Chapter 3/Section 4: I Just Want to Be With You
The boy was the most beautiful star she had ever seen, and also the embodiment of her aimless and impetuous youth. When she met the boy, all her resentment and defiance vanished.
Xiong Yingguang struggled and shouted to Lu Xiyao that she wanted to be with Jing Moran, that she didn't want to go to Yantai, Shandong, and that she only wanted to stay in Nanning. She said that as long as she was with Jing Moran, she didn't care what she did.
Lu Xiyao advised her, hoping that Xiong Yingguang could be more realistic, that it was impossible for her and Jing Moran to be together.
Xiong Yingguang kept questioning why everyone was trying to stop her from being with Jing Moran, and why they were so heartless. She pleaded with them, but received no pity in return.
At this moment, Haiyang emerged, his tall figure like an indestructible mountain, admired by all.
When Xiong Yingguang saw Haiyang, she hurriedly begged him to speak up for her, but her pleas failed to move anyone present.
Haiyang was a little angry and told Xiong Yingguang that that was enough. He also reminded her that it was her mother who insisted on taking her to Yantai, and that she had to go no matter how reluctant she was.
Cang Ruoxi couldn't help but come out and hug Xiong Yingguang, promising that she was her best friend and would not let anyone hurt her.
Xiong Yingguang looked at Cang Ruoxi, who comforted her, saying that leaving Jing Moran might lead to a new beginning, and that Lu Xiyao could also love her properly in place of Jing Moran.
Xiong Yingguang, however, questioned Lu Xiyao agitatedly, asking how much she understood her. She pointed out that Jing Mozhan had spent far more time with her than Lu Xiyao, and she couldn't understand why Lu Xiyao couldn't fulfill her own desires.
She knelt on the ground, supporting Lu Xiyao's waist, tears streaming down her face, begging Lu Xiyao not to make things difficult for her and to let her be with Jing Moran.
Lu Xiyao remained resolute, stating that she would not hand over Xiong Yingguang to a "harmful monster."
Xiong Yingguang was very dissatisfied with this, believing that they did not understand Jing Mozhan or herself at all.
Xiong Yingguang has been fighting for Jing Moran. She can't bear to see Jing Moran treated like a monster by others. She knows the pain of being isolated, so she can't stand idly by.
Seeing Xiong Yingguang like this, Haiyang couldn't bear to force her to leave, so he picked her up and put her on a chair. He understood that letting Xiong Yingguang leave now would only make her more miserable, and Jing Mozhan was her last hope.
At this moment, Mu Xinghe walked up from behind and called out to Haiyang.
Cang Ruoxi asked Mu Xinghe warily what he wanted to do, while Haiyang told Cang Ruoxi to comfort Xiong Yingguang, saying that Xiong Yingguang had something to ask him.
Cang Ruoxi glanced at Mu Xinghe, then turned to comfort Xiong Yingguang. She knew that the Mu family and the Jing family had a close relationship, so she also reminded Xiong Yingguang to stay away from Mu Xinghe.
Xiong Yingguang's very being seemed to be conveying her love for Jing Mozhan. She couldn't bear to forget, nor could she let go of everything she shared with Jing Mozhan; she knew that self-deception was merely a sign of weakness.
Xiong Yingguang asked, "What does Mu Xinghe want with me?"
Mu Xinghe asked anxiously, "Who here has type O blood? Jing Moran needs a blood transfusion."
"Come with me quickly, Jing Moran needs you!"
"good……"
The only person present who was related to Jing Moran by blood but not by blood was Xiong Yingguang, making her the only one who could save Jing Moran.
Upon hearing this, Xiong Yingguang immediately ran forward and told Mu Xinghe that she would use her blood for the transfusion. She and Jing Moran were close relatives, and she was not afraid of pain, but only afraid that the pain would not be conveyed to Jing Moran.
She frantically followed Mu Xinghe as they ran to get a blood transfusion, wishing she could keep running like this forever, without an end, so that everything between her and Jing Moran wouldn't be a mirage. If she stopped, the fantasy would end instantly.
She still remembered that Jing Moran had said he would stay with her forever and never leave her.
Xiong Yingguang's heart belongs only to Jing Moran; she only wants to be with him. With Jing Moran, the world will no longer be divided into spring, summer, autumn, and winter, nor will there be the changing seasons. Because of Jing Moran's presence, her world will no longer be a place where she alone faces sorrow.
The winds of the seasons have carried the beauty of Jing Mo Ran. Only the pain remains in the irretrievable yesterday. She waits for the day Jing Mo Ran returns to face her, and at that time, his sorrow will leave her utterly devastated and scarred.
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