Chapter 210: She is a burden
Xu Jiangcuo lay beside Song Lehan. The two were not close, but not very far away either.
Song Lehan turned towards Xu Jiangcuo, staring at his hand, and asked cautiously, "Can I hold your hand?"
Xu Jiangcuo, who was originally lying flat, immediately turned over when he heard this, faced Song Lehan, and stretched out his hand.
The meaning is very clear.
Song Lehan took it and held it tightly.
The moment their fingertips touched, Xu Jiangcuo's heartbeat accelerated rapidly.
Song Lehan held his hands with both of them, and his palms were warm, which made Song Lehan feel much more at ease.
She closed her eyes and breathed evenly.
Xu Jiangcuo saw Song Lehan close his eyes, so he closed his eyes too. But as soon as he closed his eyes, the feeling in his hand became stronger.
My heart is beating faster and faster.
The temperature of my body also began to rise.
There was no choice but to open his eyes again.
At night, he could only vaguely see Song Lehan's facial features.
Xu Jiangcuo has seen this face many times, but every time he sees it, he still likes it, feels moved, and loves it more and more.
The sound of even breathing could be heard faintly, and Song Lehan seemed to have fallen asleep.
She cried for a long time just now, and it seemed that she was really tired of crying.
Xu Jiangcuo raised his hand and gently smoothed her frown. He moved forward and originally wanted to hug Song Lehan, but gave up.
He lay down again, feeling sleepy, and soon fell asleep.
The next morning, Xu Jiangcuo woke up naturally.
He first looked back at Song Lehan, and found that she was still asleep, so he did not wake her up and went out first.
Not long after Xu Jiangcuo left, Song Lehan opened his eyes.
She woke up earlier than Xu Jiangcuo and didn't move because she was afraid of waking him up.
While waiting, Song Lehan's mind was full of thoughts, and his thoughts were very chaotic. His eyes opened and closed from time to time, and he felt very uncomfortable.
Fortunately, Xu Jiangcuo woke up early.
Song Lehan sat up from the bed, looked at the time, changed his clothes, and walked out.
She originally wanted to go downstairs, but when she passed by the study, she saw Xu Jiangcuo.
Through the crack in the door, Song Lehan saw Xu Jiangcuo sitting at his desk, tapping his fingers on the keyboard, looking very busy.
If it weren't for his own affairs, maybe he would feel more relaxed?
Song Lehan felt a little guilty and felt that he was now a burden.
An unwanted burden.
Does Zhang Zhiya think so too?
So that's why you chose to leave her and go with your father first?
Song Lehan lowered his eyes, took two steps back, and was about to go downstairs when the study door suddenly opened.
"Awake?" Xu Jiangcuo looked at Song Lehan and felt that something was wrong with her expression.
Song Lehan nodded, "Yeah."
After she finished speaking, she raised her eyes again and glanced at him, "Are you very busy recently?"
Xu Jiangcuo raised his eyebrows and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Is it... because of my affairs that your work has been delayed?"
Song Lehan feels that he is really...
So useless!
Not only can I not help, but I am also dragging him down.
And saying this to him is really a burden!
"Give me some time after I get the letter. I will take good care of myself and won't bother you." Song Lehan knew that what he said seemed unreasonable in front of Xu Jiangcuo.
But there's nothing I can do.
She couldn't accept Xu Jiangcuo's help with peace of mind.
How badly she had treated him before! It was really inappropriate for Xu Jiangcuo to help her like this now.
It shouldn't be like this.
Song Lehan felt a little dizzy from thinking about it, and his eyes began to ache and he could hardly open them.
I couldn't muster up any energy at all.
"You are not a burden to me."
Xu Jiangcuo immediately guessed what Song Lehan was thinking and gave her a reassurance.
"Don't think too much, don't let your imagination run wild. Just stay here with me. Once you've thought it through, you can do whatever you want." Xu Jiangcuo took Song Lehan's hands and held them tightly. "I just hope you can accept the facts, accept your own pain, and move on."
"Go live your own life."
Xu Jiangcuo lowered his head, looked at Song Lehan's hand, and repeated, "Go choose your own life and have the happiness you started with."
"You haven't dragged anyone down. Your uncle and aunt all love you. Their deaths have nothing to do with you."
Xu Jiangcuo comforted Song Lehan over and over again, hoping that she would not do anything extreme.
Song Lehan nodded dully, "I understand."
"Go downstairs and eat something first. I've already contacted the nurse. You can go see her after dinner." Xu Jiangcuo had already arranged everything.
Song Lehan nodded and followed Xu Jiangcuo downstairs.
After eating a few bites, Song Lehan put down his chopsticks. Xu Jiangcuo persuaded Song Lehan to eat a few more bites.
After dinner, Xu Jiangcuo took Song Lehan to the hospital.
The nurse had already been waiting at the agreed place, awaiting their arrival.
This letter was handed to her personally by Zhang Zhiya before her death.
Zhang Zhiya told her that the letter was for Song Lehan, and she hoped the nurse would give it to her the next time she saw Song Lehan coming over. If Jiang Yue and his people wanted it, she must not give it to them.
Finally, when she was about to leave, she turned back and reminded him: It can only be given to Song Lehan.
The nurse thought Zhang Zhiya was going to work or would not come back for a long time, but she died not long after.
Not long after Zhang Zhiya's death, people on Jiang Yue's side knew that Zhang Zhiya had given her something.
The nurse didn't want to disappoint Zhang Zhiya, so she insisted on not admitting it.
Those people couldn't do anything to her and could only leave.
Now, hearing that Song Lehan had come in person, the nurse couldn't wait to hand over the letter.
With this letter in her heart, she always felt uncomfortable.
The nurse and Xu Jiangcuo met at a coffee shop not far from the hospital. She arrived half an hour early because she was afraid of being seen.
Not long after, Xu Jiangcuo and Song Lehan arrived.
As they walked into the coffee shop, the nurse immediately waved to them.
Before he sat down, the letter was already in Song Lehan's hands.
"This is something your mother asked me to pass on to you. She didn't tell me anything in the end, but just asked me to make sure this letter reaches you."
The nurse said in an urgent tone, "Auntie is a very nice person. She often tells us how great you are and she is very proud of you."
"I won't say anything more. Just be good and don't let your aunt down."
After saying that, the nurse glanced at Xu Jiangcuo and left in a hurry.
The letter has been received, and Xu Jiangcuo also took Song Lehan into the car.
In less than ten minutes, they were already walking back.
Song Lehan sat in the car, holding the letter in his hand, but his eyes were always looking out the window.
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