Chapter 152
Yu Liuyun fell asleep in Nan Yan's yard all night last night. He didn't know when he fell asleep. When he woke up, he heard the deliberately light footsteps in the house and smelled the fresh and elegant fragrance left on the quilt. He seemed to see a slender and soft figure walking towards him in a trance.
Yu Liuyun woke up instantly, and then subconsciously called out to that person, "Yan Yan..."
However, when they lifted the quilt, they saw only a pale-faced maid coming in with hot water, followed by another one with a food box in her hand. The two maids were so scared that they trembled and almost spilled the hot water in their hands.
"I, this servant deserves death. I thought the leader had already woken up and disturbed his rest. Please forgive me, leader."
The maidservant was trembling and almost knelt down. The leader was in a very bad mood recently, and anyone who offended or touched the leader's bottom line would not have a good ending.
Ever since the madam was sent away, everyone in the sect has been worried about their own safety, fearing that they would be the next. There is no one in the sect who can persuade the leader anymore, and the maids and subordinates who serve the leader are even more worried. The leader was so cruel and heartless to the madam, let alone him treating them, the servants?
Zhu Liuyun frowned. He felt an inexplicable disappointment and emptiness in his heart when he saw the wrong person. He immediately said coldly, "Who let you in..."
The little maid's wrist felt a little sore from holding the hot water. When she heard the leader's cold tone, she immediately replied tremblingly, "Master, have you forgotten? Usually at this time, the master would get up in the morning, wash up, and then practice martial arts."
"In the past, my wife was always worried that the leader would not eat well and take good care of his body, so she would get up early every morning and ask someone to go to the kitchen to make some breakfast that suited the leader's taste and then send it to him..."
The maid lowered her head with a hint of fear on her face, and her voice became lower and lower. "These servants have already developed a habit, and the leader has also developed a habit. Even if the madam is not here, the servants dare not slack off in order not to delay the leader's practice."
After saying this, the maidservant did not dare to raise her head at will, and still kept her head down obediently, for fear that she would be disliked by the leader and thrown out for her life.
When Yu Liuyun heard these words, he was inexplicably stunned. He looked at the food box in the maid's hand behind him, which was the same one that Yanyan had always carried in the past. In a trance, he recalled the things that happened between the two of them in the past.
In the past, he had always been cold towards his wife, and the two of them did not interfere with each other, just like water in a well. But since when, Yanyan began to approach him cautiously and actively.
She was such a gentle and reserved person, she wouldn't have taken the initiative if she didn't really care about him. His previous impression of his wife was just a vague impression of a quiet and gentle person, but after getting along with her, he realized that his wife was actually a very delicate person. It was such a delicate person, but she made so many changes for him.
She was concerned about his health and would mend his clothes. Like all wives, she was concerned about her husband's poor appetite. I don't know where she got the information from, but she asked people to take the trouble to prepare Qingzhou City dishes for him...
She was a gentle woman who had been pampered for more than ten years, but she used almost all her patience on him alone.
Thinking of the past, Yu Liuyun suddenly felt a sour and swollen feeling in his eyes, as if something was about to burst out.
He subconsciously looked towards the place beside the table where she used to sit. They used to sit together to eat. She would smile and pick up food for him, asking him if it was delicious. She would gently straighten his messy clothes, and sit on the swing and look at him tenderly with a smile...
But now...it's all gone.
Thinking of the past, Yu Liuyun had no appetite to eat. He couldn't concentrate on doing anything now. Every day he didn't find her and bring her back safely, the more nervous and uneasy he felt.
The subordinate came back that day to report that the two men had rescued Yanyan, but where did they take Yanyan?
Why didn't the two come to Xuancang Sect to look for him even though he had withdrawn the wanted order? Why couldn't he find any trace of them anywhere? What were they doing?
Would they vent all their hatred towards Yanyan because of their resentment towards him? Would they hurt her? Would they bully her? What should I do? What should I do?
The more Yu Liuyun thought about it, the deeper the torment in his heart became. In the end, even his eyes began to turn bloodshot due to the pain. He felt as if his chest was being suddenly tightened by something, and a suffocating tightness came from his chest.
Actually, when he thinks back now, what she did is nothing compared to what he did in private. He was really angry at the time, and was so angry that he felt that no one in this world who betrayed him in this life could be forgiven!
But... he seemed to have forgotten that as a husband, he had never given his wife a sense of security, and had never fulfilled his responsibilities and obligations as a husband. She would be sad, would hide things, and would not believe him. All of this was caused by him.
He was entangled with his former fiancée, secretly hid her in the underground palace, and even brazenly forced her to marry him. When doing all this, he never thought about his wife. He did so many stupid things, so many excessive things, and took advantage of her gentle nature to deceive her recklessly. But she only deceived him once, and just this time, what on earth did he have the right to treat her like that?
If it were him...
Thinking of this, Yu Liuyun felt as if his chest was being slowly pulled and torn by a blunt knife, causing his heart to bleed and he was in extreme pain.
The endless regret and panic came over him like an icy tide, just like when he accidentally fell into the water when he was young and was covered by the surging waves, pressed into the cold water. The suffocating and piercing feeling of palpitations made him feel deeply powerless and despaired.
What to do? What should he do?
Just when Yu Liuyun was in endless panic, news finally came from his subordinates outside, saying that when they were searching in the direction of Qingzhou City, they saw the two rebels and his wife, and that the two men seemed to be taking his wife back to Qingzhou.
Upon hearing the news, Yu Liuyun's eyes instantly showed some vicious bloodshot, and at the same time, a hint of gloom emerged in his eyes, and he clenched his hands suddenly.
In an instant, he suppressed all the emotions on his face, then turned around and stared expressionlessly at the person kneeling on the ground reporting the news, "Say it again, are you sure they want to take Madam back to Qingzhou?"
The subordinate kneeling on the ground nodded quickly and replied tremblingly, "We are not mistaken. The direction they are going to wipe out their traces is the direction of Qingzhou City. Madam... Madam must have been captured by them and cannot escape at all."
Qingzhou City... After going around in circles, they finally decided to go back to Qingzhou.
Although Yu Liuyun didn't know why they brought his wife back to Qingzhou, now that he finally knew her whereabouts, he couldn't just ignore it.
That was his wife. No matter where she was taken by others or what kind of injustice she suffered, he would bring her back safely and seek justice for her.
Thinking of this, Yu Liuyun turned his head and stared at the person kneeling on the ground, "Hurry up and give orders. I will take people to Qingzhou City. No matter what, I must bring my wife back safely. Also, you must bring that woman with you."
Zhao Xiuyan, you'd better be honest and not hurt a hair on Yanyan, otherwise I will never let your fiancée go!
After making this decision, Yu Liuyun immediately waved his hand and asked the subordinate who reported the news to go down and prepare to set off. But even after making such a decision, he was still very uneasy at the moment. An inexplicable panic and anxiety surged in his heart, making it impossible for him to calm down.
He had no idea what they would do to her?
Why take her to Qingzhou?
What on earth had they done to her?
Yu Liuyun tried hard to suppress the inexplicable uneasiness in his chest. His heart seemed to be beating uncontrollably. He didn't even know what was wrong with him. Why was it like this?
In extreme anxiety and loss of control, he felt an inexplicable anger in his heart. How dare they take his wife away at will? In anger, he turned around and rushed directly into the remote courtyard where Lin Pianran lived.
He hadn't seen that woman for a long time. Ever since he came back that day, he had left her in the yard, leaving her to fend for herself.
Such a vain, selfish woman was not worthy of him marrying. He might have been blinded by hatred in the past. Because of the resentment, unwillingness, and anger after being humiliated by her, he actually wanted to renegotiate his engagement with her! Why on earth did he want to tie his life to such a woman?
He clearly has his own wife, and God has clearly treated him well. When he was in trouble and stuck in the mud, only his wife treated him sincerely, only she truly loved him and took care of him. Why on earth did he let everything get to this point just because of that resentment?
Yu Liuyun rushed into the courtyard and kicked the door open. The person inside was absent-mindedly looking at the courtyard outside. When he saw him, he looked surprised for a moment, then turned his head away with a look of obvious displeasure on his face. "Who asked you to come? What are you doing here?"
“我這裏根本不歡迎你。”
她似乎把這裏當成了自己的私有住所，忘記了自己如今只是個階下囚而已。
禦流雲心中只覺得一陣嘲諷。
她話剛說完，禦流雲便覺得心中那股怒氣再也壓抑不住了，他直接沖了過來，雙手直接就掐在了那只纖細的脖子上，然後将人一把拽到了面前，語氣陰冷又嘲諷道，
“你是不是忘了這裏是什麽地方，這裏不是你們林家的府邸，你在本座這裏就是個囚犯而已，你有什麽資格跟本座談論這些？”
禦流雲的動作突如其來，且用的力氣不小，林翩然幾乎瞬間就感受到了一股窒息的痛苦，她目光驚恐又慌亂地盯着眼前這人。
“禦流雲，你又在發什麽瘋啊？”
她這次分明已經安安分分的沒有招惹他了，為什麽，為什麽還不肯放過她啊？
她話音剛落，便瞧見對方眼尾微紅，目光冰冷地盯着她，那手上的力道還在不斷收緊，“沒錯，本座是瘋了，我警告你，倘若你那個未婚夫真敢對着嫣嫣以洩私憤，膽敢傷害她的話，我絕對不會放過你，他怎麽傷害她的，本座就在你身上千倍百倍的還回來。”
一想到嫣嫣在那兩人那裏可能會遭遇的事情，禦流雲便覺得整個人都控制不住心底的殺意，他從沒有哪個時刻比現在更清醒又怨恨地想要殺了眼前這人。
但是還在還不行……他現在還不能殺了她。
這麽想着，禦流雲的眼眶瞬間變得更陰冷了一些，手下的力氣也下意識地收緊，林翩然只覺得自己此刻真的快要窒息了。
她頭一次感受到了死亡的痛苦，那種無法呼吸的痛苦，心髒仿佛被無數根針紮一樣喘不過氣來了，雙手本能地開始拍打着他的手臂，“放、放手，禦流雲，你放手……”
她根本不知道發生了什麽事情，她這幾天一直老老實實地被關在院子裏，什麽未婚夫，什麽嫣嫣，跟她又有什麽關系？
這個瘋子憑什麽來找她洩憤？又憑什麽将這股怨氣發洩在她身上？她根本沒辦法出去，更不知道他說的那些話是什麽意思？
林翩然雙手用力掙紮拍打着他的手腕，嘴裏開開合合，發出艱難的氣音，
“禦流雲，你到底在說什麽瘋話啊？我根本什麽都不知道，你憑什麽這樣對我？”
聽到這話，禦流雲嘴角掀起的弧度更冷的一些，“憑什麽？憑你是趙修言的未婚妻！你還不知道是嗎？好，那本座就告訴你，你那個好未婚夫趁機擄走了本座的妻子，帶着本座的妻子回了青州城。”
“我告訴你，不管他對本座的妻子做了什麽，到時候，嫣嫣身上所受的任何傷害，本座都會毫不猶豫地在你身上讨回來！”
聞言，林翩然掙紮的動作變得更厲害了，雙手揪着他的衣襟用力拉扯着，臉龐被憋得通紅，“瘋子，放手！你給我放手。”
她眼淚也不受控制地流出來了，只覺得眼前這人無恥至極，“我未婚夫得罪你的事情，你憑什麽算在我的頭上，你有本事就去找他算賬啊？你還是不是個男人了，只會找女人發洩出氣的懦夫嗎？”
禦流雲看這女人還敢嘴硬，掐着眼前這人的脖子眼裏突然洩出一絲嘲諷的冷意，“怎麽，你是女人又如何？你以為說出這種話就能讓本座放過你？本座從來都不是什麽好人，更沒有什麽不殺女人的壞毛病，如今在這世上，除了嫣嫣，沒有我禦流雲不敢殺的人。”
兩人争執間，林翩然只覺得喉嚨越來越痛，痛到眼前都模糊了，她用力揪緊這人的衣襟，指甲幾乎陷進了對方的皮肉裏。
她眼裏的恐懼也越來越深，“放手，你放開我，禦流雲，你難道真的要殺了我嗎？你忘記伯母從前對你說過的話了嗎？”
人在面對死亡的恐懼之時，真的會拼盡全力，不顧一切地想讓自己活下來，這是一種求生的本能。
此刻的林翩然就是這樣，她根本顧不上曾經的倔強了，也顧不上眼前這人曾經在她眼裏只是個落魄可憐的窮乞丐了，在面對這種窒息的痛苦時，她也會控制不住地害怕。
她到此刻才發覺，原來當他對她失去所有的容忍底線之時，她根本不能再像從前那樣，仗着那點似有若無的感情肆無忌憚地對他謾罵不屑，她根本沒有膽子再做那樣的事情了。
她從前的高高在上，驕傲，不屑，還有那些毫無顧忌的嘲諷跟傷害，不過是因為她知道他根本不會對自己下狠手罷了。
如今失去那一切的依仗，在面對他的報複時，她也就是個卑微求饒的可憐人罷了。
她也不知道自己是在悲傷，還是因為被眼前這人這樣屈辱地對待而感到委屈難過，心中莫名湧出一股後悔又痛苦的情緒，雙手揪着他的衣襟，為什麽事情會變成這樣？
他居然真的想要殺了她。
而聽到她說的那句話，禦流雲心中更是嘲諷至極，曾經把他當乞丐欺辱的大小姐，如今居然還有臉面跟他提他的母親，真是可笑！不過，他當初為什麽會對這種的女子癡纏不休，為什麽會想着要和她履行婚約呢？
這樣的女子到底有哪一點值得他為她放棄一直深深眷戀着自己的妻子？
禦流雲冷冷盯着眼前這人。
他此刻甚至覺得迷惑不解，他為什麽會為了這樣不堪的女子失控發瘋？
她到底有哪一點值得他對她一而再再而三的容忍，卻對着自己的妻子那般殘忍？
……
就在林翩然以為自己可能真的要被這人掐死的時候，眼前這人卻突然發力，猛地将她往旁邊的案桌上一甩。
巨大的沖擊力導致林翩然的整個身體頓時不受控制地向後仰着。
一不小心就撞到了一旁的案桌上，她整個身體都伏在案桌上，用力咳嗽着，咳得臉頰通紅，連眼淚都出來了。
也因着這股力道，原先一直被她緊緊攥在手中的衣襟一不小心就被扯爛了。
只聽見“嘶拉”一聲，那件玄黑色的長袍瞬間就被撕開了一道長長的口子。
一縷系着細細紅繩的發絲，便從那道被撕裂的衣襟口中慢慢滑了出來，然後落到地上，輕飄飄的，無聲無息。
禦流雲看到那縷突然從衣襟中飄落的發絲之後，整個人瞬間便怔住了，原本立在半空中的手指微微動了動，好似有些僵硬。
衣服裏面怎麽會有一截頭發呢？
細細的紅絲線纏繞着發尾，那一縷發絲被人剪得很整齊，彎成了一道月牙的形狀，原本就藏在他的衣襟口，最貼近胸口的位置。
禦流雲低頭看身上的那件袍子，玄黑色的衣襟被撕開了一道長長的口子，原本縫得細細密密的針腳全都被扯破了，露出毛糙糙的線頭，也正是因此，他才看到裏頭原來還藏了一縷發絲。
他恍惚間想起來，好像有一次，他衣裳上破了一道口子，因為習武之人的衣裳大多都有破損的地方，他也沒有在意，後來早飯的時候，嫣嫣瞧見了那件破損的袍子，便說他身為教主，還穿這麽破的衣裳，難免惹人笑話，便說要幫他縫好。
那天他在院子裏練劍，她就坐在對面的秋千上，手裏捏着針線，細致溫柔地替他縫補衣裳，海棠花洋洋灑灑飄落了她一身，她就捧着那件袍子坐在樹下朝他溫柔笑着，那是他最開始動心的那天。
可是他從來都不知道，她什麽時候将這一縷系着紅繩的青絲藏進了他的衣襟裏。
青絲結發，情義深重。
她一直都是那麽深深地愛慕着他。
禦流雲一瞬間只覺得自己的眼裏有些發澀，視線越來越模糊，心頭卻莫名地就刮起了一陣冷風，越來越冷，冷到他手指都有些輕顫了，然後彎腰将那縷青絲撿了起來。
夫妻之間才會結發……
那縷微涼的發絲在他掌心繞着彎兒，纏繞住了他的小手指，就像從前的她的手指輕輕牽住他時一樣。
他心中忽然湧出一種前所未有的悔意。
他不該那樣對待她的，不該對她說出那樣絕情的話，更不該不顧她的哭訴，毫不留情地将她送走了。
他們是夫妻。
她是他的妻子，是他明媒正娶的妻子，他們拜過天地，敬過神明，是名正言順的夫妻，他是她的丈夫，他應該護着她，愛着她，一輩子對她好的，夫妻之間有什麽怨結不能解開？他怎麽能……怎麽能，對她做那樣狠心的事情？
到這一刻，無盡的後悔跟痛苦如潮水一般齊齊朝他湧來，從沒有哪一刻比現在還要痛苦。
怎麽辦？到底該怎麽辦？他現在已經不知道自己該怎麽辦才好了？
從未有過的懊悔……
禦流雲幾乎是狼狽地離開了這間院子，他将那縷青絲緊緊貼在胸口的位置，面色蒼白地回到院子裏，看到那樹下空蕩蕩的秋千，被風吹風的輕輕晃動，那株海棠花又開了，花瓣随着輕風飄落，和從前一樣。
他看着那樹下的竹藤秋千，有那麽一瞬間，他好像出現了某種幻覺，他看到嫣嫣像往常一樣就坐在那棵海棠樹下……
手裏捧着她新縫好的衣服，一邊跟丫鬟抱怨說他怎麽又不小心把衣服弄破了，一邊在擡頭看到他時，又會忍不住對他笑，笑起來的時候眉眼溫柔，好似兩道新月。
他下意識地朝着樹下伸手，那幻影卻随之消散，那一瞬間，胸口忽然傳來一種不可名狀的痛苦，迅速在四肢百骸裏蔓延擴散。
仿佛被無數根鋼針猛地刺入骨頭縫隙之間似的疼痛，叫他連呼吸都帶着一股痛意。
他真的後悔了。
他傷害了這世上唯一一個愛他的人，他辜負了這輩子最愛他的妻子。
他把她傷得遍體鱗傷，一個人絕望離開，他對她說的那些話，如今想來，仿佛一把銳利的刀子在一寸寸地淩遲着他的身心，讓他痛得手指都在輕顫。
他小心翼翼握好手心那縷發絲，生怕它受一點折損，他如今才發覺，他愛他的妻子，比自以為的還要深愛。
可是怎麽辦？他還來得及嗎？
她還會原諒他嗎？
還願意再給他一次機會嗎？
……
而在另一邊的客棧裏，這幾日的氣氛一直都是焦灼壓抑的，不過這事南嫣是不太清楚的，畢竟魚塘裏的魚自己打起來的話，她是不會在意的，反正他們自己打完了就歇歇，到時候她再過去補最後一刀就行了。
她這兩日一直躺在屋內休息，過得是土皇帝一般的生活，被人照顧得無微不至。
雖然她偶爾也會故作抗拒，抵觸一下對方的觸碰跟靠近，但自從趙修言認清自己的感情之後，耐心明顯比從前更加上升了一個度，簡直是把真把她當成太後來服侍了。
還別說，溫柔體貼的男人确實要比只會跟她頂嘴吵架的毛頭小子要來得讓人滿意。
趙修言這幾日一直都在她面前刷了不少存在感，吃穿用度全都是由他一手包攬，看她心情不好，不肯說話，便耐心地跟她講述青州城的風土人情，看到她眼裏隐約露出好奇的目光時，他臉上也會不自覺地露出微笑，然後撿那些有趣的事情講給她聽。
南嫣也沒想到睡一覺後的效果這麽明顯，心中頓時有了一個不太成熟的想法，要是以後的任務也這麽輕松，那豈不是……
不過想想還是算了，以這群狗男人們的精力，她怕是有點吃不消。
怎麽說呢，大概是兩人的關系變得親密之後，這人明顯是趁早登堂入室，想要确定自己的地位，畢竟她如今還是個有夫之婦。
南嫣心想，作為一個有夫之婦，她還得再矜持幾天，不可能那麽快就忘了發生的一切，毫無顧忌地接受他，否則也太不符合自己一直以來溫柔娴靜的人設了。
反正兩人之間的那層窗戶紙是捅破了，至于确定關系，那也是早晚的事。
等她終于從客站出來的時候，外頭都已經過去兩天了，這兩天裏趙修言跟慕容拓之間一直維持着一種很詭異的平靜。
但師弟經此一番打擊之後，明顯變得比從前成熟穩重了不少。
從前的師弟張揚肆意，腰間挂着一柄名貴長劍，一舉一動透着股驕縱任性的氣勢，可如今的師弟內斂深沉，眉眼間的銳氣都收斂了不少，倒顯得不那麽盛氣淩人了。
外頭日照正好，客棧一樓的青瓦屋頂折射過午後的陽光，細碎的光影在風中輕輕搖晃，映在南嫣雪白幹淨的面容上。
她這兩天确實是被照顧的挺好，臉色都比初遇時紅潤了不少，不過還得收斂一點，不能讓自己這個受害者的身份看起來好像很享受，雖然事實也是如此。
于是等到慕容拓上來的時候，看到的就是南嫣安靜地站在朱紅色的圍欄邊，廊檐下挂着的燈籠随着風吹輕輕晃動着。
她就靜靜地站在那裏，眼神平平淡淡的，眉眼微垂，出神地望着樓下的院子，好似在看那株海棠花，整個人仿佛隔離了塵世，跟所有人都隔絕開了一般。
慕容拓故意闖入了她的視線，南嫣看到他的身影時目光微怔了下，然後低垂着眸，努力營造出一副受害者的模樣。
慕容拓一瞧見她這副低落的模樣便忍不住捏緊了手指，然後大步上樓，直接朝着她走了過來。
南嫣被這人淩厲的氣勢逼得不得不往後退了一步，她心裏還尋思着，這小子該不會又要說那些氣死人不償命的話，罵她不知羞恥，勾引他師兄了吧？
結果這人突然伸手，然後一把将她摟進了懷裏，一手按着她的後腦，另一只手則是緊緊圈在她的腰間，以一種保護的姿态擁抱着她，力道越收越緊。
而南嫣則是在他抱過來的一瞬間，身子瞬間變得有些僵硬，緊接着便是不自在地掙紮了起來。
慕容拓似乎察覺出了她僵硬的身體，直接将那張俊美的臉龐輕輕埋在了她的頸窩處，在她忍不住想要用力掙紮的時候，突然低聲說了句，“對不起，對不起……”
“我沒有保護好你，在你最無助、最害怕的時候，我沒有待在你身邊保護你，從前還一直欺負你，吓唬你，說那些不順心的話來氣你，嫣嫣，你原諒我好不好？”
南嫣心中小小驚訝了一下，沒想到這事對他刺激這麽大的嗎？也難怪了，畢竟一個是師兄，一個是心有好感的女子，兩人同時給他致命一擊，怪不得都變成熟了不少。
聽到他說的話後，南嫣掙紮的動作似乎緩緩停下來了，她微垂着眸，好半晌才輕輕開口說了一句，“我還以為你會怪我，怪我勾引你師兄，怪我那天晚上不知羞恥……”
她話還沒說完，慕容拓抱着她的力道瞬間收得更緊了些。
想到那天晚上的發生的事情，他便覺得胸口好似被毒蜂猛蟄了一下，疼得整個人好似都哆嗦的下，聲音沙啞地開口，
“不，不是你的錯……不怪你，別這樣說自己，怎麽可能是你的錯呢？你明明什麽武功都不會，根本……根本逃脫不開的……”
她怎麽可能逃脫得了師兄的掌控？
那樣的情況下，她怎麽可能跑得掉？
從頭到尾她什麽錯都沒有。
有錯的是那個不顧她意願，硬生生欺負她的人，那個還妄圖将她占為己有的人！
慕容拓輕撫着南嫣的肩膀，手掌拍着她的後背，他以前從來沒有安慰過人，只會這樣學着母親在他年幼時哄他的那樣，輕撫着她的頭發，安撫了一會兒，感受到懷中這人的情緒似乎逐漸平複了下來。
他忽然将人松開，然後眸光認真地望着她說，“嫣嫣，我帶你離開好不好？離開這個讓你傷心的地方，忘記從前發生的一切，再也不見那些讓你哭泣難過的人，也不見那些欺負你的人，我帶你離得遠遠的，我們重新開始，去過那種平靜安寧的生活好不好？”
這個念頭不是他突然就有的，而是他想了很久才想出來的。
他這兩天一直沉浸在那種壓抑怨忿的情緒中不得安寧，他放不下嫣嫣，更不想就這麽看着她跟師兄在一起，他好不容易才喜歡上這麽一個姑娘，這種感覺跟從前對待翩翩的心情一點也不一樣。
他一直以為自己喜歡翩翩，可是看着翩翩跟師兄在一起的時候，他心底從來沒有那種痛苦嫉恨的感覺，他只是覺得師兄搶了他的朋友，有了師兄之後，翩翩姐再沒有向從前那樣一心一意地待他了。
他會生氣，會氣悶，會不甘心，可是從來沒有那種想殺了師兄的沖動，但是現在不一樣了，在那天晚上，明白師兄對嫣嫣所做的一切事情之後，他對師兄，除了嫉恨，心中竟不可避免地湧出了一股殺意。
他知道自己不該有這樣的念頭，可他就是控制不住。
既然不能殺了師兄，那他可以帶走嫣嫣，帶她離開這裏，離開那些所有傷害過她，讓她難過的人。
聽到這話，南嫣似乎有些愣住了。
半晌，她才擡眸看向眼前的男人，從他的眼神中可以看出，這人絕對是真心的，沒有一絲虛情假意。
不過嘛，不成熟的毛頭小子想到解決問題的辦法果然也是不太成熟的啊，就知道帶人離開，不知道擠走師兄，自己上位嗎？
南嫣眼裏似乎露出了一絲猶豫的神色，她看着眼前的師弟，嘴唇輕微動了動，剛想開口說話。
結果身後卻突然響起了趙修言平淡溫和的聲音，“師弟，你要帶着師兄的未婚妻去哪裏呢？發生了什麽事情嗎？為什麽都不提前告訴師兄一聲？”
The pair of calm black eyes looked over, reflecting a faint light under the fragmented sunlight, staring quietly at the two people not far away.
I heard a faint voice coming from behind.
Nan Yan's body suddenly stiffened.
She seemed to have thought of something embarrassing, and it was unclear whether she was afraid or nervous. Her eyelashes drooped slightly, and she stopped talking about what she was about to say.
Murong Tuo immediately looked back with a cold expression, and pulled the person beside him behind him, blocking her in a protective manner, and then stared at the senior brother in front of him with ridicule, "Why, senior brother, are you relying on your own ability to force her again in front of me?"
Hearing this, Zhao Xiuyan frowned slightly with some sensitivity, and his eyes fell on the woman behind him. Sure enough, he saw that her face was a little pale and her lips were tightly pursed.
He had not mentioned this matter in the past few days because he was worried that she would think of what happened that night and thus develop resistance towards him, but what his junior brother said did make him a little unhappy.
Zhao Xiuyan's tone was very calm, and his eyes turned to his junior brother, which was obviously a little cold. "I won't force her, junior brother, but this is a matter between Yanyan and me, and it is not your turn as a younger brother to intervene for the time being. You and I are brothers, and as a senior brother, I don't want to bully the weak, do anything excessive to you, or hurt your self-esteem."
"I will pretend that what happened today never happened. Before the relationship between Yanyan and I is sorted out, Junior Brother, please be more restrained and stop doing these things that cause trouble."
A junior brother is a junior brother. No matter how mature he appears, he is still impulsive and irritable at heart. Especially after hearing a few words from his senior brother, a look of anger flashes in his eyes.
Zhao Xiuyan looked calmly at the anger in his junior fellow apprentice's eyes.
"Can you give her back to me now?"
After that, he turned his gaze to Nan Yan again, looking at her with a gentle and peaceful look, without any coercion, "Yan Yan, come over here, okay?"
"You know I won't hurt you."
He stretched out his hand towards her, with a cloak draped over his wrist. He must have seen that she was not wearing enough clothes, so he came to find her with the cloak on. However, she did not expect to see her junior brother holding her in his arms, and she did not expect that her junior brother would even have the idea of taking her away with him.
To be honest, at that moment, Zhao Xiuyan felt a little nervous. Compared to him, the man who disregarded her wishes and forcibly destroyed her innocence, although his junior brother was a little impulsive, he had never done anything to hurt her or force her.
He was worried that she would agree to his suggestion, run away with him, and start over with him.
So when she hesitated and hadn't spoken yet, he couldn't help but interrupt her. He didn't want to hear any answer from her that might indicate she agreed.