this. I tell you, I just don't agree to break up!"
After He Mian finished speaking, he turned around and went to open the door. He didn't want to stay here for the moment. He was afraid that if he stayed any longer, he would probably argue endlessly. But he was clearly here to cheer people up today. He made so many careful preparations, and he didn't even have time to say it out loud. What was the result?
This person denied the entire relationship between them with just one sentence. How could he possibly accept it?
He felt like he was almost going crazy because of this person.
He used to have a bad temper, but ever since he fell in love with this person, he has really controlled his emotions and temper, and basically never lost his temper with anyone. In the past, if anyone dared to make him so angry, he would definitely find someone to beat him up.
But now, he just felt that his chest was about to hurt from anger, and a surge of resentment was brewing inside, but he had no choice but to endure it, and in the end his expression was distorted.
He Mian had never been so irritated before. He kicked off his shoes at the entrance and was like a firecracker. It was as if the matter that had been under his control suddenly went out of his control, making him feel more and more depressed and uncomfortable.
But he couldn't do anything to her!
He Mian walked towards the entrance door. He deliberately made a loud noise when opening the door. He thought that Nan Yan, who was sitting on the sofa, would call him and at least give in a little.
Even if she refuses to give in, just say a few nice words to her. If that doesn't work, she can just say one.
He even thought in his heart that as long as she called him and softened a little, he would forgive her immediately, and this matter would be completely over. Neither of them would care about this meaningless quarrel, and they would deal with the future later.
But he didn't expect that although she shouted, her words almost made him angry to death!
When He Mian put on his shoes and was about to go out, Nan Yan behind him finally called him out,
"Close the door when you go out."
After hearing this, He Mian felt like his nose was crooked from anger, he was almost angry to death!
Does this person have any conscience? He is her boyfriend and she clearly said that she likes him so much.
A few days ago, she sat on his lap, kissed his chin, pinched his face with both hands, and coaxed him gently, saying that he was the person she loved most in her life!
But what was the result? Were all her words lies? Were all her sweet words just to please him? He was leaving now, but she only cared whether he closed the door?
Damn! He Mian was so angry that his teeth itched.
He really wanted to rush back and beat the guy up, but he finally held back. He turned around and looked at Nan Yan, who was lying motionless on the sofa. He sneered, then slammed the door and turned around and left without hesitation.
If he comes back tonight his last name won't be He.
After the other person's figure completely left and the sound of a car engine starting came from outside the window, Nan Yan slowly suppressed the lost and sad expression on her face.
They had to break up, but she wouldn't be the one at fault. Even if there were any problems, they were caused by him and had nothing to do with her!
As for He Mian on the other side, after slamming the door and leaving, he drove very fast and went straight to his group of friends to race. At first, he thought that he was in a relationship with Wen Nanyan just to stimulate his body and recover as soon as possible. It happened that she liked him, so what was wrong with him accompanying her for fun?
But is this really the case? Since he started dating, he has spent most of his time with his girlfriend. He has quit smoking and drinking, changed his bad habit of staying up late, and lives a healthy life with his girlfriend. He even rarely goes to invitations from his group of bad friends. He is almost obedient to her. He doesn't believe that she really can't see that he is just playing with her?
He just said it in a harsh way. He was the first to compromise. He was not a fool. Why would he compromise someone for no reason? It was because he cared about him.
But what about that woman? She was the exact opposite of him.
She said sweet words that made him dizzy and confused. He didn't know when he started to be serious. He was transformed by her into a fool who would stick to his girlfriend every other day! In the past, he would never have thought that he would have such a day.
But now, she wanted to break up with him for such an inexplicable reason. Even if it was about marriage, that shouldn't be something to consider now!
Did she give him time to think it over? Did she know his views on marriage? Her worries and stubbornness were outrageous. They had only been together for less than two months, and she was already forcing him with these issues, breaking up with him over a fabricated "ex". In terms of cruelty, could he be more cruel than her?
He Mian was really angry this time. He made a phone call and quickly made an appointment with a group of friends to go racing in the suburbs. He hadn't been so unrestrained for a long time.
He won't go home tonight. After racing, he's going to go out for a drink and a smoke. He wants to adjust back to the life he liked before. Who the hell wants to be that good boyfriend who obeys her in everything? Is it okay for him to stop serving her?
On the other side, Nan Yan watched the black supercar drive onto the road and disappear in a flash. She didn't even need to guess, the guy must have gone drinking with his group of friends. He must be very angry now.
Nan Yan felt nothing inside and even wanted to laugh.
But no matter how funny it was, this kind of person was not worthy of sympathy, and she still had to think about how to make this breakup more embarrassing.
When Nan Yan walked into the living room, she realized something was wrong on the balcony. She walked a few steps forward, opened the gauze curtains that let in the dim light, and saw that the balcony was covered with apricot-yellow champagne roses.
The house is air-conditioned and humidified. The balcony floor is covered with carefully arranged shapes. On the wall next to it, flower petals are thoughtfully glued to look like Peppa Pig. Warm yellow lights are turned on around the petals. Under the light, there is an inexplicable warm, funny and romantic atmosphere.
Is this the apology that person has been thinking about all day? I have to say, it's really tacky and outrageous.
He decorated the spacious balcony like a proposal scene, which inexplicably made people feel like they had nowhere to put their feet.
Nan Yan also saw a table in the middle. On the table was a weirdly shaped cake, crooked, with two stick figures drawn on it in cream, one sitting and one kneeling, with a few words written next to it:
Sorry, I was wrong! I wrote the word "嫣嫣" halfway through and then crossed it out. I guess they thought it was too long to write, so they changed it to "女友".
Nan Yan couldn't help but laugh. He was quite good at taking advantage of others.
She took another step to the side and saw the arrow card on the wall pointing to the refrigerator next to her. She reached out and opened it. She glanced around and saw a whole cabinet full of apricot-yellow champagne roses.
The moment it was opened, a faint fragrance spread out. There were water droplets on the petals, and under the light, there was an indescribable beauty.
She reached out her hand and a small blue velvet box accidentally fell from the pile of petals.
When Nan Yan opened it, she discovered that inside was a pair of newly launched couple rings from a trendy luxury brand. The designs were exquisite and the prices were not low. The items were quite complete, but it was a pity that it was too late.
But, Nan Yan thought about it, since this person was so thoughtful and sincere, she had to at least pretend to be nice, so she picked up a bouquet of flowers from the refrigerator, took the ring box, and prepared to go and find the person.
On the other side, He Mian, who had been racing with someone for two hours, stopped the car, took out his mobile phone from the seat, opened the screen, and saw that there were no messages or calls in the message notification bar. His already ugly expression instantly became even colder.
Now several friends who were traveling with him also noticed that something was wrong with this guy. Originally they wanted to have fun tonight, but when they saw He Mian's weird look, they naturally didn't dare to go up and touch him, so they went to their usual club to drink all night.
The car arrived at the location quickly. Someone had reserved the place in advance. As soon as the door of the private room was opened, a cold and greasy aroma of a nightclub wafted in his face, making He Mian frown.
He didn't think there was anything wrong with this scent before, but after being with Nan Yan for a long time, his hobbies have been almost changed by her. She always has a light scent of shower gel on her body, which can only be smelled when you get close to her. It is not strong, but has a fresh fruity scent, which makes people feel very comfortable.
When He Mian looked up, he saw several friends sitting on the sofa opposite him waving at him. There were also several beautiful young girls sitting next to them. He paused while walking forward and turned around to sit on the single sofa at the side.
His friends were still the same group, but they had been spending less time together recently. He and Zhong Ling had completely fallen out.
After all, his girlfriend was bullied in front of him, and it was impossible for him to associate with others anymore, so he drank with this group of friends quite a lot.
But today I was really annoyed, so I specially called out a few familiar people.
He Mian didn't know what was wrong with him. When he saw this group of scantily clad girls, he inexplicably thought of the first time he met Nan Yan. She was among them, sitting quietly on the sofa. He didn't care about her at the time, and never thought that he would have anything to do with her. But the reality was so outrageous. Not only was he involved with someone, but now the other party was threatening to break up with him.
He thought again of what she said about feeling insecure, and He Mian suddenly realized that he seemed to have never really understood his girlfriend's private life. He didn't know why she felt insecure, nor did he know why she wanted to get married so much?
But this is not a reason for her to break up casually.
Thinking of these things, He Mian felt very annoyed, more annoyed than ever before. His two beautiful and slender eyebrows wrinkled slightly, leaving deep marks between his brows, clearly revealing a feeling of depression and irritability that could not be concealed.
He suddenly felt like smoking. He had quit smoking for almost a month and his addiction came back. He rashly searched his side pocket with his slender fingers but couldn't find the lighter. He cursed in his heart and finally just held the cigarette in his mouth, too lazy to light it.
Wei Chuan, who was sitting next to him, felt something was wrong when he saw how strange he looked today. He handed him a glass of wine and asked casually, "He Mian, what's wrong with you today? You look obviously not right. Did you have a fight with your girlfriend?"
He Mian frowned and glanced at the other person, not knowing why this person guessed so accurately, but he was in a bad mood today and came here just to vent and drink, and didn't really want to pay attention to anyone.
He didn't want to say it at first, but after thinking about it, he still felt very upset, so he threw away the cigarette in his mouth, reached out to take the wine glass he handed over, and then asked:
"Was it so obvious to me?"
Wei Chuan leaned back on the sofa, the wine glass in his hand swaying a few times, "How can it not be obvious? When you were racing, you rushed forward like your life depended on it, most people didn't dare to touch you, you said you had no worries about food and clothing, but other than emotional setbacks, what else could make such a heartless young master like you look so upset and aggrieved?"
"Why don't you see your girlfriend?" Wei Chuan couldn't help but tease, "You kept her hidden like a treasure the past two days. What's wrong? Did she really have a fight?"
Someone nearby echoed, "It's normal for a big fight to happen. I think that girl is quite capable. She was with Zhong Ling for a while, but I didn't expect that she would be with you later. To be honest, I don't believe that you two can really be together."
The man's voice was not loud, but everyone around could hear it clearly. This was indeed the case. Everyone saw what Zhong Ling did in the corridor that day. However, friends are friends after all, so this group of people were more protective of Zhong Ling.
After all, love is a matter between two people. Zhong Ling was wrong in this matter. He was wrong in that he almost forced her. But in this kind of matter, Zhong Ling probably couldn't make a fuss alone, and they were not familiar with the girl, so it was normal for them to talk about her behind her back appropriately.
He Mian's face turned cold when he heard this, and his expression was obviously not very good.
Wei Chuan, who was standing beside him, saw his expression and knew that he was going to lose his temper. He quickly nudged the person who was talking with his elbow twice and quickly changed the subject, "Hey, quarreling is normal. I was like this when I was in love with someone before. Girls are like that. To put it bluntly, they just want you to care about them more. Why do you, a man, care about her?"
After hearing this, He Mian's expression improved a little.
However, when I turned around and saw that the person speaking was Wei Chuan, I felt inexplicably alienated when I thought of his experience with Xu Sisi.
He tilted his head back, drank the wine in the glass in one gulp, and then leaned back heavily on the sofa cushion. He said impatiently: "I don't know what happened. She broke up with me out of the blue! This is the first time I've been rejected like this in my life."
"separate?"
Wei Chuan, who was standing by, was also a little stunned at first, but soon he couldn't help but pat the sofa and started to laugh mercilessly, "Isn't this a good thing? Didn't you say you would never get married in your lifetime? Isn't it just a good thing for you that they broke up now?"
Wei Chuan looked at the man opposite him with a frustrated look on his face, and couldn't help but say, "Or are you so angry because you can't accept being dumped by that girl? Besides, she's just a woman, so just break up. Do you still need women?"
"If you're not happy, I'll introduce you to my cousin someday. She just came back from studying abroad and is much simpler than your current girlfriend."
Anyway, these people are just like that. They are always casual and capricious in dealing with relationships. Only the Zhong Ling guy is so outrageous that he has ruined his own reputation for the sake of someone else's girlfriend. It is said that even the company's business has been greatly affected recently.
Why bother? She's just a woman, she's not a fairy from heaven. Besides, even if she's pretty, there's no shortage of pretty girls in this world. If there's no one, just find another one. Why make yourself look so ugly?
Isn't Weichuan himself the same?
Didn't he quickly find a new partner after breaking up with Xu Sisi? It's such a simple thing, is there any need to make such a fuss?
However, after he finished speaking, there was no response from the other side for a long time. He turned around and saw He Mian frowning, not knowing what he was thinking. He felt something was wrong.
This man's personality is indeed a bit strange, which may be related to the car accident he had in his early years. He often loses his temper for no reason and becomes good for no reason.
He added, "What's wrong with you?"
He Mian was very upset and took another sip of wine. "Nothing, I'm just a little upset. Things are not as simple as you said."
"How hard can it be? Isn't it like this when someone dumps you? It's normal to be upset. Wasn't it the same when I found out Xu Sisi cheated on me? What's there to worry about?"
He Mian didn't want to pay any attention to him now.
After Wei Chuan finished speaking, he looked at He Mian suspiciously, with a strange look in his eyes, "No way, He Mian, are you serious about this? You said it's just a love affair, right? What are you doing now? Are you really in love with her?"
After saying this, the man opposite him froze noticeably.
Weichuan didn't notice. When he looked up, he saw the waiter at the door pushed open. There was a girl standing next to him. The girl was holding a big bunch of roses in her hands, covering half of her body.
Wei Chuan took a closer look and realized that this was the girlfriend that He Mian was talking about breaking up with.
He was just about to raise his hand to say hello, but the girl opposite him waved her hand at him and made a please gesture.
Wei Chuan felt inexplicably guilty. He didn't know if the girl heard what he had just said, so he subconsciously swallowed the reminder that was about to come out of his mouth.
Come on, when the couple had a quarrel, the girlfriend bought flowers to apologize. They are a loving couple, so he should not get involved, lest he get into trouble.
But then again, why can't he find such a caring and sensible girlfriend? It's really hard to resist having such a gentle and lovable girlfriend.
He turned his head and looked at He Mian opposite him. He originally wanted to use his eyes to warn him, but the man still had that lifeless expression on his face and was completely unaware of the movement behind him.
I don't know where he found a lighter, but he finally lit the cigarette that hadn't been lit before.
The back of his hand rested lightly on the sofa, and his slender and distinct knuckles flicked twice. The smell of smoke soon dissipated, and the curling smoke enveloped the handsome face with a cold expression.
After hearing what Wei Chuan said, He Mian thought about what had just happened at home. Thinking of the man's expression when he said he wanted to break up without hesitation, he suddenly felt a headache.
With this headache, his face looked bad. He Mian let out a long breath, and his eyes suddenly turned cold. He didn't know if he was being stubborn or just being angry, but he suddenly said coldly:
"How is that possible? I just can't swallow this."
His face was cold and pale, his eyebrows and eyes were distant and dull, and he tried his best to maintain a calm and indifferent look, but when he said this, he still lowered his eyebrows unconsciously.
"She's just a little princess. She came to me on her own initiative. She's young and pretty. I just played with her. When have you ever seen me being serious?"
After he finished speaking, he raised his hand and subconsciously took a puff of the cigarette. He didn't know if it was because he hadn't smoked in a long time, but he felt a slight sting in his throat after taking such a deep puff, which made his throat feel a little uncomfortable.
He Mian coughed uncontrollably twice and put out the burning cigarette in his hand. He turned to take the bottle of wine on the table, but out of the corner of his eye he caught a glimpse of a slender and familiar figure standing beside him.
At that moment, the air seemed to be stagnant.
His fingers stiffened for a moment, and his eyes slowly moved upwards. What he saw was that pale and bloodless face. He Mian's expression twisted for a moment.
Especially when he saw that she was holding a large bouquet of flowers and the ring box in her palm, he could almost see that her fingers were clenched to the point of turning white, and they were so tightly stretched that the blood vessels on the back of her hands could be clearly seen.
But soon, she seemed to loosen her grip, and the blue ring box fell from her hand, landing on the ground with a "thump", tumbling a few times, and finally rolling at his feet.
He Mian suddenly felt his chest twitch twice, and he suddenly felt an endless panic in his heart, but his whole body seemed to be nailed to the spot, too stiff to move.
He wanted to explain that what he had just said was all said in anger.
But for a moment, he only felt his throat tighten and dry, his lips opened, but he couldn't speak for a long time, so he could only call out her name with difficulty:
"Yan Yan..."
Nan Yan took two steps forward. A layer of tears formed in her eyes, but she tried hard not to cry. Instead, she smiled at him and said, "So you don't want to break up with me because you can't get over it?"
"……no."
It's not like that!
What he just said was all in anger.
He Mian's voice was a little hoarse and trembling. He found that he didn't know what was wrong with him. The more he got to this point, the more nervous he became and he couldn't say a word.
But at this time, a "no" can no longer change anything.
Nan Yan asked him again, her voice hoarse and a little choked up, "Have you always looked down on me and thought I was a dirty princess, so you were so casual when you were in love with me? You think my love for you was easy to come by, so it's cheap, right?"
When Nan Yan said this, she couldn't hold back her tears and they slid down her fair face one by one. She asked again, "You think I'm cheap from the bottom of your heart, right?"
He Mian's fingers twitched and his face turned pale instantly. These words seemed to pierce into his heart like a sharp knife, causing the panic and uneasiness in his heart to gradually increase.
Especially when I saw the person in front of me crying, at that moment I felt as if my heart was being pulled by an invisible thread, and there was a tearing pain that was hard to ignore.
He subconsciously took a step forward, "No, that's not what I meant... I never looked down on you, can you listen to my explanation? I was really just... angry for a moment."
But the person on the other side was too lazy to listen to his explanation.
Nan Yan's bouquet fell down. She looked up at her boyfriend and wiped her tears. "Forget it. There's nothing to explain. You just played with me. I don't mind. I'm just a princess in a club. I have a low status. Especially for rich young men like you, anyone can step on me. I won't bother you anymore."
"Let's stop here between us!"
After she finished speaking, she turned around to leave, but the person opposite her subconsciously grabbed her wrist. He Mian felt a wave of panic in his heart. He grabbed the thin wrist tightly, fearing that she would leave. "I don't want it, Yanyan, listen to my explanation first--"
Before he finished speaking, there was a "pop".
Nan Yan raised her hand and slapped him hard and mercilessly.
He Mian's head was tilted by the slap, and a slap mark quickly appeared on his cold, pale and handsome face.
Everyone around was shocked by this sudden change, and the next second they thought He Mian would fight back regardless of the consequences.
But He Mian stood still, with no intention of resisting at all. He just looked at her pleadingly with his dim and indistinguishable eyes, his hand tightly grasping her wrist and refusing to let go.
Nan Yan pried open his fingers one by one in front of him, then turned around and walked away without hesitation.
He Mian's face suddenly turned pale.
My whole body felt as if a bucket of ice water had been poured over my head. My chest felt stuffy as if it was pierced by countless steel needles. The slightest movement caused unbearable pain. It was extremely uncomfortable.
"Yanyan, don't go..."
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