not understand
In her understanding, a dream is something that can heal the soul, something that allows you to have a dialogue with yourself.
An "angel" who can always be with you.
Miao Xingzhou said slowly, "The sky is high and the road is long, let each go our own way."
The older sister asked, "Miao Xingzhou, are you still in pain?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I just feel that I really don't know why I'm living my life."
Sister: "As long as you're alive, that's enough. What's so great about living? Why live?"
Miao Xingzhou began to cry slowly, "My world is so chaotic, I can't tell what's real and what's fake..."
High-tech parents: "Come with us, we'll heal you, you see?"
"There's a mat down there. If you jump down, you can live in reality."
A reprimand.
She woke up from her dream.
Mom: "It's more fun staying at home!"
Miao Xingzhou: "It's alright."
Mom: "You should just stay home now."
Miao Xingzhou: "I need to support myself."
Mom: "How will you support yourself?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I make a living by working odd jobs and writing novels."
Mom: "Those are all impossible."
Miao Xingzhou: "Then I'll work to earn money."
Dreams are indeed impossible.
It is irrational to give up life because of what you love.
She looked at her earnings while working and realized she had earned 20,000 yuan this year.
It can take a long time.
My sister said, "So you've finally found a job?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I will not give up on my dream, but if my dream can't make money, I will turn it into a way to make money. I will study hard."
Sister: "You're really all talk and no action."
She looked at her sister and said, "I'm not being unrealistic!"
Sister: "You are."
My dream may seem far away, but I never want to give up on it.
She watched as countless people began to arrive.
She was eventually lost in the crowd, but what is a dream, and how does one achieve it?
Did he make a lot of money, or did he save many people?
She looked at her own writing, and it was really bad, but she understood that even so, she shouldn't give up.
Even if you can't succeed, you can still persevere.
She started writing novels after get off work.
Mom and my sister are smiling.
Sister: "You still have time to write a novel? It's already very late, go to sleep."
Dreams are as unattainable as the white moonlight.
If I could, I would want to be happy, but am I not happy now?
No, I'm happy right now.
Sister: "Why do you think about so much every day?"
She began to look outside, wondering if all of that was fake.
After a hard day's work, she went out step by step. Her mother said, "If you can't do a good job, then don't do it."
Miao Xingzhou: "I'll start working again when I'm feeling better."
Mom: "Mmm."
Sister: "You deserve to be comfortable."
She started going home and looked at her father, whose hair had grown a lot of white.
I sat at my computer, watching the time pass by.
Dad said, "Shall we go hoe the ground now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
He went out into the countryside, looked at his hometown under the blue sky, picked up his hoe, and started hoeing. His father asked, "How are you now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
I'm happy to be able to support myself.
She picked up her hoe and started to leave.
Dad said from behind, "Go home, I have something to do in the village."
"Um."
She went home and started cooking.
It's like a kind person who raises many small animals, but no one visits their zoo because all the animals are injured.
Those animals were being bullied elsewhere.
That person stayed with these little animals for their entire life.
I use my own money to subsidize food for small animals.
Or perhaps a stubborn painter, who earns no money, is happy in his heart.
She began to redefine her life; money was no longer important.
To be able to maintain passion and happiness at all times.
My mother said on the phone, "What will you do when I get old?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I'll keep working."
Mom: "Are you doing chores?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Sister: "What do you want to eat now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I want to eat you, you big-headed devil!"
The older sister frowned. "I asked you what you wanted to eat, and you swore at me."
Miao Xingzhou: "I can support myself!"
Sister: "You are the village guardian."
Miao Xingzhou: "I'm happy this way too."
She hung up the phone.
When her father came home, she started cooking.
Dad asked, "What dishes should we make now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Eggs."
Dad: "Hmm."
She watched as her dream was constantly held in her hands.
This makes me so happy.
Every day goes by like this.
Life goes by so quickly.
Such a life is easy and joyful.
She thinks about novels when she's sleeping.
What I'm thinking about is studying.
How happy I am now.
While doing farm work, Dad said, "It's tiring now, but we have money."
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
She returned home and was sleeping when she suddenly heard a voice ask, "Are you sure you want to live like this for the rest of your life?"
Miao Xingzhou: "This is the happiest way of life for me."
The voice said, "If it's painful, don't you want to see it?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I just want to continue living my current life."
Suddenly, he found himself in his parents' high-tech home. He went upstairs, and his parents asked, "Since you want to realize your dream, how do you want to achieve it?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I write novels while making a living every day."
The voice said, "Is this the life you've chosen?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Is this your perfect life?
"Um."
The parents slowly began to come through it.
"Everyone is born with a dream, and everyone will eventually realize their dream."
Miao Xingzhou began to let his dreams take flight.
Even if others think I'm unreasonable, I still have to survive.
She woke up from her dream.
Dad said, "Miao Xingzhou, is dinner ready?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
She got up and ate.
Dad asked, "Did you buy something?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I bought a math book."
She watched time slowly tick by.
Like horseshoe crabs that have their blood drained, they eventually lose their fertility.
I guess I was one of those people who got eliminated in the same way.
That's good, there's one less weakling like me in the world.
Suddenly, Mom called, "Have you finished eating?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Mom, what are you cooking?"
Mom: "Preserved egg, and cabbage with pork. I forgot to charge my phone today; it shut down right out of the box."
She looked at her mother and smiled.
Mom: "What do you want to say?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I don't know how to live."
Mother: "How can you live like this?"
Miao Xingzhou began, "So you're just going to sponge off your parents like this?"
Mom frowned and said, "You can eat now, but what will you do when we're old and have no money?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
She looked at the computer screen, confident that she could succeed!
Her heart was filled with hope.
Mom: "Now you think about those things all the time, even when you're sleeping, right?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Mom: "You'll get sick from thinking about anything good."
Miao Xingzhou: "I control myself."
She slowly looked at the computer.
She smiled and said, "Even if I fail, it's my own choice. No matter what, I have to persevere."
This road is destined to be filled with countless insults.
It's so wonderful to live like this every day.
When I was picking tangerines, I was all alone.
Time flies; I'm already fifty years old.
When I got home, my mother said, "You're home. Dinner's ready."
Miao Xingzhou looked at the food and said, "You haven't eaten yet? Didn't I tell you not to wait for me?"
Mom: "Mmm."
They started eating.
Dad said, "I want to eat an ice pop."
Miao Xingzhou took out five yuan and said, "Let's buy it after we finish eating."
Time flies.
Mom asked, "Are you alright now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
She looked at the pot, which contained stir-fried pork and cabbage.
I began writing when the busy farming season ended.
Mom said, "You still haven't earned a single penny, yet you still insist on writing novels?"
She felt a sense of familiarity with those words.
After experiencing the same thing countless times, she looked at the phoenix in the sky.
And the golden monkeys on the ground gradually realized that what they were seeing was not real.
Mom: "What did you see?"
Miao Xingzhou: "It should be fake."
She continued sitting at the computer, typing.
Mom said, "Are you feeling any better now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Mom: "We're all getting old."
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm. Thirty years have passed in the blink of an eye."
How wonderful it is to die of old age!
My sister called.
The older sister said, "Mom, I bought you something."
Mom: "Are you coming home for Chinese New Year?"
Sister: "I'm not going home."
Mom: "You're not coming to my birthday party?"
The older sister's happy face made people a little envious.
Dad: "What did you buy?"
Sister: "Some delicious food."
When Miao Xingzhou saw the package arrive, it contained a box of dried squid and a box of mung bean soup.
Mom was eating shredded squid with a smile.
Miao Xingzhou looked at the man and said, "Many people have disappeared around me."
I will also disappear. My sister once said that euthanasia is terrifying because you can just disappear in an instant.
But she felt relieved.
Ironically, when they finally made it through, they were afraid of dying.
I can't continue living such a happy life.
She continued writing novels.
"Enough!"
What was that sound?
Suddenly, the surroundings transformed into a beautiful, high-tech garden.
Four people walked out from inside.
Miao Xingzhou: "What exactly are you trying to say?"
Mom: "Now, come with us."
She walked into her life.
I saw myself countless times chasing my dreams at night.
Mom: "Now do you understand why you live?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I don't know."
Mother: "I don't know why I live. Am I just going to drift through my life like this, in a daze?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I'm happy with this kind of life!"
Mom: "Have you really not thought about what you've missed out on?"
Dad: "You will never succeed."
Miao Xingzhou: "I don't know."
She stepped back, only to fall into an abyss.
Upon waking up, he realized he was completely old, yet he still couldn't sign a contract.
But she just smiled.
Looking at her older sister, who was sleeping, the child began to ask, "Would you like some porridge?"
Miao Xingzhou: "What?!"
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