Jiang Jinyue suffers from severe touch PTSD. Due to a childhood kidnapping experience, he experiences difficulty breathing and trembling whenever he touches someone. He is always paranoid, hiding h...
Chapter 57 Name
The water cup in Jiang Jinyue's hand finally fell and fell onto the quilt. The remaining water in it spilled out, soaking Jiang Jinyue's pants and the bed sheet and quilt corner beside him.
After Lu Qingmian finished speaking, he let go of Jiang Jinyue's ear, but Jiang Jinyue still felt his ear was warm and there was still a lingering feeling of being kissed.
His body seemed to be just as Lu Qingmian said, and had remembered Lu Qingmian no matter where he was.
The feeling of dampness woke Jiang Jinyue from Lu Qingmian's gaze. He turned his head abruptly, avoiding Lu Qingmian's sight. His eyes looked around panically, but he didn't dare to look at Lu Qingmian's face. He broke free from Lu Qingmian's shackles with his other hand and hid it behind his back.
Lu Qingmian didn't say anything else. He picked up the fallen water cup, went to get a set of dry pajamas and handed it to Jiang Jinyue. Then he asked Jiang Jinyue to sit on the other side of the mattress while he changed the sheets.
Jiang Jinyue moved to the other side of the big mattress with her new pajamas in her arms, pulled the quilt over herself, and slowly changed into her pajamas.
He felt weak all over and was very slow in changing into his pajamas. Lu Qingmian skillfully spread out the sheets on one side first, without urging Jiang Jinyue. After Jiang Jinyue changed into his pajamas and loosened the quilt, he let Jiang Jinyue sit on the new sheets before changing into the other side.
During this time, Jiang Jinyue wanted to stand up, which would be more convenient, but as soon as he stood up tremblingly, his legs went weak and he fell back onto the mattress. The sudden fall made him feel the presence of a foreign object in his body even more intense. He couldn't help but groan, which made Lu Qingmian look over at him.
That look was so deep and heavy that Jiang Jinyue lowered her head, her cheeks flushed, and she began to miss her long hair that used to cover her face.
By the time Lu Qingmian changed the sheets and tidied everything up, dinner had arrived.
Jiang Jinyue was extremely hungry, so he buried his head in the food and only slowed down after taking a few bites.
Jiang Jinyue had already adapted to the situation. Both of them were wearing complete clothes. He temporarily put aside the ambiguity of last night and was finally able to communicate normally with Lu Qingmian after waking up.
The eating speed slowed down in the second half. The two of them fed each other one by one, and they were incredibly sticky. However, these two people had no awareness of it. While sticking together, they chatted some meaningless nonsense from time to time.
After dinner, Jiang Jinyue had just woken up and was not sleepy, so they started playing games again.
It was still the game that Lu Qingmian had made herself. Perhaps because of the filter made by her boyfriend, Jiang Jinyue now found the bloody monsters in the game more handsome. A violent game full of excitement and fighting was turned into a fresh and clean game of playing house by two people.
While playing games, they also chatted from time to time, as if there were endless topics to talk about. Lu Qingmian also talked about his childhood with Jiang Jinyue for the first time.
Lu Qingmian's childhood was just like his dreams, dark and terrifying with no hope at all. He was even nearly killed by his own mother several times.
"She gave me my name. She hoped that I could die in pain while awake. She said this herself when I was a child. At first, my grandparents thought this name had some good meaning." Lu Qingmian's tone was still light when he said this.
Jiang Jinyue threw down the game controller, turned around and threw herself into Lu Qingmian's arms.
He sat on Lu Qingmian's legs, buried his cheek in Lu Qingmian's neck, and rubbed Lu Qingmian's chin with the two furry cat ears on the top of his head.
"Lu Qingmian is a nice name! But it doesn't mean that!" Jiang Jinyue awkwardly comforted Lu Qingmian.
In fact, the fact that Lu Qingmian talked about these things with Jiang Jinyue meant that he no longer cared, but he really liked to see Jiang Jinyue caring about him and concerned about him so much, so he couldn't help teasing Jiang Jinyue.
"What does that mean?"
Jiang Jinyue hesitated for a long time, unable to say anything. Then he hugged Lu Qingmian's neck tightly like a spoiled child, and kept muttering: "Anyway, it just sounds good! It sounds very good, very good! I think a good name is a good name! It doesn't have any messy meanings!"
Lu Qingmian lowered his head, parted his thin lips, and bit the tip of the cat's ear with his teeth, grinding it gently. His voice was filled with a hint of lingering flavor: "Just now, I thought of a new meaning."
Jiang Jinyue immediately looked up at Lu Qingmian. The ear that Lu Qingmian had just bitten was still sensitive on the top of his head. "What does it mean?"
With anticipation in his topaz-like eyes, Jiang Jinyue sat on Lu Qingmian with his back straight, looking extremely serious. He didn't realize at all that their current posture was very dangerous, especially after they had just fought all night last night.
Lu Qingmian lowered his head and moved closer to the cat ears on Jiang Jinyue's head, and said softly:
"Qingmian, the meaning of this is..."
Lu Qingmian began by saying this, then lowered his head and placed his thin lips on Jiang Jinyue's ear, rubbing his earlobe. "I can stay awake... and fuck you for a long, long time."
Jiang Jinyue's eyelashes trembled, and she immediately raised her hands to cover her ears.
Lu Qingmian bent his long legs and put them together, holding Jiang Jinyue in front of him. He raised his thin lips and leaned close to the cat ears on Jiang Jinyue's head and continued, "Yueyue, I want to fuck you."
"May I?"
"You have four ears now. How are you going to cover them?"
Jiang Jinyue shook her head again and again, refusing softly, "No, no, don't say that word! Don't say it! Don't say it!"
Lu Qingmian tilted his head, made an expression of serious thinking, and really changed the word.
He put his ear close to Jiang Jinyue's little cat and said, "Yueyue, I want to fuck you."
Jiang Jinyue let go of his hand and covered his cat's ears again, his voice getting louder: "You are not allowed to say this word!"
He covered the kitten's ears, and Lu Qingmian bit his ears, and then changed his words again.
"I want to make love to you."
"You are not allowed to talk about this!" Jiang Jinyue shook his head vigorously.
He simply stopped covering his ears and turned around to run. As soon as he jumped out of Lu Qingmian's arms, Lu Qingmian hooked his waistband. He jumped out with a big movement, and the cat's tail was stuck on the edge of his waistband. His pants were already neither fit nor closed, and this hook directly pulled his pants down.
Lu Qingmian raised his eyebrows and let go of his hand.
“Bang!”
The elastic band bounced back and hit the soft and elastic white surface, making a crisp sound.
Lu Qingmian clearly saw Jiang Jinyue's little cat's tail tremble violently, and then the beautiful long black, white and orange hair exploded, and the cat's tail exploded into a feather duster.
"Meow!!!!"
Jiang Jinyue knelt on the mattress with weak legs, crawling forward using his hands and feet. The more he crawled, the lower his pants fell, and the more anxious he became.
Just as he was about to crawl out of the mattress, his body sank and Lu Qingmian used his body weight to firmly press Jiang Jinyue down.
Jiang Jinyue's pair of kitten ears trembled, and he meowed in despair and stopped climbing.
Lu Qingmian laughed, and the vibration of his chest even reached Jiang Jinyue's back.
Jiang Jinyue buried his face in his arms, refusing to look up, and his cat-like ears drooped. He could feel a chill on his back, and his pants were almost falling to his knees.
Lu Qingmian laughed enough and took the initiative to reach out to help Jiang Jinyue pull up his pants, and even considerately smoothed out the cat's tail.
"Okay, I won't scare you anymore. You just woke up and just finished your meal. How could I be so beastly as to pull you right away..."
Lu Qingmian paused for a moment. He pulled Jiang Jinyue to sit up and considered the wording because Jiang Jinyue didn't allow him to say those words.
Jiang Jinyue raised her eyes quietly, waiting for Lu Qingmian to continue.
"mating."
Lu Qingmian said an even ruder word.
Jiang Jinyue's cat eyes widened, and his cat ears stood up instantly.
"Stop talking! Don't say anything!"
Lu Qingmian put the game controller back into Jiang Jinyue's hand and said, "Stop messing around and play some games. Exercising right after a meal is bad for your stomach."
The implication was to exercise later, but Jiang Jinyue didn't get it.
The interrupted game was resumed and the topic was brought back to the topic.
"What's your name? Does it have any meaning?" Lu Qingmian asked.
When his name was mentioned, Jiang Jinyue's eyes softened a lot.
"My mother gave me the name. She had little education. When she was pregnant with me, she heard a neighbor's student reciting a text. She thought a line of poetry was particularly beautiful, so she gave me this name."
"When we parted, the vast river was bathed in moonlight." This sentence was recited by Lu Qingmian and Jiang Jinyue together.
"My father..." Jiang Jinyue frowned when Jiang Wangfeng was mentioned. "He thought this name was for girls. When I was little, he always refused to call me by this name. He always called me the Death Ghost and the Debt Collector Ghost."
Hearing such harsh words, Lu Qingmian frowned and his face turned cold instantly.
Jiang Jinyue didn't say much about Jiang Wangfeng. Jiang Wangfeng was a piece of trash, but Wang Xiaoya had been desperately standing in front of Jiang Jinyue to protect him, so this piece of trash couldn't affect Jiang Jinyue much.
"Before... I also used to hate this name because it was considered by the public to be a name for girls."
"But now, I really like this name, Jiang Jinyue...it sounds nice, doesn't it?"
Lu Qingmian curled his lips. He knew that Jiang Jinyue was slowly shining. He was the moon, but also the most unique moon that could shine.
"It sounds great, irreplaceable."
The meaning of a name is never given by others. A name becomes unique only after it becomes a name.
Lu Qingmian, Jiang Jinyue, these names have nothing to do with others, because after all the ups and downs along the way, Lu Qingmian is Lu Qingmian, and Jiang Jinyue is Jiang Jinyue.
After playing games for more than an hour, Jiang Jinyue fell asleep leaning against Lu Qingmian. He was really exhausted.
Lu Qingmian did not wake Jiang Jinyue up again, but turned off the game quietly and lay down in the quilt again with Jiang Jinyue in his arms. He was not sleepy. After patting Jiang Jinyue's back for a while, he got up again and rummaged through the drawers in the house to find things to make handicrafts.
Jiang Jinyue didn't sleep for long. He woke up after a few hours. It was still the middle of the night when he woke up.
There was a small light on in the room, and Lu Qingmian was sleeping beside him.
This scene was particularly heartwarming. Jiang Jinyue propped up his arms, looked down at Lu Qingmian's sleeping face, and couldn't help but lower his head and gently kissed Lu Qingmian's forehead.
Then he looked up and saw the simulated human specimens standing side by side on both sides of the room. Some of those specimens were wearing clothes with two holes cut in the back. Jiang Jinyue was already familiar with those clothes, but this time he found that several of the simulated human specimens were wearing pants.
Those pants should have been put on the specimen by Lu Qingmian. Jiang Jinyue had never seen them before.
He got up slowly and walked barefoot to the simulated human specimens wearing pants, looked at their pants, and then gently turned them over.
Sure enough, a round hole was cut on the back of these trousers, and a circle of lace was carefully sewn on the edge of the hole, and some even had a circle of lace sewn on it.
These pants were specially altered for him by Lu Qingmian to fit his cat's tail.
Jiang Jinyue felt warm and soft in his heart. He couldn't help but tiptoe back to Lu Qingmian, kneeled down on the floor, lowered his head and kissed Lu Qingmian's forehead, eyebrows and nose bridge again and again.
After just a few kisses, Lu Qingmian slowly opened his eyes.
Jiang Jinyue smiled with her eyebrows curved, "Did I wake you up?"
Lu Qingmian curled his lips, said nothing, pulled Jiang Jinyue into his arms, tilted his head back and kissed her.
The light kiss started by Jiang Jinyue turned into a deep kiss led by Lu Qingmian, and gradually heated up.
Jiang Jinyue struggled for a moment, "It's not dawn yet!"
Lu Qingmian couldn't help laughing, "Is dark just right, or do you prefer to do it in the daylight?"
Jiang Jinyue didn't mean that at all, but he just felt warmed by the pants that Lu Qingmian had modified himself, and he also wanted to get close to Lu Qingmian, so he half-heartedly fell down.
This kind of thing, once started, can never be stopped, not to mention that they are all at the age of full of vigor and vitality.
The night was still long, but Jiang Jinyue had lost all concept of time.
As the morning light gradually brightened in the room, Jiang Jinyue looked at it in a daze, feeling as if he had also been worked until dawn yesterday.
But today was even more excessive than yesterday. Lu Qingmian hadn't stopped even at dawn.
The hands of the clock slowly moved to nine. Jiang Jinyue's consciousness was becoming distracted, and he was about to fall asleep from exhaustion when his cell phone suddenly vibrated several times.
He sat in Lu Qingmian's arms, his hands limply resting on Lu Qingmian's shoulders and swaying with him. He had no strength to pick up his phone.
But his cell phone happened to be thrown aside. The phone vibrated, the screen lit up, and a text message popped up.
Jiang Jinyue glanced over subconsciously, and her muddled brain instantly cleared up. Her blurry eyes suddenly widened, "Lu Qingmian! My mom is here!"