The man shook his head repeatedly, "What you're saying is just from your own perspective. You say those things don't exist, but if they don't exist, why am I in so much pain? It's clearly those things that keep dragging me deeper into an abyss of suffering."
And this pain continues. I was so miserable and in so much pain, but now you say that none of that happened. Do you think I'll believe you? You're just talking about this from your own perspective, even though this actually happened to you.
If you had experienced it, you wouldn't say such things. You just talk about these things because you're in a position to feel entitled to it. But when you say these things, I do have some doubts.
It's possible that it's because you're too smart that I'm so easily swayed by you. You know, basically no one can change me. I'm very determined, and once I've made up my mind, I usually won't change it. For example, if I say I want revenge, then no one can stop me.
Although this hatred doesn't evoke any feelings in me, even if I succeed in getting revenge, I still feel sorry for my past self because no matter what I do now, I can't change who I was before.
Nothing I do now can help my past self. I always hold grudges, but actually, after experiencing these things, I always feel very sad. I don't know why I'm sad, maybe it's because of the memories brought back by those past hurts.
Song Yuwei continued, "You said it yourself, these pains are constantly tormenting you, but look at yourself now, standing here perfectly fine. You have no financial worries, your life is happy, and you are no longer the person you used to be."
So the pain you're constantly tormenting you is just a system in your mind that keeps making you recall things and extract pain from those memories, making you believe that that pain is you.
That's why you're so firm in your thoughts and actions. But whatever the outcome of this behavior, you still won't feel happy. Just like you said, once you've made up your mind about something, no one can change your mind. Not being swayed by others is indeed a very good thing.
But can you say that this kind of thing brings you any happiness? It doesn't bring you any feelings at all. It only brings you a false sense of self-identity, making you constantly believe from those memories that you are the victim in these things, that you are suffering, and that all your bad things are caused by others.
But in reality, no one can hurt you unless you give permission. For example, if someone insults you, some people will take it very seriously, thinking that this person has no reason to hurt me and that I have not done anything wrong. How can they insult me like that?
This can be extremely painful, even leading to extreme self-doubt or a loss of hope in humanity, making people believe that everyone is like that. But other people don't think that way; they think that perhaps that person acted for various reasons, or even unconsciously.
That's why they do it. A conscious person wouldn't do something that makes others unhappy. So, after doing such a thing, the person who did it won't feel any joy or happiness. It's just a form of venting, and after venting, they might even feel pain.
So these people won't care about this fleeting joy, because it's just a moment. If you don't care, it will quickly fade away, but if you do care, it's like a mountain. It's just a simple sentence; if you don't treat it as an insult, you'll quickly forget it.
However, if you interpret it as deliberate insults directed at you, then this incident will linger in your mind, causing you various kinds of heavy blows. You will experience great pain, even feeling that everything is caused by someone else, creating a continuous cycle. This is also due to a dysfunction in the human body.
Many people believe that a lot of suffering comes from external factors, such as not earning enough money to satisfy one's desires. However, if you don't have such desires, you won't work so hard, and you won't feel disappointed or in pain because you can't satisfy those desires even if you earn money.
Ultimately, the most fundamental reason does not lie in the external world, because everything in the outside world is a projection of your inner self. How you are inside will project a future that you will experience. And this law will never change. Just like a happy person, no matter how bad the environment is, they can still find happiness.
He can still be happy every day, but it might not be the same for someone else, such as a person who is in great pain, whose inner self is inherently filled with anxiety. So, even if he is now an extremely wealthy billionaire, he might still feel that the satisfaction of his desires is only temporary.
After a brief fifteen minutes, he might feel more of a sense of loss and frustration, and he is unlikely to be happy. Moreover, this feeling will continue to deepen, making him feel that money cannot bring him the supreme joy and excitement he imagines.
So over time, he grew to loathe this kind of life, and even felt that what he had been pursuing was false. He would fall into a state of self-denial from which he could not extricate himself. This pain would continue until one day, he might realize that his pain from beginning to end had never been about whether he had enough money.
Whether life seems happy or not depends solely on one's own heart. If your heart is clear, even in the deepest mountains and forests, you can still find joy amidst all the world's splendor.
But if your heart is dark, even if you live in the most beautiful place in the world, you will still find it difficult to obtain happiness, or it will only be a desire. Once the desire is satisfied, it will only last for a very short moment.
Therefore, never let yourself be controlled by your desires. Becoming a slave to desires is never a good thing. What you should pursue is not desire itself, but yourself.
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