Chapter 59 Lonely Star "Do you think you are qualified to kiss me now...
Outside the door, Tao Shuran covered his chest and gasped.
She felt that everything was on the verge of getting out of control, and the emotions that had long been extinguished were now stirring like a shaking volcano.
In an instant, the building will collapse and all life will cease.
The room on the other side of the wall was extremely quiet, without even a trace of light seeping through.
The air was filled with that kind of dead silence again. He did not come out to chase her. Tao Shuran took a long breath and half squatted down to calm herself down.
Suddenly she heard a violent cough, and soon the sound of something falling to the ground.
It was a bit dull and not very crisp. Tao Shuran remembered the kettle he had placed on the edge of the coffee table before leaving.
I don’t know if Liang Yuanjing just knocked it away casually, but the hot water that splashed up was no joke.
She bit her lower lip in confusion and leaned against the wall to listen for a while, but she could not hear any sound.
Finally, I opened the door and walked in worriedly to see how he was doing.
The moment she approached, a huge force suddenly emerged and she was pulled into a hot embrace.
Just as Tao Shuran's head was about to hit the hard chest, Liang Yuanjing reached out and placed his hand behind her head.
He smoothly put his arm around her waist, lowered his head to bury it in the crook of her neck, and said with a deep, muffled smile.
"I got you, you duplicitous little liar."
Tao Shuran reacted.
"You lied to me?"
There was no scene of the kettle falling over and getting scalded. It was all a self-torture trick he used to test her sincerity.
Tao Shuran felt that this man was too cunning.
Liang Yuanjing chuckled twice, and his chest was filled with a happy feeling because he had confirmed something.
Even his voice was filled with laughter: "It's true that I'm sick, and it's also true that I miss you."
"What did I lie to you about?"
"Compared to all this, you who keep saying you don't like me are the real liar, right?"
Liang Yuanjing lowered his head and met her eyes.
"Huh? How could you even lie to yourself?"
Hearing this, Tao Shuran fell into a long silence.
In order to be able to resolutely forget Liang Yuanjing, she told herself every day like brainwashing the established fact that she did not love him.
In the end, the numb emotions could no longer cause any waves, and she still thought of him every day.
But Tao Shuran firmly believed that she just wanted to remind herself that she no longer liked him.
Five years.
Once again she saw all of herself in his eyes.
This was an unforgettable scene in his life. Finally, Tao Shuran closed his eyes in despair and once again heard the power of his heartbeat reviving.
This familiar vibration frequency seemed to bring her memory back to that incomparable summer, when the sound of his footsteps running from afar fell into her heart and became the eternal heartbeat in her life.
Tao Shuran's eyes were filled with tears, and she couldn't help but raise her hand to touch his face.
At this moment, all the hidden emotions were poured out, and her greedy eyes lingered on his unchanged young face.
Finally, she could no longer deny that she had never forgotten Liang Yuanjing over the years.
She has always loved him deeply.
Liang Yuanjing looked at her with a smile, his eyes were passionate and open, like the summer of that year, with unchanging true love. But at this moment, because he was looking at her, there was a touch of moving tenderness.
Before her fingertips could reach him, he tilted his head and moved closer to her face.
In an instant, the electric current spread from the fingertips to the whole body.
Liang Yuanjing rolled his Adam's apple unbearably, and his breathing suddenly became deep. His fingers caressed her wrist, and the trembling feeling of their skin brushing against each other made both of them tremble at their fingertips.
He gradually leaned closer, his breathing violently, and the love and desire in his eyes surged towards her.
At the critical moment, Tao Shuran suddenly said -
"Fu Changpei said he liked me today."
Liang Yuanjing: ...
He was defeated, his arms leaning on the wall behind her, his low voice revealing a hint of helplessness, his eyes slowly lingering from her slightly pursed lips, and his dangerous aura was getting closer.
"Do you really have to say this at this time?"
Tao Shuran's cheeks flushed and she turned her head away to avoid his gaze.
She whispered, "Do you think you are qualified to kiss me now?"
Liang Yuanjing raised his eyebrows.
I laughed with a bit of interest. The little girl's temper has become much worse over the years.
The corners of his lips curled up and he smiled a little wickedly.
Liang Yuanjing deliberately reached out and pressed hard on her lips, then grabbed her shoulders and tilted his head to look at her.
"Well, I'll tell you now, Tao Shuran."
"I like you, I just like you."
He was so overbearing that he wouldn't even allow her to avoid his gaze. Wherever her gaze strayed, he would lean his head towards that spot.
Those dark, narrow eyes were filled with smiles, and there was a deep affection that was hard to refuse.
Tao Shuran was still restrained in his arms, and therefore, she could hear his words even more clearly.
Liang Yuanjing looked down at her, his voice sonorous and powerful, and his eyes looking at her were familiar and firm.
"All the neglect, scolding and rejection can't drive me away, unless you find someone who is 100% better than me, unless you let me see with my own eyes that you are truly happy."
"Unless..." Liang Yuanjing paused and gently stroked her face.
"Unless you stop shedding sad tears."
He whispered, "As long as you are happy, then everything I do is worth it."
Even if you don't choose him, it doesn't matter.
Tao Shuran slowly raised his head, his eyes were red and hazy in the night.
Her voice trembled as she asked, "How do you know I'm not happy now?"
"I get up on time at 7 o'clock every morning and return to the dormitory from the library at 9 o'clock in the evening. Occasionally I have dinner with friends. Every day is peaceful and stable."
"Calmness never means happiness." Liang Yuanjing looked at her with a knowing look. "I know that when you're unhappy, you tend to do the same thing over and over again. You used to hide in the classroom and do exercises, but now you stay in the lab and don't come out."
"Repressed emotions need to be released. You should be like a child and have the right to laugh and cry heartily."
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"Why are you always acting like a child? Can you understand a little bit?"
"How old are you? Why are you still in a rebellious phase?"
Tao Shuran closed her eyes deeply. At this moment, she knew that all words seemed pale and powerless.
Liang Yuanjing saw through everything about her.
She suddenly lost control and started crying sadly in his arms.
Tao Shuran recalled the day of her first department rotation when she went to the lacquer room. She was allergic to raw lacquer and it was so itchy that she couldn't sleep all night. At that time, her arms were covered with red rashes, and even taking chlorpheniramine didn't work.
At that time, she was still living in the dormitory, biting her pillow and crying silently at night.
Later, when she was working on projects, she was willing to go to any harsh place, no matter whether it was in the north or the west.
How can I not be afraid? How can there be no difficulties?
But she had made up her mind to continue on this path.
This path of pursuing skills, just like the path she took towards Liang Yuanjing, is destined to be filled with tears along every thorn.
When people arrive in a strange city, they often feel like a lonely star, and it is difficult for the city lights to connect with this star.
The moment he saw Liang Yuanjing, even though their relationship was like that of strangers, the feeling of loneliness and confusion disappeared.
Because she finally became a star under the moonlight.
No matter how the sun and the moon rotate, in Tao Shuran's heart.
Her moon hangs high in the sky and never sets.
No one expected how things would develop that day. Tao Shuran burst into tears, completely destroying the beautiful atmosphere.
Liang Yuanjing really has lost his temper.
The tip of his tongue pressed against her jaw, and he pinched her chin with a playful look, his breath dangerously close.
"We almost kissed just now, but you interrupted me. I confessed my feelings to you and you kept crying. Tao Shuran, tell me, did you do that on purpose?"
Tao Shuran had just stopped crying, but tears were still hanging on her long eyelashes, and drops of water were falling down with each blink.
She lowered her head and glanced at the small puddle of water on Liang Yuanjing's clothes. She said embarrassedly, "I'll give you one piece of clothing as compensation."
"Is it about the clothes?"
Liang Yuanjing half-knelt down, then suddenly raised his head and came in front of her, raising his eyelids and locking his eyes.
"Hmm? Give me a reaction?"
Tao Shuran was in a state of confusion.
She stood up suddenly and spoke stutteringly.
"Let's talk about tomorrow tomorrow, okay? You have a fever, so get some rest tonight. I won't disturb you."
Liang Yuanjing followed him out, holding his coat: "I'll take you there."
"You are ill and this is dangerous driving."
"Can you get a taxi?" He smiled, looked into her eyes and said, "Stay tonight."
Tao Shuran couldn't refuse his gaze towards her.
Her heart suddenly softened, and while she was hesitating, Liang Yuanjing had already picked up her bag and put it back on the sofa.
He finally turned on the light, and the room suddenly became bright.
The faces of the two people were clearly visible. In the small living room, the casual glances between them would spark sparks.
Tao Shuran's heart was beating so fast that she couldn't even think.
She asked softly, "Where do I sleep?"
The smile on Liang Yuanjing's face became brighter.
In his impeccable smile, Tao Shuran felt a sense of knowingness, and she once again realized that she was hopelessly trapped in him.
She sighed softly and sat on the sofa waiting quietly.
Liang Yuanjing tilted his head and looked at her: "There are only me and Zhao Zhengnian in this family. Choose one, who do you want to sleep with?"
Tao Shuran grabbed the pillow on the sofa and threw it at him.
Liang Yuanjing smiled casually, poured her a cup of warm water, and pointed to a room not far away and said slowly, "You sleep in that room."
The room was simply furnished with a bed, a desk and no extra decorations.
Tao Shuran quickly realized that this was Liang Yuanjing's room.
After taking a shower, she lay on the bed with her eyes open, her mind blank, tossing and turning but still unable to fall asleep.
I subconsciously reached for my phone under the pillow to check the time, but my fingertips touched a hard edge.
Tao Shuran sat up and slowly took out a diary from under the pillow.
She was stunned for a moment, and just as she was about to put it back in its place, the wind blew open the first page through the open window.
——"Captain's Diary"
Liang Yuanjing's flamboyant penmanship was written on the first page, like the beginning of a story.
Everything seemed to have returned to the first day, and she wrote the first entry in her secret love diary with the unspeakable feelings of a young girl.
At this moment, Tao Shuran began to believe in the gift of fate.
She believed that time would turn back, the valley would echo, and the love she held on to would wait until the day when she received a reply.
Finally, Tao Shuran fell asleep holding the diary.
When the sky was just getting light, her biological clock still made her wake up on time.
Everything around was extremely quiet. I was dazed for a moment in the unfamiliar environment, then I opened the door and slowly walked out.
Tao Shuran saw the figure on the sofa.
Liang Yuanjing sat silently, his tall and straight back looking somewhat lonely and desolate under the light and shadow from the floor-to-ceiling windows on the balcony.
Hearing the noise, he slowly turned around and looked at her with a raised eyebrow.
"woke up?"
Tao Shuran asked hesitantly: "You didn't sleep?"
"I can't sleep."
He smiled carelessly, leaned back on the sofa with his head propped up, tilted his head to look at her lazily, and even his voice sounded amorous.
“It’s like a dream.”
"I'm also afraid you'll leave again."
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The author has something to say: "You should be like a child and have the right to laugh and cry out loud."
I want to say to all the kids, if your family of origin is happy, then continue to be happy. If your family of origin is not happy, then when you grow up, allow yourself to be a child and have your own happiness. [Red Heart]
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