Chapter 56 She Still Feels Sorry for This Man

Even now, Gu Xiaojiao still clearly remembers the feeling of that little life slipping away from her belly bit by bit.

When the baby was born, it was already stillborn.

She glanced at the child, who was already very young, being placed in a white basin by the midwife, with a black birthmark between its eyebrows.

Later, Gu Xiaojiao asked the doctor to take the child's body and made a small grave for him, just to prove that he had been there.

He could already move by then!

For a mother, a child who can move is already a living child.

When she found out her child was gone, Gu Xiaojiao almost lost her life.

When she was with Zheng Yunsheng, her life was too dull and she couldn't see the future. Her child was her only hope.

But later on, she lost her child and was completely desperate.

After returning home from the hospital, she was afraid to sleep for a long time. As soon as she closed her eyes, the child would cry in her sleep.

After that, she began to study, memorizing day and night, not daring to stop for a moment.

Because if I take a breath for a moment, my heart will feel torn apart and hurt uncontrollably.

During that time, she was as busy as a machine that only knew how to work and never got tired.

The reason why she was able to enter college after suffering a severe blow and achieve a counterattack was not just because she was strong enough.

Moreover, during that period of time, she completely relied on studying to numb herself.

The pain of losing a child is too deep to bear.

She couldn't forget the pain.

So I can't get back together with Zheng Yunsheng.

Looking at Zheng Yunsheng's red eyes, Gu Xiaojiao couldn't help but feel distressed for this unfortunate man.

First, he was forced to marry a woman of bad conduct, and then he was pestered by a man who rejected him in every possible way.

He was forced into a marriage, but because of his dull personality and overly honest and loyal character, he was framed by others and lost his child and marriage.

From the beginning to the end, he was a victim, mixed up into a mess by two women who thought they loved him.

Gu Xiaojiao really didn't want to hurt him anymore.

When she heard him say that she had saved his life, Gu Xiaojiao's heart ached fiercely.

She remembered what he said about the cause of death in her previous life, and jumped into the steel furnace, turning into ashes, with no complete body left.

Just as he said, without her, he would not even be able to live.

"It must be painful to jump into a steel furnace!" Gu Xiaojiao asked.

Zheng Yunsheng still lowered his head, staring at the yellow-stained ground with a sour feeling in his heart. He thought Gu Xiaojiao would definitely file for divorce again.

I didn't expect Gu Xiaojiao to speak, but asked him if it hurt.

This time Gu Xiaojiao was caring about him, Zheng Yunsheng should be happy, but he was not.

He shook his head, his voice low and hoarse, as if he had a bad cold:

"It hurts, but it's not as painful as losing you."

Gu Xiaojiao's tears flowed down her cheeks, she was really heartbroken.

She still remembers how this boy looked when he first went to the countryside to join the production team. He was so sunny, warm and full of vigor.

In the end, due to a trick of fate, he became a murderer, and it was all for her.

Although she felt sad and couldn't accept the departure of her child, she couldn't be so cruel as to say something like divorce.

And she let Zheng Yunsheng hold her in his arms little by little.

This was the first time since reunion that Zheng Yunsheng hugged Gu Xiaojiao. She did not resist, but Zheng Yunsheng did not feel happy. He only felt soreness in his eyes.

He wanted to cry, but he was a man and couldn't cry all the time.

So he forced back the tears in Lin 누's eyes.

"Gu Xiaojiao, can we continue to be together? Since we can come back, our children can definitely come back too.

As long as we are together, the children will come again. If we separate, there will really be no chance again. "

Tie up Gu Xiaojiao with a child.

Zheng Yunsheng knew that this method was shameless.

But he couldn't think of a better way to leave Gu Xiaojiao behind completely.

They clearly loved each other, but they had already missed each other in this life, and they would never make the same mistake again.

Moreover, Zheng Yunsheng also really believed that the child could come back.

He also missed that child, the child of him and Gu Xiaojiao!

In the previous life, Gu Xiaojiao made a grave for that child. During the years when Gu Xiaojiao left, Zheng Yunsheng spent every moment of grief and pain beside that small grave.

Zheng Yunsheng said a lot of words beside that small grave. The words he said there were more than all the words he had said in his previous life.

Zheng Yunsheng bitterly expressed his guilt towards his child and his longing for Gu Xiaojiao in front of the little grave.

Zheng Yunsheng believed that the child had a soul and would definitely come back to find his parents.

This is Gu Xiaojiao's weakest spot, the most vulnerable part of her heart, the most easily broken and shaken place.

When she heard Zheng Yunsheng say that the child would come back, her body trembled violently in Zheng Yunsheng's arms.

She looked at Zheng Yunsheng hopefully and asked anxiously:

"Will he really come back?"

The only thing Gu Xiaojiao remembered about that child was the small birthmark between his eyebrows. She knew that if he came back, she would definitely recognize him.

"I will." Zheng Yunsheng said firmly. He took advantage of Gu Xiaojiao's hesitation and continued to ask:

"So, give me another chance, I will love you well and protect our child."

Gu Xiaojiao didn't say anything. To be honest, she was still confused and it was not a good time to make a decision.

But she didn't ask for a divorce as forcefully as she did before.

Although Zheng Yunsheng felt a little disappointed that he didn't get a definite answer, he also knew that pushing too hard at this time would only backfire.

Fortunately, her attitude has softened.

At this time, Xu Jianan came to find Zheng Yunsheng and said that Huo Shaohuai still wanted to see him.

Zheng Yunsheng knew that Huo Shaohuai would definitely not offer him material rewards.

In his previous life, Zheng Yunsheng never gave Huo Shaohuai any help, because Tong Dixin was already dead at that time, and he felt that what he did was just a trivial matter.

This life is different. In this life, Zheng Yunsheng indirectly saved Tong Dixin's life, so he doesn't intend to refuse Huo Shaohuai's help anymore.

Of course, he didn't want to repay a favor. Zheng Yunsheng wasn't like that.

I just think that he can cooperate with Huo Shaohuai to achieve a win-win situation. After all, he has many memories of future generations.

But the people he is willing to deal with will definitely gain more benefits from him than they pay.

If he were to live his life over again, Zheng Yunsheng would never allow himself to live such an ordinary life again.

He had to become an excellent girl like his Jiaojiao, grow and progress together, only then would there be a promising future.

"Jiaojiao, wait for me at home. I'm going to the commune. Don't think too much. If you have anything to say, we can continue when you come back in the evening."

Gu Xiaojiao nodded slightly.

It just so happened that she also wanted to calm down and have some good time.

There are some things she needs to think about alone.