Chapter 28
It is said that the best way to forget a love is to quickly move on to the next one.
After deleting the friend, I was sad for a whole week. I knew that such internal friction would only accelerate my unhealthy behavior, so in order to let myself go, I decided to find a new one. I listened to the advice and turned off Qingteng's stealth mode again.
Just like a friend said, it is better to find someone who likes you than to find someone who likes you. So I saw a boy with 23 visits, and I thought that with so many visits, he must have a good impression of me, but I don’t have Qingteng coins anymore.
I tried hard to save Qingteng coins for two days, but the constant sadness made me eager to break free. So I couldn't wait any longer for the Qingteng coins to accumulate slowly, and on the fifth day after deleting Mr. Shi's WeChat, I chose to open a Qingteng membership.
I thought this would be the new mountain and sea I would run to, but I never expected that this would be the wall I had hit before.
When I discovered this fact, I held my phone and cried for two hours on the phone with my classmate J who recommended Qingteng to me.
The membership is useless, so annoying!
And why do these boys look so weird? They should at least photoshop the picture. He is really ugly, which makes him look more handsome. What should we do?
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Sometimes I really don’t understand why I am so disappointing, just like I don’t understand what he means.
Today is the sixth day since I deleted my friends.
Because I have a membership, I can clearly see all the visit records.
I don't understand why he keeps visiting my homepage even though he's not interested in me.
I hate the feeling of being tangential, but in the end I still became the person I hate the most.
I clicked on his homepage, looked at it for a long time, sent him a small note, but didn't say anything else until he sent me a message in the evening. To be honest, when I first saw his two messages, I couldn't deny that I felt a little happy deep in my heart.
Until the third sentence "I wish me success" and later when they wanted me to share the follow-up of eating melons, I cried for a week and couldn't let go of the things that I hadn't let go of.
Although I am careless, I am a girl after all.
He was extremely clear-headed from beginning to end and had no feelings for me at all. If you don't like someone, why force it?
This time, there is no need for a hug or a hand holding.
Let go, it turns out that as long as the other party is hurt a few more times, it is enough.
"I'm sorry. Although I'm already embarrassed enough, I don't want to embarrass myself any more. I was willing to show it to you before because we might become boyfriend and girlfriend. There's obviously a difference between showing it to a future boyfriend and showing it to a stranger. And now you're the latter."
"After deleting you as a friend, I still can't let it go, so I continued to update the final sequel. This is an explanation to myself. Since I once liked you, I sincerely recommend you read the book "Strategy", which is only 13 yuan on JD.com. I hope that when you meet the next girl, if you don't like her, you will reject her in time and don't let her end up in the same embarrassing situation as me."
"Finally, please stop replying to me and I will unfollow you. Thank you."
I exited the page and un-liked it.
This time I even deleted the chat history.
So, I will never find him again.
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