"That's true, but in my heart I still hope that the Fourth Prince can treat you more specially and pamper you more. If you could give the Fourth Prince a big, healthy son, that would be even better."
Su Yushan was already reluctant to have a child so early, and after witnessing Gao Xiuwen lose her child, she became even more afraid. "Ten months of pregnancy is too long. If you're not careful, something can go wrong. It's heartbreaking and bad for your health. Sigh! Being a woman is so hard!"
Pregnancy is tough, but it's a necessary process. "The women in this backyard are all vying for status, aren't they? If you want to rise in rank, you have to rely on your child. Men are fickle, so your child is your only support. If you have a high status, no one will dare to bully you in the future."
Yes! That's how women in ancient times thought. But Su Yushan still retained the self-awareness of a modern woman. She always felt that if a man liked a woman, he would still like her even if she didn't have children. If he didn't like her, he might not even give her a second glance, even if she had children.
But this was just her opinion. Chang Yue's understanding was the true reality. In ancient times, women could not support themselves. Their husbands were their heavens, and their children were their guarantee. Therefore, they paid special attention to pregnancy.
Hongli also wanted her to bear him children, and recently she stopped drinking contraceptive soup to avoid making him angry again. As for whether she can get pregnant, no one can say for sure.
Su Yushan had prepared herself to sleep alone for a month, but on the third night, while she was fast asleep, she groggily turned over and suddenly felt something in her palm. It felt hard and pulsating...
Huh? What is this? Still in shock and not fully awake, she instinctively squeezed it, and suddenly heard a soft hiss in her ear.
The sudden noise startled Su Yushan, instantly bringing her to her senses. When she opened her eyes, she was dumbfounded!
She clearly turned off the lights before going to bed! How come there's still candlelight in the room? Rubbing her eyes, Su Yushan looked up and scanned the room, confirming once again that this was indeed her bedroom!
Her mind was still a bit foggy, and she asked instinctively, "Am I dreaming? Shouldn't you be at Lan Yue Pavilion? How come you're here?"
Seeing her sleepy and bewildered reaction, Hongli suddenly laughed, "Does what you mean is that you often dream about me?"
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P.S.: So what exactly did she manage to grab? Hehehe! *runs away with a pot on her head*
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