Si Lu led Bei Bei to a distance. Many onlookers didn’t understand why they didn’t go through the normal subway entrance outside if they were not allowed to enter the mall?
But they don’t know that for blind people, it is difficult for them to locate themselves in unfamiliar places even at very close distances.
But Si Lu didn't say much. He was used to such difficulties in his daily life.
People are keen on finding a sense of superiority from others. Si Lu understands that he is the lowest person and an outlet for other weak people.
Some parents will point at him and say to their children, if you continue to play with your cell phone when you grow up, you will be as blind as him.
When buying things, merchants may deliberately give them less change or even give them counterfeit money, or they may buy defective products.
He would be walking on the street and suddenly a strange child would pat him on the back, laugh at him for being blind, and then run away.
He was used to it. People like him at the bottom of society were not allowed to have temper. Getting angry and resisting would only make his life worse.
But today Si Lu didn’t want to think about those sad things, because today was the day he and Bei Bei reunited.
Si Lu had an illusion that he had known Beibei for a long time and was familiar with its personality and behavior. Even some stories of his life with Beibei emerged in his mind.
This is clearly the first time we meet, so why do I feel so close to Beibei?
Si Lu carefully looked for the door to the subway. Every time he got on the subway, there were always kind people who gave up their seats for him, which made Si Lu feel a little embarrassed. He tried to go out during non-rush hours in the morning and evening so that there would be fewer people on the subway and bus.
Beibei lay obediently at Si Lu's feet. It tried to curl up its body without making any sound.
But some people still saw it acting scared and asked, "How do you let the dog get up here?"
"This is because guide dogs don't bite people."
Si Lu tried hard to explain to the person next to him, but the other person still frowned.
"If it doesn't bite anyone, where does the blood at the corner of its mouth come from? Isn't it scary?"
Si Lu was a little panicked, "Beibei, are you bleeding?"
He bent down and carefully placed the blind stick on the ground, then gently touched Beibei with his hand. Beibei gently licked his hand with his tongue, as if to comfort Si Lu and tell him that it was okay.
Si Lu recalled the muffled groan that Beibei had made just now, and roughly understood what the security guard had done to it.
"I'm sorry Beibei, you've suffered with me."
Si Lu was very sad. He couldn't even protect his dog.
"How can you sit on the seat next to your dog lying there?"
The man refused to give in, so Si Lu could only keep apologizing. He stood up and carefully took Beibei to the armrest next to the seat. It would be fine for him to stand for a while as long as he held the armrest.
The man sat down in the seat left by Si Lu with satisfaction. He looked at Bei Bei beside him with malice in his eyes.
He pretended to be careless and stepped on Beibei's paw. Beibei tried to pull away but found that the man's foot was very strong.
It is taught not to make any noise while working, so that it can be a qualified guide dog. Even if it faces harm, it does not want to scare its owner.
Beibei endured the pain and looked at the man with some grievance, but she did not get any sympathy from the man.
The man felt a little unsuccessful, so he increased his strength again, and Beibei finally couldn't hold back and let out a whine.
It didn't understand what it had done wrong. It was told not to make any offensive moves against humans. If humans punished it, it must be that it had not done well enough.
Just pay more attention and work harder.
"What's wrong, Beibei?"
Si Lu squatted down in panic, but the man next to him asked loudly, "What's the matter with the guide dog barking on the subway?"
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry…”
Si Lu is not sure how many times he should say "I'm sorry" a day before life will treat him well, but he wants life to treat Beibei well more than life treats him well.
Beibei is the kindest and warmest light in Si Lu's life. Although he is just a child less than 2 years old, he shoulders the heavy responsibility of supporting Si Lu's broken life.
Although he was very unfortunate, he hoped that his dog would be a happy child.
But even such a wish was impossible to achieve. Si Lu knew very well that he had no ability to fight back in the face of suffering.
"We're almost home, Beibei."
Si Lu comforted her in a low voice. He felt that Beibei's pace was a little strange and seemed to have slowed down a lot.
Just before reaching home, Si Lu decided to find a pet hospital to have Beibei checked out. He didn't even know what Beibei's current condition was.
As long as you save a little more, you can afford it.
"Beibei, let me take you to the veterinary hospital."
Beibei stood across in front of him, and Si Lu understood that this was Beibei's way of saying no.
Beibei limped a little and returned to his simple home with Si Lu. There was no decorative elements in his home. His life did not require visual enjoyment.
Si Lu sat at his desk, which was covered with handicraft materials. His life depended on making some handicrafts and the monthly subsidy. Bei Bei would quietly stay by his side.
It licked its aching feet and the blood at the corner of its mouth stopped. It knew that it would be fine after a good night's sleep. As a guide dog, it was here to help its owner.
It can no longer add to the burden of its owner. It only needs to rest for this minor injury.
Si Lu's monthly income is very limited, but he still chooses to buy some snacks for Beibei. He can feel that Beibei is very happy every time he eats snacks. Only when he takes it to play and eat snacks does it act like a child.
If Beibei is happy, Si Lu will also be happy. He hopes that Beibei, who brings him light, will be happy to be with him.
When Si Lu finishes selling handicrafts in advance, he will take Bei Bei to play on the nearby grass. Bei Bei is the most active at that time, and he can finally put down his responsibilities with a grin on his face.
Si Lu could feel Beibei running nearby. It would occasionally tease him by barking to attract his attention.
He hopes that his living conditions will be better, not because he is greedy, but because if his living conditions are better, Beibei will have more relaxing time.
Si Lu was a little surprised when he heard the sound of a car stopping. Why would a car be parked in this remote grassland?
There are no buildings nearby and it is not a major transportation route.
Several people got off the car. Si Lu heard their quick footsteps but didn't understand what was happening.
"Beibei, come here!"
Si Lu shouted again and again, but this time Bei Bei did not obey his instructions.
Si Lu listened to the sound of the car door closing and driving away, and he explored the surrounding area again and again with his blind stick.
"Beibei! Beibei, stop making trouble. It's time to go home!"
There was only silence around, with only the sound of the evening wind blowing through the leaves and grass, and it seemed as if Si Lu was the only one left in the world.
As if he understood what happened, Si Lu's voice began to tremble, "Beibei! Beibei..."
He ran like a helpless child, fell down, and stood up again. He hoped to hear the sound of Beibei's claws rubbing against the ground again.
Si Lu searched nearby for a long time. He couldn't judge the time by the light. It was not until the cold midnight wind made him shiver all over that he realized that Beibei might have disappeared from his life.
Si Lu knelt on the ground and cried. This time he was finally defeated by life.
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