Thinking that Pang Zaiyuan was about to have a girlfriend, Ning Wenru was not too crazy.
Pang Zaiyuan is already in a relationship, so why bother whether he is gay or not? The reason for asking this question is probably because you are worried that you will do something like the protagonist in the novel.
Ning Wenru then shuddered, relaxed his body and leaned back in his chair, and made a weak excuse: "Although I write BL novels about men falling in love with each other, I only write stories, fictional stories. I really don't have any thoughts about Le Weijian, nor do I have any thoughts about you, you can rest assured."
Pang Zaiyuan turned his head in surprise, then turned back to the front, staring at the front mirror, and said in a low voice: "I don't have any idea at all."
"Yes," Ning Wenru smiled helplessly and said, "I was worried that you knew I wrote BL novels, so you hated me and avoided me, so I was very careful to keep a distance from my roommates and classmates, and didn't want to cause trouble to you. Besides, think about it, even if I'm gay, not every man in the world will like me, right? Just like straight men won't like every girl they meet."
Pang Zaiyuan couldn't sit any longer, so he unbuckled his seat belt and knocked on Ning Wenru, staring at him intently, his eyes narrowed, his dark pupils seemed to be reflecting a sharp cold light in the dark night. The sudden approach of the body and the enlarged face gave Ning Wenru a sense of oppression like a dark cloud pressing down on his head.
All I heard was Pang Zaiyuan asking coldly, "Not at all?"
Ning Wenru assured loudly as if he had seen a stern and scary instructor: "Absolutely not! I promise!"
Pang Zaiyuan asked again: "Really?"
Seeing that Pang Zaiyuan's expression was particularly serious, at such a close distance, Ning Wenru could even count the number of his eyelashes and see the blue stubble clearly.
The hot air exhaled by Pang Zaiyuan sprayed on Ning Wenru's face, and Ning Wenru seemed to be able to feel the warmth of the pores on his face being steamed open by the hot air. At such a close distance, Ning Wenru thought Pang Zaiyuan was going to kiss him, and his heart was beating wildly and almost jumped out, and he wanted to cover his face.
Ning Wenru couldn't help but shrink back, but there was a backrest behind him, so there was no room for him to shrink. He could only shout, "It's the truth! I really regard you as a friend, and I don't mean to offend you."
It must be true, even if it is fake. Pang Zaiyuan is a good person, but it would be another matter if he knew that his roommate wrote that kind of indescribable BL and was coveted and peeped at by his roommate every day.
Although Pang Zaiyuan is very tolerant of danmei, he is only tolerant under the condition of keeping a safe distance. Many readers and gay friends have told Ning Wenru about their tragic stories of BE with their straight roommates and straight classmates. Ning Wenru doesn't want to be thrown out of the car and kicked to death by Pang Zaiyuan now.
Ning Wenru looked at Pang Zaiyuan, who had hit him in the car, with sincerity. Pang Zaiyuan was silent, as if he had nothing to say, and turned back to sit, hiding his stern profile in the shadows of the car. The faint light from the street lamps allowed Ning Wenru to only see his straight nose, his tightly pursed lips and his tightly clenched teeth, and he could not see his eyes clearly.
Fortunately, Pang Zaiyuan sat back down, and Ning Wenru breathed a sigh of relief.
But in this dark night, the street lights were dim, there were few pedestrians on the road, and the sudden silence in the car was terribly embarrassing.
Ning Wenru thought hard for a while, and suddenly an idea came to him!
The reason why Pang Zaiyuan is so unhappy now is, could it be because Pang Zaiyuan is a narcissistic person who thinks that everyone likes him, so he is unhappy that a gay like himself does not like him who is rich, handsome and has a great figure?
I didn't expect him to be that kind of person. He's actually similar to Le Weijian. He's about to have a girlfriend, but it's a heinous crime for a straight man to flirt with gays!
But Pang Zaiyuan was a very nice person just now. He comforted him even though he knew he wrote such an indescribable BL novel. So Ning Wenru righteously broke the strange silence and said tentatively: "Actually, you are good-looking, have a good figure, and are a very nice person. I like you too."
"Oh?" Pang Zaiyuan finally responded.
Ning Wenru played the nice guy card at the right time: "You are a very good roommate."
Pang Zaiyuan asked coldly: "Don't you want to fuck your roommate?"
Ning Wenru was completely Spartan, and said madly: "How dare you! Absolutely not! This is just the title of the novel and has nothing to do with my reality! You must believe me!"
Pang Zaiyuan said "Oh" and then fell silent again.
Ning Wenru sat in the passenger seat anxiously. If Pang Zaiyuan hadn't been so nice, he would have urged him to go back to the dormitory. What on earth was he silent about? The Didi taxi had parked on the side of the road for so long after dropping him off at the destination, and now he hadn't even started the car yet.
After waiting for a while, Ning Wenru asked, "Hey, are we going back to the dormitory? It's almost 11 o'clock. Are you tired? I can drive."
"I'm tired," Pang Zaiyuan clenched his teeth, his jaw muscles protruding, and then said coldly: "The dormitories are closed, you will be deducted points if you go back."
"Yes," Ning Wenru asked, "Then where are we going? Spend the night together in the car?"
"Hotel." Pang Zaiyuan's words were brief, but his actions were decisive. He turned off the double flash lights and started the car without saying a word.
Ning Wenru observed Pang Zaiyuan's expression through the front mirror and found that in addition to his usual expressionless face, his jaw muscles were tight and protruding, as if showing that he was in a rage. Ning Wenru looked at him in confusion, exhaled, and then turned his head to look out the window.
I feel so tired. We were having a great conversation just now but suddenly it became cold. It’s really hard to guess what a straight man is thinking.
However, the atmosphere in the car only cooled for a moment, and Pang Zaiyuan suddenly spoke up: "I have read all your novels, and I found a small problem in them."
When Ning Wenru heard Pang Zaiyuan talking about his novel, he immediately turned his attention back and asked, "What's the problem? I also feel like I've hit a bottleneck. The more I write, the more I feel like I'm standing still or even regressing."
While driving, Pang Zaiyuan patiently explained in a calm tone: "Although the subject matter of each book is different, it's just that the plot is too common. If the characters are more sophisticated and the story is cool enough, it should be much better. In short, you don't know how to play."
Ning Wenru: "Ah? How do we play?"
Ning Wenru thought he knew enough tricks and techniques, but it turned out that Pang Zaiyuan, who looked extremely upright, was actually a hidden talent and even more capable than him!
"You spend all day in the lab, and the rest of the time writing novels, and you don't pay attention to the market. The times are changing so fast, and if it's not new and cool enough, no one will pay attention to it," Pang Zaiyuan analyzed it clearly. "I read your new article, and the fancy confession of the imperial generals and the confession in the book review section are all too ordinary. And your dating method of shopping, watching movies and eating dinner today is too old-fashioned. I can tell at a glance that you are a nerd who doesn't date often."
"How do you know that my date today is for shopping, watching a movie and having dinner?" Ning Wenru shook his head embarrassedly.
Pang Zaiyuan remained silent.
Ning Wenru shrank back. He was even more curious about the new tricks that Pang Zaiyuan had mentioned, so he immediately gave up asking further questions and asked, "What do you think?"
Pang Zaiyuan got on the highway, stepped on the accelerator handsomely, and said, "Tonight I will show you a new way of confessing love. I will teach you how to do it."
His roommate is really nice!
Seeing the shortcomings in his writing, he will also show him new ways to confess! It is completely different from the soldier who complained about Lei Wen. Such a good roommate must be cherished. Ning Wenru decided to keep a good distance silently and never let his roommate feel troubled!
Moreover, I didn't expect Pang Zaiyuan to read all his articles and all his dark history! Pang Zaiyuan even joined his welfare group and analyzed the problems in his articles. He must have read his articles carefully and liked them very much. Maybe Pang Zaiyuan is his little fanboy!
Treating Pang Zaiyuan as his fanboy, Ning Wenru suddenly relaxed a lot, with a smile on his face, his mood was relaxed, and he felt a mysterious sense of accomplishment.